Say hello to my 2017 recap! I didn't want to put much time and effort into it, mostly because describing the present and the past scares me, but I decided to keep some bullet highlights in order to remember. This was a year that, cliché as it may sound, helped me grow a lot. It is the year I decided to ask for help and managed to start being softer to myself. This, as opposed to people looking for more discipline, was my kind of challengr, because I got that close to having a mental breakdown so many times. I grieve a lost friendship but celebrate new, precious ones that give me more happiness than I deserve, and I am so thankful for my Captain Gaymerica, my pets and my families - both biological and chosen. I am not excited for 2018. New Years feel so arbitrary to me, much rather that than new beginnings, but new beginnings scare me anyway. My only wish is that we all stay close to each other.
