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Happy Strider day
a few notes
a few notes play and suddenly i’m reminded of you of that time when we flew side by side talked and joked laughed and leaned staying up too late talking of things that we’ve created
more notes play and i recall how i had to leave the next day travelling back home in the night sky’s shade already missing you and yet here i sit missing you still as i stand by the windowsill
the notes go on and i lean back sometimes i wish my memories would just fade to black they are bittersweet when you’re away because then good feelings don’t like to stay
@xdarnxskippyx asked: Darcy and Cheryl over at the Maidenhead house at a night where they are drinking and Darcy & Cheryl are together and there is drama with Geri & Mel & Vic if you want but u know XD
What the Hell was this? WHY the Hell was this? Whose idea even WAS This? Oh. Right. That’s whose. Vic’s gaze rolled, turning over toward one DOPED UP Geri Halliwell.What was even the bloody POINT of playing strip poker without guys? A question she’d like to ask with her WHOLE CHEST, but she was pretty sure she had the ANSWER to that question already as Geri lived out in her WHOLE ELEMENT, top off, cone-bra’d tits on FULL DISPLAY, leaving her in camo cargo and army boots. Had VIC’S attention. Damn sure had MEL’S attention. And then there was… Lidded lashes blinked, flickering across to a SWALLOWING DARCY trying to keep her gaze on her OWN girlfriend. Made Vic SICK. Why was that? Wasn’t she the COOL, CALM & COLLECTED ONE? The one who CONTROLLED the game, rather than being just another PAWN in it? At least, she liked to perceive things that way, but as she looked at her hand; a three of diamonds, a queen of spades, a four of hearts, a seven of clubs, an eight of clubs, and a river composed of the seven of diamonds and the ace of spades and other MENIAL TRASH, it was hard to argue as she… “Call.” Chips thrown in. She’d claim it a BLUFF. But then what the Hell was she BLUFFING FOR in a game like this? “If you’re gonna make me play your RIDICULOUS GAMES, I’m gonna have to embarrass you.” Those were the words she’d said mere moments ago, even looking at a hand that maxed at a pair of 7’s.
“Call.” “Call.” “Call.”
Came the other girls, All except for MEL C, teeth BITING INTO HER LIP. Why the FUCK had she been so unlucky to be seated NEXT to Geri right about now? Not only was she much too close, danger close, to those mammoth tits in their pushout cone bra, only FURTHER emphasizing the girl’s generous bust on that TINY ASS FRAME. But Geri, like herself was a few drinks and an E deep. She’d been getting, umm… TOUCHY… In fact even now she had a hand beneath the table GROPING UNABASHEDLY at Mel’s thigh through her trackies. ‘Can’t wait to get you outta those.’ She’d DRUNKENLY SLURRED at one point. And thus was keep to Mel C’s OWN playing style. She’d been the BORING ONE. As Geri IMMEDIATELY whipped off her top, and Darcy (a little too sexuality) peeled off her denim jacket, and Cheryl freely dropped her skirt, leaving herself in carefully woven fishnet tights, Melanie C had joined Emma in removing just ONE SHOE when they’d lost their hands. Vic and Mel B were YET to lose. And Mel C was ALREADY beginning to fear the WORST if she had to ACTUALLY whip off her sports bra or trackies. Boy shorts were SOAKED down below, and nipples were HARDENED & PROMINENTLY POKING OUT from that tight little sports bra. One might (and HAD) asked why she hadn’t AT LEAST removed her jacket since she was usually fine wearing her sports bra EVERYWHERE, but… But… THE EVIDENCE… She could NOT in front of SIX OTHER GIRLS show of her hardened nipples when ONE OF THEM had her tits out. She was NEVER going to live that down. Shit, she wasn’t even gonna live down the way she’d frozen up, swallowing hard and shifting, fingers BENDING THE CARDS as Geri played with her thigh. KEEP IT COOL, Mel, she had to remind herself. If Vic caught so much of a WHIFF of intimacy between them, she was likely to be the FIRST to call it out. And to turn it into a COMPETITION. Was just the way Vic was for… SOME fucking reason… “C-Call…” HARD SWALLOW. Hopefully they’d take it as part of her poker face. Or maybe a FAILED BLUFF. There was just… ONE problem…
“Full House.”
