Every Me and Every You (74184 words)
by deadto27 a Stucky work
Chapters: 17/17 Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Professor Hulk, America Chavez, Sam Wilson (Marvel) Additional Tags: Multiverse, Canon Divergence - Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (Movie), Post-The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV) Season 1, Canon Divergence - Avengers: Endgame (Movie), Shrinkyclinks | Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes/Non-Serum Steve Rogers, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Angst, Bucky Barnes Feels, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Making up my own multiverse rules, Not Endgame Steve Rogers Friendly, cause who the hell was that Steve, Steve Rogers Feels, kinda domestic, Slow Burn, Smol Steve helping Bucky deal, Grief themes, healing themes, Explicit Sexual Content
Summary:
Bucky Barnes is doing his best. He's getting by after the blip, after Sam became Captain America, after Steve…well, it's best he doesn't think about that. The point is, his life is different now, and he's trying his best. He just wishes the hollow feeling in his chest would go away. ----- Bucky gets blinded by a bright light as the tear seems to implode in on itself and there’s an odd little jolt as the pulling stops, and then Bucky’s blinking, trying to get his vision right again as he loosens his grip on America. “You okay?” he checks, still squinting. He’s probably not blind, he thinks. It just feels like it right now. “I’m okay,” America tells him and he sees her nod shakily as his vision starts to clear, and he carefully lets go of her, seeing that she can support herself, hands pressing onto the floor next to her. “Uh…I don’t think I am,” says another voice, and Bucky turns his head so fast he might give himself whiplash. Because he knows that voice. He knows that voice better than any other voice on the planet and he’s missed that voice, so, so much.
Notes:
It's post Falcon and Bucky TV show, where I pretty much assume Bucky's just kinda hanging out in Brooklyn still and is not really as content as the end of that show maybe made him out to be. I'm making up my own rules for America's powers in this also.
Written for AO3. Do not repost elsewhere. Do not translate.
Snippet:
He makes it to the bed, fully intending on laying Steve down carefully on it, if he’s okay with it, but Steve takes the lead instead. He pushes on Bucky’s chest, and Bucky goes with it. He lets Steve push him back so he collapses down on the middle of the bed, legs hanging over the edge. He gets a second of Steve gazing down at him, licking his lips like he’s some delicious meal he’s about to have, but before Bucky can really bask in being looked at like that, Steve is clambering over him, sitting right over his waist.
Bucky knows his eyes go wide. But a second later, they flutter closed as Steve leans down and presses his lips to Bucky’s again, soft and sweet and warm.
Steve kisses him like he’ll never be able to kiss him enough. He kisses him the way he does everything…with all of him, every part of him poured into the action, focused and committed. He pulls moans out of Bucky, sucking one of Bucky’s lips between his, or nipping at them with his teeth, hands on his jaw, fingers scraping into his hair, never stopping, never slowing down.
“Steve…” Bucky manages to moan helplessly in the tiny moment when Steve breathes before diving in for another long kiss. “Mphm,” Bucky moans against his lips, his hands running up and down Steve’s back, not sure where to touch, but knowing they want to touch every inch of him, want to keep him close.
Steve breaks the kiss only to move on to his jaw, then his neck, pressing hot kisses into his skin, while Bucky all but vibrates out of his body. Because he used to imagine kissing Steve. A different Steve sure, and then when the brief thought would break through the walls he tried desperately to hold up, this Steve, but neither of those ideas matched this. He never thought about how it would make his body feel. Never imagined how much it would turn him on, how breathless it would leave him, how on edge.
Steve breaks away from his neck, while Bucky pants and tries to get his breathing back in order, only then Steve pulls off his shirt in one quick movement, throwing it to the side, and then his lips are back on Bucky, only this time when Bucky tentatively lets his hands go back where they were, it’s all warm, soft skin under them as he strokes down Steve’s back and it makes Steve shiver a little.
“Steve…” he just about gets out, overwhelmed, completely and utterly.
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