#13th august

[connorgavinarmy]

happy international left-handers day

📷 (c) ClancySPCS

[theaytaj]

Məni səhv etdiyimə inandır. Göstər ki, bu qədər zaman yanılırmışam. Düşündüyüm kimi biri deyilmişəm, əslində o qədər də pis bir insan deyiləm, xoşbəxtlik məndən yan keçməyəcək, hər şey yaxşı bitəcək və s. Yanıldığıma inandır məni. Həmişəki kimi yanılmaq istəyirəm. Amma bu səfər gerçək olsun.

[sherry-babyforme]

Happy birthday SEBASTIAN STAN!!!

Muuuuuaaaaahhh!!!

[tattoosandswag]

I’m in such a weird place right now.

I’m going through a breakup and let me be honest: it sucks. I’m constantly on a rollercoaster of emotions: I deserve better; I miss you; why can’t he love me?; the relationship wasn’t right anyway; the relationship was great; I need to move on; I hope he misses me; stop contacting me; why isn’t he contacting me?

This. Is. Exhausting.

For me, the breakup came out the blue. I thought we were getting on better than ever, making each other laugh, spending time together, being happy. Little did I know my now ex-boyfriend is one bloody good actor. He’d been unhappy for a while and just didn’t tell me - didn’t want to hurt my feelings apparently, oh, the irony.

I’m very up and down. I have some days where I’m full of, ‘I’m too good for this. I was an amazing girlfriend. He’s an idiot and it’s his loss.’ Then I have days, like today, where I miss him terribly and hope that he misses me too in some futile hope that maybe he’ll realise what he’s lost and want to be back with me.

Since the breakup, he’s been very inconsistent with contact. Some days he’ll message and make the effort to make conversation with me, some days he doesn’t message at all. I’m telling myself that I will not contact him first; I haven’t told him how I feel and I do not want him to think I’m sat at home pining after him. In my mind, if he wants to speak to me he will. But the inconsistency is hard; I find myself being thrown if he does message because I’m not expecting it and then being upset if he doesn’t message. Like I said, exhausting.

Loving someone and them not loving you back is hard. I don’t know what the future holds but I’m sure that, although this absolutely sucks, it’s for the best. If I’m honest, the relationship wasn’t what I wanted it to be and it either needs a massive kick up the arse or I can find someone else - whoever and whenever that may be. I just don’t know which way it will go yet.

[aaishakhan-16]

Happiest birthday to the romanian god. Never been so excited even for my birthday.

[daybreak96]

The best screenshots I can get of Seb’s XIII tattoo from Destroyer (you can only see it for a split second in this scene at the very end) I’m presuming its in honour of his Friday the 13th Birthday

[natasha-childoftheuniverse]

Happy Left handers day to my fellow lefties.

[fsdred]

Anyone wanna be my debs date?