#1st year

[condooo]

Smol gojo

[sirisiriuslyneedssleep]

Draco

Draco: *In first year* Harry Potter said my name! Draco: *In eighth year* Harry? Yeah, he screams my name.

[brainyfan]

It's the 1st year of The Dream Team, this is one of my smurfs 2021 season 3 episode before the 6 month hiatus. We finally know Bubble's personality sometimes she can be cheerful, scrappy, adventurous and agitated too, She can teleport whatever she want and whenever she want.

[basiatlu]

Day 25: Lost

“We aren’t lost! Merely.. wandering a bit. S-scared, Potter? Haha knew you couldn’t handle a simple stroll. Admit it!”

“Did you hear that?”

“Hear what?! I mean NO stop trying to avoid the q-question!”

“Will you shut it!”

[k00332047]

Concept Development of My Project

After being assigned with the project theme of Consumption/Production, my initial response was to look at the issue of media consumption, particularly in relation to the internet and social media. I was interested to explore this idea as I had noticed beforehand how much time I was spending watching YouTube videos, against my prior intentions or otherwise, and I became curious as to why I continued to spend time online this way despite the clear risks.

I deduced that my appetite for content revolving around cartoons and gaming was at the root of this issue, so I decided that my interests could be a good focal point for the subject matter of my artwork. I also felt that there was an aspect of this concept relating to autism that I could consider, having been interested in the subject after learning about the effect it had on my life from texts such as Pete Wharmby's book, "What I Want to Talk About".

I started off simple with my primary research and brought in an old computer keyboard and Wii remote, representing captivation with the internet, and my fixation on video games. I experimented with these in photography, drawing, and even in 3D with a clay plaster mold. Following a workshop on Concept Development near the start of the year, I decided to try something different and experiment with screenshots from various games I enjoy, which I used in a big collage.

After taking a workshop on The Art of Noticing, I was encouraged to further explore what primary source objects I could use, and how I could approach them in different ways in my artwork. I immediately looked to my old Lego Mixels toys, which did partly inspire my project idea in the first place, as I had spent a lot of time recently beforehand watching videos about Mixels and reading about the characters online. The toys were small and easy to manipulate and arrange, so they were good for bringing around the college and experimenting with.

Experimenting with the Mixels that week and in the Photoshop workshop afterwards worked out pretty well, so I felt comfortable focusing on that some more, though I temporarily shifted my focus to Super Mario for the next two workshops, because I liked the video game related ideas I had constructed before. At that point, I was starting to make work based on a more specific idea - a visualisation of the mental state resulting from me spending so much time on the internet and on screen-based interests in general, where the fictional world seems to matter just as much as the real world, if not more. I began to explore this idea through different media, and expressing it by making reference to the colourful, charming characters of Mario and Mixels, particularly ones that I felt some sort of attachment too.

At the end of October I had my progress review, where I explained my ideas thus far, as well as bringing up the potential autistic aspect of my concept. Up to that point, I was a bit anxious about explicitly referencing the subject of autism in my project, because I know it can be a sensitive topic sometimes. However, the tutors noted that autistic hyperfixation was a good focal point for the project going forward, so I then felt comfortable exploring it a bit more. I started to look into autism imagery and symbolism, and consider how it could influence my visual ideas, while still expressing my personal connection to the theme through Mixels and Mario characters.

In the end, I wasn't quite sure how I would explicitly integrate autism symbolism into my drawings, so I continued to focus on characters instead. By that point I felt free to simply experiment with them and integrate my theme wherever appropriate. I felt, at some points, that I was even able to express the very phenomenon of autistic hyper fixation in drawing the characters, such as by painting them with chaotic, energetic strokes of vibrant colour.

It was also hard to make something entirely original out of my concept or to combine my ideas as I originally planned, but I was able to do both in the mask making workshop at the end of the semester, where I managed to make an original character mask with inspiration from the characters of both Mario and Mixels, that visually expressed the theme of autism through its mixed rainbow colour pattern and big, nervous eyes.

