#19.04.2026

[umuthalavar]

Tamı tamına 32 yılımı doldurdum bu dünyada. Otuzlarımı hayal dahi etmediğim için ev iş döngüsünde dönüp duruyorum. İçime yolculuğum devam ediyor. İnsan hayatı değil, kendini keşfediyor. Önceden uzun uzun yazardım, şimdi uzun uzun konuşmak istiyorum. Konuşacağım birini hala bulamadım. Bazen de uzun uzun susasım geliyor, ehh öyle birini bulmak zaten en zoru. Bundan sonraki tüm dualarım doğru bir yoldaş için. Çünkü insan tek başına bir yere kadar gidebiliyor...

[codename-adler]

[tobethemselves]

April 19, 2026

Pap pics of Harry in London / Louis' show in Antwerp

[L via Insta, L via Insta story (show picture), LTHQ's pre-show poster, allegedly Zara was at the show]

[stillbekindtoyou]

Due to H working had the Sunday mostly to myself with lots of rewarding vidja and back at climbing in the morning. Sat myself outside for 45 mins on enforced sunshine time in my big coat. Really noticing how much more comfortable my good quality clothes are when I get to wear them. It does make a difference! Now in bed on time for at least 30 min reading my book.

[neonoperahouse]

a beautiful moon.

[somkvietok]

cítim sa opäť ako malá keď mi chalan povedal, že sa mu páčim.

toto je iné.

silnejšie.

a vôbec to nemusí byť vyjadrené slovami.

lebo ľúbiť nie je len rozprávať. ale aj počúvať, všímať si, bozkávať a sľúbiť, že raz budeme ešte čosi viac.

[iwillstealyournamelikeafae]

most of today was taken by headache, however

I have had mario kart quality time with parent ^^ (even if just a bit, bc, ouchie)

it has raiiiiiiined and stormed! thunder and lightning yaaaaaaay. smell so good

I have done an adventurous thing, that is crawling through the window out of the balcony and walking on the scaffolding. Yes, I was a little scared and bo, that wasn't really a scary thing to do

[ilovehimsosomuchjk]

nothing of what i write brings me solace anymore. No amount of paintings bring me satisfaction like they used to. No amount of pages filled in my journal speak to me the way i spoke to them anymore. I have become a box. a box i keep to store who i used to be and now its empty. and now the box needs discarding. I stupidly hold on to it for a few more moments because buying is another tedious and expensive task i dont wanna do yet.