I wanna relive last night and I want every second to be sketched into my mind always
He asked first (great sign)
I said something like, “but I’m worried about you. Are you sure you’re okay? I want to but I’m your friend first”
Unfortunately I don’t remember what happened next. My memory skips to feeling his skin and him on top of me, rough kisses, at first I thought “okay way too rough of a kiss” then he put his hand around my neck (I think?) and he grabbed me hard and I adored it
Clothes off feeling him and it was, ideal
I say we can’t have sex and he says that’s ok
I climbed down and sucked his dick and he had the sweetest sounding moans. He pulled me up and laid me down and shoved his dick in my mouth until he came
Also probably the least offensive cum I’ve swallowed?? Like as easy as water lmao maybe bc I was drunk
Woke up to him close by. The way he holds me, the way he feels, how gracefully he woke up and touched me
I never thought this would happen but I’ve been dreaming of it, awake and asleep, and now I wait and wonder if it’ll ever happen again