#211 days

[piecuteyes]

I'm back on my Senry bullshit ✨️

[piecuteyes]

Wanted to try something different today. To break Sammys design down and make it easier to draw. So: Chibi Sammy!

[piecuteyes]

Yes, hello, I wrote a fic.

It's a story-heavy rollercoaster and when you squint, it's a bit Sammy x Henry, too.

It is set between BATIM and BATDR and sheds light on what our favorite characters have to endure under Wilson's reign.

Have fun!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/80797836/chapters/212243981

[kittennovak]

[noid-ed]

Then & Now

I drank to release the tension in my head

I drank to feel nothing

I drank to feel normal

I drank to quiet the thoughts in my head

I drank to the hate in my heart, for it was the only emotion that felt honest

I drank to cry myself to sleep, because sometimes I couldn’t on my own

I drank to prove everyone else wrong

I drank because it was the only solution I knew

I drank because it lifted the weight off of

my heart so I could forget the pain

I drank because I wanted to be like everyone else

Now?

I feel.

I feel so many things I couldn’t allow myself to experience before.

I feel acceptance

I feel love

I feel hope

I feel courage

I feel understood

I feel all of these things and more for myself now...

I feel love for the little girl that was always so scared and anxious. I don’t have to be scared and anxious anymore. I can hold her and tell her that if she lets go, it’ll make life easy. If she lets go, she’ll never be alone.

Life is easier this way.

[convolusion]

1:18 AM, I am lonely

[jayes-transition]

211 days on t, or 4 days short of 7 months on t! I am so happy with my results so far. :)

[widowsandorphans-blog]

I am back home.

Back home in Germany. After 211 days of traveling 5 different countries. After having the best 7 months of my life so far. I'm excited for everything to come, and I'm heartbroken for everything I had to leave behind.

I wish I could tell you all the stories, have you meet all the wonderful, wonderful people, actually have you with me experiencing everything I experienced. All I can say is, go travel. Go, if you are scared, lonely and feeling insignificant. It will change you and the world forever.

Love.