#60 rant

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Split between giving Smarty Pants a big coat(saw a really cute design) or keeping the big ass pants...

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I really HATE the ending to Trollhunters but almost every analysis or opinion I see on it start blaming Toby and saying Arcadia and the world would be doomed if he became the trollhunter. I think people undermine his character a lot cause he's seen as the "goofy side character" even though there's been MANY episodes featuring how much he's done for others, his character growth, and his determination knowing no bounds. People also reference the episode to where Unkar gave Jim a vision about if he didn't become the trollhunter and Draal archived the amulet instead, Arcadia would've been long gone. The amulet functions for those worthy, Draal's forseen death in that vision was because the amulet didn't truely choose Draal as the beholder. But Toby could possibly handle that even though he doesn't show it. This rant is honestly mostly about how the fandom(or it could just be the part of the fanbase I've interacted with? idk) either doesn't care about Toby's character and his relationships, or misinterputs it

or maybe they just hate him because he's fat and woke

But yeah, plus everything Jim has been through, his desperation caused him to act, and that act to bring his longtime best friend back, even if it meant him not being the trollhunter. But he felt reassured it would remain functional in the hands of Toby, because he trusted Toby more than anything

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cccccuuuurrent post nowww...Toilet II dodoeldes

Fun fact but the reason I like to have a mouse represent Toilet most of the time is because I saw this one guy on Tiktok who I would watch videoes almost daily of him where he just talked about different mouse ocs and most of them had really fascinating stories like who the hell is Strange Stanley

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chicken

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I have a au for the algebraliens, its like sort of inspired by Steven Universe lore. The algebraliens in this au have existed for like, MILLIONS of years. I really enjoy how the concept of evolution works so I of course thought it'd be fun to add how they evolutionized. Might I mentioned algebraliens in this au hold animal traits or appearences, most are inspired off of bugs(Ex: One as a caterpillar, Two as a frog, Three as a scorpion, etc) and due to the changes in environment how they reacted or adapt to it. As they evolved to the current day they didn't need some of these traits. Algebraliens would then go into a state of "shedding" I call it, its like when a chao in Sonic Adventures upgrades(how I like to think of it). Three would've been bounded to the prison cells of the E.X.I.T. a while ago though and might be a little late to evolution, and soon just didn't bother with the concept. One, Two, and Three would've been considered the earliest numbers created by Infinity, Objectkind isn't really aware of this of course but the other algebraliens don't seem to care that much around Two. One isn't present at all in the Equation Playground due to banishment from "unknown circumstances." Some of the algebraliens just seem to have forgotten about her existence.

Little headcanon thing, but I thought this was reallyyy cute to think of. The Zeroes were actually a part of One's caterpillar form, though they were mostly mindless husks and invasive. Dut due to One's banishment they were seperated from her. Millions of years later the Zeroes evolved into becoming their own persons and gaining sentience. The Zeroes considered One(And possibily Three..tee hee) as a guardian to them.

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when I was younger and used to go to church I would sleep at night thinking about if I had a life like other kids and wondered if God hated me and my family so much he thought of us as mere beings to take his anger out on, it made me afraid to use the internet at the time, or scared to even lie even if my life needed it

the crosses around my grandmas house scared me too, it felt like I was being watched by Jesus

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this may just be me bein a lil overanalysing it but I have a theory about Toilet y'all might not like

Uhhhhmm it's become kinda apparent in II how Toilet is prone to making many MANY mistakes so I sort of had, a thought. I can imagine how much worse it might've been outside of ii and in like the actual world for him cause clearly if he's caused so many inconviences in II then it must've happened before. I think with the guilt of what he did and what happened to him is causing him to not return back him due to the possible conclusion that things could possibly go wrong cause, it always does, somehow. But at the same time without any proper support or awareness put to him he's oblivious to the fact he's hurting not only himself but others.

la la lala la la

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Slight vent

I don't know how to say this without it sounding weird or coming off as a misunderstanding, but I sometimes feel like my trauma is just myself being overdramatic due to the belief my parents tell me many times about how other people go through worser and how I should be grateful. I mean sure I wasn't physically abused, but they still mentally ruined me, they just can't afford to acknowledge it. I understand that, but I wish they let me be more open about my mental state instead of making me fearful to even mention how I'm uncomfortable. I feel so dependant on them but at the same time I just want to be left alone. Does anyone else go through this? or am I just koo koo crazy

I love my mom though, she's nicer