These girls only got MORE OUTRAGEOUS by the encounter. Was this just the way of the working class in London’s youth? Darcy shouldn’t REALLY have been surprised. After all, it wasn’t EXACTLY as if herself and Cheryl lived PARTICULARLY MODEST LIVES OF THEIR OWN. No ecstasy, she had to admit. At least for herself. But they’d done weed and, well… Glance to Cheryl. Cheryl’s reputation became its own ruinous kind of beast now, hadn’t it? No thanks to Scottie Fucking Perkins. Shrimp Dick Scottie, as Cheryl called him nowadays. Cheryl was still, at present, a little NAIVE to Darcy’s… AHEM… Gaze flickered, drifted, trying to AVOID looking at THEM. Geri had just raised, which meant either she had a DAMN GOOD HAND. Or she was looking for an excuse to take off ANOTHER article of clothing. And Darcy wasn’t sure if her own resolve could SURVIVE if she did. She’d tried to match the energy. To play it cool. She was FAILING. And if she wasn’t careful, Cheryl was ABSOLUTELY going to clock onto her CHECKING OUT ANOTHER GIRL. “Three of a kind.” She revealed, as Cheryl dropped two pairs. Emma matched. & Mel B revealed a straight. Was she STACKING the deck? What was that bitch’s LUCK? This left just Vic and Geri… “So what’ll it be? Cheryl, Vic or Geri? Who's the unlucky LOSER?” Words spoken with light teasing, trying to play up the fact that STRIPPING was SUPPOSED to be an undesired punishment. Trying to PRETEND that part of her chest wasn’t tangling with an anticipatory DISGUST at the idea of seeing Geri drop ANOTHER article of clothing. She’d be NAKED at this rate. Still… There was SOMETHING ELSE happening. Something Darcy had not’ YET picked up on… But Vic had…
DEEP SIGH from Vic had green-eyed envy BURNED into the edge of the table, watching as Mel’s body language TOLD ON HER. Told on the PAIR of them. Wasn’t that ironic? That her own hand was JUST THAT? “Pair of sevens. Looks like I’m the unlucky one, unless Geri somehow thought it was a GOOD IDEA to raise on a HIGH CARD when NO ONE was folding.” Vic REALLY hoped that wasn’t the case. Okay, so that was a lie. She would NEVER say no to watching Geri STRIP OFF. Mind you she wasn’t exactly the type to say YES, either. She was much too cool for that. But how the fuck had SHE been placed next to freaking DARCY & EMMA while Geri GROPED at Mel C’s inner thigh? She was LOSING the attention game. And Vic didn’t like LOSING. Certainly not to fucking MELANIE CHISHOLM. Geri was HER best friend. And as the sex symbol of Touch, Geri was Queenmaker, so to speak. And Vic, shallow as she was, wanted, no, NEEDED to be the one Geri recognized, branded, as her fellow sex symbol. It was a very… CLIQUE outlook on life. One Vic had TRIED to reject on a fundamental level growing up. But alas… Geri had that effect on people. (In what world was this GERI’S FAULT?) A kick of her heel against Geri’s shin, as if trying to STOP HER from feeling up their fellow bandmate. Or maybe it was a PREEMPTIVE STRIKE in case Geri REALLY HAD raised on a high card. Either Geri REALLY WANTED to be naked in front of six other girls. Or she was too damn drunk. There was no way she was THIS bad at poker that even when Vic was TRYING to throw a hand to strip off her OWN top and STEAL AWAY GERI’S ATTENTION, that she’d STILL find a way to lose. Moment of truth. “So what’s the verdict, Gerr? You finally won a hand?”
My home is slowly coming together :')
A few things i want to work on:
-floor to ceiling mirror
- a consol table with cubby spaces so I can place and take each kitxhen appliance out and place on top counter space when needed
-mini beading table with wheels placed by my couch
-install an upper shelf for my walk in closet for more storage
-a wider bed side table to place my mirror, make up, jewelry, books, and toys
- a hard pt above my headboard (pink rope ♡)
-install two plant macrame hangers for my plants in the kitchen
-new curtain and rod for the fire exit (maybe this is where I can place my mirror)
-new bedding ♡ something that matches w dark gray, pink and black - silk texture - soft touch - adding to calming vibe. Also one has to be one of them weighed blankets
-new frames for the art - maybe gold and extravagant
-a little hanger by my bed for my sleeping mask
-yellow lighting - or "soft white'' consistent throughout the home - compliments my skin tone and selfies
As someone who has never had a stable home, and in past, being unable to be alone - to live on my own and design my own space - im so happy that I'm building a home my childhood self would of wanted ♡ (except the hard pt lol)
Fiction Meme
Tagged by @ootcs
Fictional characters you relate to?
At the moment, Amy Santiago really gets me.
Book you can read over and over without getting tired of it?
Any of Tamora Pierce’s Tortall books—but especially the Song of the Lionness quartet.
What’s your favorite comfort show/movie?
Friends. Little Women. Preferably with sisters in tow.
Which fictional character are you most defensive over?
River Song
Show you fell out of love with?
I’ve been on the fence about Supergirl for a while—the first season was so great, but since the move to CW they’ve messed up a lot of the pieces that made it so great.
Things I’ve actually given up on over the years include Bones, Grey’s Anatomy, and Once Upon a Time.