So to summarise, my project concept started with internet media consumption, and the captivating interests that encourage that consumption. As I continued on, I focused more on the latter aspect, eventually choosing to explore the autistic side of that subject. This resulted in much of my work revolving around a recurring theme of my fixations becoming part of my world. Therefore, my project ultimately focused on the meaning, effect and power of the phenomenon of autistic hyper fixations.

[feryun]

Hi guys, today I posted my old art. This art i drew from one of the manga panels in haikyuu manga. There are many errors in there, look Kageyama eye.

WTF IS WRONG WITH THE EYE. When my friend seeing my drawing, he is laughing so hard because the eyes. After the eye, look the shoe. I think i'm to tired to make such a details there that's why i'm not do the detail so much.

Afterall i think this is my best draw because i spend so much time to making this.

Ok enjoy the picture 🗿👍🏼

Hope you all like it ⊂⁠(⁠◉⁠‿⁠◉⁠)⁠つ

[deceitful-darlings]

Gangbang au for 1st years how would they react to all of them being the reader’s soulmate?

I mean, it pretty much makes the perfect scenario for them, doesn’t it?

Jack really doesn’t mind. While packs are normally parents with children or extended family groups, I like to think it isn’t unheard of for there to be packs where there are multiple partners involved. Not necessarily common, but not shunned or looked down on. He just sees it as being assigned a pack, which can then develop its structure naturally. He acknowledges there being strength in numbers a lot more openly than the others, but his aggressiveness towards the others can lead to some fights due to his belief that physical strength is everything.

Deuce is a bit more pragmatic. He’s more aware of his weaknesses, sure he’s a bit foolhardy, but he knows he’s lacking in a lot of areas. He can definitely see the befits of working together as opposed to apart.

Ace, Sebek, and Epel on the other hand are NOT so happy about it. Ace and Epel are selfish, they don’t want to share even with there being soulmate marks. And Sebek is disappointed which he covers with frustration aimed at you, he doesnt mind sharing, but not with these humans! They get into arguments and fights a lot more often, with Ace and Epel being absolute pains in the ass about sneaking you off for alone time, Sebek tries, but often times he’s too loud to do any such sneaking.

[teddy-the-queer-wizard]

so. left is 2009 my graduation prom

right is sometime between then and 2012 when i was going to college and living with my aunt

this is 2015. id gone to my grandfather's funeral after completly cutting off my family and running away to deal with my emotions safely away from outside expectations

this phone doesn't have when i first realized i might have a gender problem on my hands that i want to possibly explore but

these are from 2019 when i was sure I had a gender desire bit wasn't sure it was worth doing anything. id told my friends though and my doubts made me uncomfy in the jump suit in the right

this is 2022. i was sure id have to do something someday but i didn't know how. i dressed up for dragon's brother's wedding

these are my most recent photos nov 2025. ive been doing testosterone since feb giver or take a couple months.

its one thing to feel... bad about gaining weight. its another to see a picture from when i felt fat and another i know i was desperately unhappy

and to see myself now and see weight gain as healing

its one thing to have always felt unattractive because I lacked desire to make an effort to be so and... to see that even when i made that effort... that's a lovely child dressed up like a doll, which while ive always like the idea of looking like a porcelain doll - i never saw myself that way in truth. it was dress up. an uncomfortable thing you did to look good enough to meet expectations and hopefully feel good enough about looking good to make up for how bad it felt

its one thing to know i was unhappy but making an effort to be otherwise and see how pretty i was with minimal effort... versus the comfortable but depressed and anxious person i was later sticking out my tongue to mask how bad of a moment that was. or the diva gremlin who thought i looked stupid every time i did something to make myself happy. or the awkward and nervous but pleased person because i wore a suit to a wedding and no one cared.

i just realized i don't smile in photos anymore unless i feel like it. you cant still tell im happier in those last two than the first two

im not smiling in either of these. im so pleased to show of my backwards hat. im tired but content in bed and in both im actively in pain

I was pretty and never saw it beyond "i guess if i put effort in"

and now I'm still pretty. looket this fucking cute dork.

ill never get tired of this. some day when i have spoons ill grow my hair back out and be pretty again but on my terms and not to imaginary rules in my head and it wont just be me that sees that I'm feeling better even when i dont smile