#3am talk

[parcai]

with each passing day, my food posts reach more eyes. #blessed 😌

[parcai]

just saw ur pizza and chicken nugget posts. i’m kindly asking that u stop speaking for the night❤️ actually no i am rudely DEMANDING that u stop right now😌💗✨

😔

[evil-dog-girl]

I'm not going to sleep heck

I'll talk about today

I had a party. I hate parties and today I was anxious as hell because the person I mostly get along with ditched the party. The result was me getting silent and silent because I don't know how to start conversations and I also didn't care about gossip and other shit.

I don't really drink a lot, also because it's not funny for me because I don't get drunk even if I drink a lot (I end up getting only mildly ditzy and a little tired, but after one hour I'm totally fine). I was bored and they kept giving me wine so I mixed it with the cola.

I love cola with alcoholics, the last time I made that delightful cherry and cola cocktail but I'm used to drink beer with cola (It's good FITE ME).

The result was pretty good, it tasted like a little sweeter sparkling wine. The wine was red and not sparkling at all but oh well. It was also bad quality but I'm special so it turned out fabulous (npd please stop).

I know I'll write this in my future book "and that's how I became a bartender"

[toniahonen]

Finally starting to feel sleepy. Goodnight babes I love u all ❤ Stay healthy! x

[van-dyne]

when you lean forward to do a stretch of your upper back, do you imagine your hidden pair of angel wings start growing out from your back? because I always do

[junonboi]

huh. i've got a thing with drawing triads lately

[smol-business-witch]

Good things

So I'm listening to Tina Fey's Bossypants (which is amazing btw, go listen to it) and there's this part where she comments on all of the physical features she likes about herself instead of all the bad ones and it was really neat, and funny and it made me wanna do that so I did: Things that are pretty great about me (physically)  Eyebrows- So I used to be really self conscious about having thick dark eyebrows, but lucky for me, it's super fashionable these days, and I will never have to buy a silly eyebrow pencil.  Eyebrow game always strong (provided I get them shaped so they don't grow forever and try and merge with my eyelashes or something crazy) 

Butt/hips-  I've gained a lot of butt confidence this year, and just knowing that I have a pretty nice butt boosts my self esteem a whole lot.  Like a butt ton (ha) But for real though, it's great, you should check it out sometime. 

Waist- It's nice to know that even when my belly gets a bit pudgy, my waist stays pretty well defined still, so that's pretty neat

Feet- I have little feet with high arches and I think that's what is deemed attractive in feet?  I'm not super into feet, but as far as feet go, mine aren't too gross and that's all I'm really shooting for here. 

Hair- my hair is great because I have a lot of it, so even if it starts to thin out as I age, it will just thin out to normal person thickness.  

Ear- So fun fact, my left ear has a little tiny piece missing on the top, like someone nibbled it a bit too hard.  I was just born with it that way and when I was little my mom told me a bunch of stories of how it happened, like an angel bit it, or a vampire, or Mike Tyson.  Anyway, from a certain angle it kinda looks like an elf ear and I like that. 

Freckles- So I have three sets of freckles that are my favorite.  There's a perfect half circle on my left forearm, a strait line up my right thigh, and two that are joined on my right hip.  The last one is special because my sister has one big on in the same spot on her hip and we always said it was because she was born first and I was born second. 

Ya'll should try this because it was actually kinda fun and self-esteem boosting.

[drown-myself-tonight]

I think if I could live in a world that was constantly 3am I might be happy. Tonight I climbed onto my roof for what felt like the first time in years. There's a waning moon out, the clouds are extremely lazy, the humidity perfect-the roof just damp enough that I scraped myself coming back inside- and dare I mention the breeze. Have you ever felt a three am breeze, one which slightly chills you although you would stay out there forever. If I decide to live long enough to have my own home, there will be porches and patios outside many rooms. I will leave these open on nights like this, and when summer comes, I'll sleep outside as much I can. I think then, back in my secluded country, perhaps then I could be happy