#2016 me

[soulmatesclub]

gay ppl are HELLA annoying

[permanentleigh]

ten years ago

There’s a trend going around the internet right now regarding posting yourself in 2016. I’ve never been good with video posting so let’s give it a wack here. In terms of dates and memories, I’m a bit shit at it. 2016 occurred mid-college and those years are a mess in my head that I can’t fit together and sort out. I started keeping detailed photo memories around 2017 but before that is kind of a…

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[y0uremindme0fthebabe]

The Angel - Part 4

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I looked up and my eyes widen.

Erik was up in the tree. Just sitting there, his back relaxing against the trunk. I noticed that he had changed his mask as well, from a complete black one to now solid white. Why do you wear it? His attire was different as well, when I had seen him at the grocery store he was wearing a nice dark suit. Now he was clothed in dark jeans, and a dark blue button-down long sleeve shirt with the top button left undone. Even though he was the one wearing a mask, I was the one who felt out of place with my torn at the knees, faded, and stained jeans along with a gray sweatshirt that probably looked like - and probably smelled like - it needed to be washed yesterday. Don't judge, it's laundry day.

"How in the world did you get up there?" I asked as I ended the call and put my phone in my pocket.

"I climbed." Erik said simply with a small shrug. "I'm glad you came, Angel." He said softly as he sat up and straightened his back.

"Me too." I said after a short pause. I looked up at him, "Why don't you come down here so we can talk? Or take a walk?"

Erik shook his head. "Come up here, Angel! It'll be easy for you. Just fly up here!" He said with a huge grin.

"I....umm...." I looked away thinking for a moment. "I......"

"You can't fly?" Erik asked softly.

I looked up and shook my head. "No, Erik. I can't."

"Why not?"

"I-I...I hurt one of my wings." I said quickly. It was the first thing that came to my mind.

Erik gasped loudly and in an instant he was right in front of me. "Are you alright? Are you in pain? How did this happen, Angel?" He asked as he reached forward and held me by my shoulders.

Phantom, who had been grazing to the right of me, looked up just as soon as Erik touched me and nickered. He was asking if I was alright.

Which I was.

I nodded and smiled softly at him before turning my attention back to Erik. "I'm quiet alright, Erik. It's just a small sprang." Could Angels sprang their wings? "It's nearly healed."

Erik shook his head instantly. "We need to get you to a doctor."

That's when I shook my head instantly. "No, Erik. I don't need a doc-"

He cut me off. "My Angel is hurt and I'm going to help her."

I sighed. "Aright, Erik."

I was given a firm nod as he took my wrist in his hand and began leading me towards the parking lot.

Phantom immediately started following us, before he stopped right in front of us.

Erik was about to say something before I beat him to it. "He doesn't know what's going on." I told him. "He's just being protective."

Erik nodded before looking at Phantom. "I am taking her to the doctor. She is safe with me."

If a horse could look unconvinced, then Phantom looked unconvinced.

I sighed softly. "Phantom, it's alright." I said as I moved from Erik and walked up to him. "Erik's going to take care of me." He neighed softly in response.

I patted his head and kissed his nose. "Go home, boy. I'll see you there in a bit."

He neighed once more before trotting off. Once he left, Erik took my wrist again and continued walking. "He's a very smart horse."

I nodded. "Yep. He is." I looked up at Erik, "I'm just wondering, umm, what doctor are you taking me to?"

"Nadir." He said instantly. "He helps me, so I know he'll help you." He said as he looked down at me with a soft smile on his lips.

I couldn't help but smile back. "That's good."

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The ride to Nadir's house was short, but not silent. In fact it was anything but silent.

Erik talked the whole time.

The whole time.

I wouldn't even get a chance to agree with him verbally before he would move on to another subject. All I could do was nod.

And believe me. A person can only nod so much.

I wouldn't just be seeing Nadir for a 'sprained wing', I would be seeing him for a sprained neck.

"Here we are, Angel." Erik said as he pulled into a mansion of a house. My jaw dropped upon seeing it.

A small musical chuckle pulled me from my thoughts. "If you think his house is big, my Angel. You wouldn't believe the size of mine." Erik said as he unbuckled his seatbelt and reached over to unbuckle mine.

"It's beautiful." I breathed as I gazed at the three story house. "He must have a big family."

"He doesn't." Erik responded immediately before climbing out of the car. I tried to follow in suit but I found my door locked.

Did he put the child lock on?

Erik jogged over to my side and opened the door. I climbed out and glanced at the side.

Yep. He had child locked me in the car.

Great second impression, Erik.

He took my wrist once more and tugged me to the steps leading to the door. Once we climbed them he rang the doorbell once.

Not even 15 seconds later - Erik rang it again.

25 seconds later - rang once more

30 seconds later - he rang again

I learnt very quick that Erik is an impatient man.

He was about to reach for it again, but I stopped him. "Erik," I said as I placed my free hand on his arm. "Nadir could be on the second or third floor. Give him a few minutes. He'll be here soon."

Erik nodded like I scolded him and put his head down. "Yes, Angel."

I sighed softly. I didn't want that reaction from him.

