Got rowan lecturing me about my parenting skills, I've put her down and fed her to sleep three times, she's puked all over me I washed her, she tipped juice all over herself I washed her. I'm fucking sick, I have tonsillitis and I'm fucking tired. Apparently she's upset because I don't want to feed her to sleep multiple times and she's behaving badly because of my attitude. Now he's slamming doors and making out he's the big hero because he's lying down with her and giving her a cuddle... Big fucking whoop. What does he want? For me to stick her back in my fucking cunt? I swear to god I'm so fucking miserable I wish to god I wasn't pregnant then I could be doused up to the eyeballs on medication that allows me to tolerate them both.