#30poems

[kiramalibu]

“watching you fall asleep is like watching the morning waves crash on the bay at 6 in the morning. how beautiful, how peaceful, and how alluring it is to see the human you are in love with, at complete, and utter ease.”

- kira malibu 1/30

[kiramalibu]

missing you and being sad are two things I am very good at If only those two things were a job, there would be something I would finally feel confident in doing because for once, I could say I am not failing at something

Kira Malibu; April 11,2017 [11/30]

[kiramalibu]

I often wonder how many secrets the bags under your eyes could tell, but then again I do not want to know I have a fear of being one of them

Kira Malibu; April 7th, 2017 [7/30].

[kiramalibu]

let my hands be the angel you need when all things go to hell let my body be the church that you go to, every time you feel the worthlessness thoughts cripple your mind let my words be the bible that you read every night to feel as though you are doing things right let me be the one person you are never afraid to come to let me be your person

— Kira Malibu; April 14th, 2017 [4/14]

[kiramalibu]

She belonged in an art museum, In a place where no one could touch or mess up her beauty, She would just be as she was intended to be, beauty for your eyes but never yours to destroy You would have to pay a price to get to see her You would stare and take pictures and admire her She would stand out amongst the others Her colors so vibrant, she was the sun in a room full of clouds She was always a work of art The most astonishing thing is, she never thought of herself as beautiful, and that to me, was her most beautiful part, he said

Kira Malibu; April 2nd, 2017 ’Art Museum’ [2/30]

[kiramalibu]

and when these four years are over with you will see that everything is not how you thought it would be fuck what people say now the future is yours go and follow your dreams

— Kira Malibu; April 13, 2017 [13/30]

[kiramalibu]

time is an evolution that has let me down on multiple occasions why does it seem to be only at 4:30 a.m when my mind starts to think about him? why does it seem to be only at 5:00 a.m when my heart starts to beat so fast it feels as if it is going to take launch out of my body? why did he leave me for her multiple times? why did i sit here and let him break me several times? why does it seem to take me several months to recover from one thing? time, has never been on my side but it is crazy how it can make me feel so small like a shadow, that can no longer hide

Kira Malibu; April 8th, 2017 “Time” [7/30].

[kiramalibu]

i miss you showering me with kisses i miss the red lipstick marks i would leave after planting kisses on your neck i miss the old songs that you would play on your vinyl i miss your sweatshirts i miss your scent i miss dancing to Elvis with you i miss listening to jazz with you i miss getting coffee with you i miss your smile i miss the days where you would make life seem worthwhile i miss you so fucking much but you hurt me you left me you were the one person that i thought would never desert me

— Kira Malibu; April 16th, 2017 [16/30]