I looked down and gently pulled my arm up - making him now holding my hand. Not my wrist.

I gave his hand a squeeze and looked up at him with a small smile.

His face immediately brightened and he squeezed my hand back, but that not all what he did.

He looped his arm around my shoulders, still holding my hand and pulled me to him.

I didn't want that reaction either!

I didn't say anything though. I just waited for Nadir to open the door.

And he did.

"Sorry abo-" Nadir said upon opening the door.  The words froze on his lips when he saw us.

"It's fine, Khan." Erik said as he stepped inside, pulling me with him. "I need you to fix my Angel's wing." He said as he began walking down the hall like he owned the place, not even looking back.

I, though, turned my head and saw Nadir still standing there - holding onto the doorknob, just looking as stunned as he could be.

[highflyartist]

Decided to draw myself from now and 7 years ago.

7 years ago, I was in Ingenium Charter Elementary School in 4th grade where I started my artist career, before I changed my name to "Ken" and before I made the choice to dye my hair.

I miss my childhood days.

[sunnysynthsunshine]

old opinion post from June 2016

Yes I may be kind that doesn't mean I'm easily taken advantage of Yes I may joke around but that doesn't mean I can't be serious or calm Yes I may be smart and stupid but I don't brag about it or act dumb on purpose that's very silly Yes I may dislike like some other females but I don't insult them  I'd just be a worse person by doing that Yes I may be crap at grammar and punctuation but I don't leave every sentence with an acronym Yes I may be a stupid fan who is "genderless" and proud/ashamed of too many interests I don't always  fandom stuff I talk about real life issues too aswell as regular things like my future and such Yes I may be a Blonde but I'm not a dumb one Yes I may sort of like Twilight but I don't want to burn it to pieces or squeal like a hyena about it Yes I may be Pastel Goth but I don't do it because it's cute I do it because I think it expresses my mind and fashion sense well not for making things I already like such as gore or Satan look as adorable as a puppy I may be sort of Gothic,Punk,Satanist,Nerdy,Hipster,Emo Scene whatever but I'm not like that all the time there are times where I don't feel awkward around my friends there are times where I listen to Ke$ha,1D,Lady Gaga,Miley Cyrus etc. and there's times where I collect dolls,attempt to socialise & party yes I may have complicated Political views but... I will never judge you I will never force my opinion on you I will only teach & explain about it I will respect you I may be a Pansexual Demisexual Demigender Greyromantic but I will never insult you,brag about my preference,do any unwanted flirting or bash your religon When my primary school classmates were getting into JLS Fashion Love Phones and Celebrities I was just getting into Video Games Dolls 80s/90s Retro Media and Culture Fast Food and Toy Songs (Barbie music/Bratz music My scene music etc.) When my Middle school Classmates started getting into Reality Shows Social Media Relationships Boy bands and Sports I was getting into Anime (mostly Sailor Moon and Hetalia) The Sims 2,Sims 3 and Sims 4 Emo,Punk,Gothic,Metal,Electronica Music Fandoms Fanfic writing and OC Creating

[sunnysynthsunshine]

ew it’s my 2016 self (in the comments of a buzzfeed video)

this reaks of “not like other girls”

get the holy water

[sunnysynthsunshine]

Another old tag taken from G+

❀ CHALLENGE ❀ ━ FILL THIS OUT WITHOUT LYING ━ ► What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Potato Chips (Crisps) ► Where was your profile picture taken? On a Rinamaru website ► Do you play Pokemon Go? Nope ► Name someone who made you laugh today? My Mom and one of my online friends ► How late did you stay up last night and why? Don't make me do math >.< ► If you could move somewhere else, where would you? maybe America or Japan or Germany or maybe England ► Ever been kissed under fireworks? Nope ► Which of your high school friends lives closest? Maybe one of them ► How do you feel about Dr Pepper? Never drank one before ► When was the last time you cried? Yesterday I think barely anyone was talking to me as usual ► Who took your profile picture? Rinamaru ►_Who was the last person you took a picture of?_ My Sketch book ► Was yesterday better than today? I'm not sure the main thing was I got homework done yesterday ► Can you live a day without tv? I guess ► Are you upset about anything? I was earlier but I've gotten over it now ► Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? friend relationships if they are loyal and trustworthy then yes if not then I'm not the person who should be answering this question ► Are you a bad influence? Yes ► Night out or night in? Night in I'd only do ► What items could you not go without during the day? My Laptop and Headphones ► Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? I don't want to say ► What does the last text message in your inbox say? Goodnight ^^ ► How do you feel about your life right now? it's meh but slightly worse than meh ► Do you hate anyone? yes ► If we were to look in your inbox, what would you most likely find? Spam,Invites,Follows and trolls ► Has anyone ever called you perfect? one person (my ex) ► Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who is it? It's Richard or Hyung in Botan cosplay ► Name something you have to do tomorrow? Math Homework =.= ► Do you think too much or too little? Too much ► Do you laugh a lot? not really I used to though ► Do you have any fears? yes but doesn't everyone?

[sunnysynthsunshine]

more of 2016 me

(me and Leanne are still buds we just don’t see each other as often as we used to)