Show you’re most excited for?
The answer to this is always the return of Outlander and/or Doctor Who, but if you’re going to make me pick a new thing, can I say the Snowpiercer series that’s being developed by the TSCC guy and starring Daveed Diggs?
What’s your aesthetic?
Hygge before it was hip
Favorite fanfic tropes?
First times, and also I’m never gonna say no to enthusiastically consensual sex pollen.
Tagging: @lulabo, @diaphenia, @stillscape, @ballroompink, @angstyteenagesam
About “A Few Notes”
Prepare for a -kinda- long post. You were warned. There is a Tl;DR at the end.
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Read “A Few Notes”
That thing was blown out of proportion. What I was trying to say is that everyone should stop giving each other hell about their gender.
You’re a cis female? Cool. You’re a trans male? Cool.
You know what’s not cool? Treating people like shit because they’re proud of who they are.
I’m not saying trans people are abnormal. I’m not saying that cisgender people deserve all privilege. I’m saying that everyone should stop fighting with each other. Besides, normality is an illusion. What’s normal for one person is utter chaos for another.
I understand that cisgender people get a LOT of privilege, and I think it’s kinda ridiculous that not everyone can be treated with that same privilege that cis people take for granted. I think that everyone, regardless of gender, should be treated equally. No one should be treated as less of a person because they are what society considers to be different.
I’ve got a friend who is considering a sex change. She is worried about it because she is scared of how people will treat her. As an agender white human being, I am 100% supporting her on her decision. If she decides to go through with it, I’ll support her every step of the way. If she wants to remain a female, I’ll also support her. Hell, if she was any gender identity out there, I’d be right there by her side to support her.
When I was talking about the whole “gender equality” paragraph, I was trying to say that I don’t at all appreciate people who preach gender equality, and then treat someone of a gender identity they don’t appreciate like shit. I don’t like hypocrites.
I used cis as an example, because the majority of what I was talking about is directed towards cis people. There are shitty cis people, and there are accepting cis people. There’s a few bad apples in every group.
The “ First, being gay was bad. Now being straight is bad.” thing is something I’ve come across. While it has nothing to do with the issue of gender equality, what I was saying was that I’ve had times where if I wasn’t totally for an issue, I was entirely against it, when that wasn’t the case.
For example: I am Christian. My religion says that homosexuality is a sin. That being said, if I run into someone who is LGBT+, I’m not going to treat them like crap because that’s the decision they’ve made. I’m not going to force my religious beliefs onto them. It’s similar if I were on a diet. If I saw someone eating a cookie, I wouldn’t take the cookie from them, destroy it, and beat them down because I didn’t agree with their decision. However, people assume that I’m some terrible awful person who hates gay people and anyone who doesn’t follow my religion.
TL;DR: Everyone should shut up fighting with each other and treat people the way they’d want to be treated. End of story.
OOC Note
Getting things set up here. Computer is being extremely derpy at the moment.
Past three days: 56 new followers, so, listen up!
This blog is a combination of me popping off about Star Trek and scifi/fantasy in general, my doodles, my glass, my Hip Hop/Rap/electronica/Nine Inch Nails obsession and anything/everything Black women. This blog is also a Race/Gender safe space.
I am a cis woman. I know I come off as masculine and my posts/reblogs/etc might lead you to think I am either a man or trans or both. I am not. I do not hate men or white people but I will speak candidly about racism, misogyny/misogynoir/cissexism/transmisogyny and more because all of these things effect me and those closest to me. If you're sensitive to someone speaking in plain if not brusque terms about whiteness, male socialization and cis fuckery this may not be the blog for you.
I am mean to anybody who upholds, demonstrates or defends White supremacy.
Call me an SJW and I'll cut your fucking throat-- okay I won't but I will basically breathe fire as I wholly believe if you use that term you are a bad person, a massive tool, a piece of crap and you should be tarred and feathered. That shit is coded language now. It's the new Uppity fags/niggers/broads/liberals/commies and its a part of an anti-leftist backlash. I am a Radical Womanist and I am Black. Therefore to a lot of the majority of Tumblr that considers itself "Anti-SJ" that makes me an "SJW" automatically. If you perpetuate that shit you can unfollow me. If this is your mindset, you can unfollow me. Zero tolerance for non-intersectional/2nd wave/ Lena Dunham style white feminists, TERFs, Egalitarians and MRAs. Step the fuck off.
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I'm pretty nice if you're cool. Kinda flamboyant I'll admit but nice nonetheless. I'm also a big cheeser. It's not difficult to make me laugh until I cry. I identify as Queer. Just Queer. I could go into my panromanticism, gray-asexual this and that but in the end all of these specifications make me feel funny and I'm still working around them. So in the end I am a Queer cis woman in a relationship with a cis man who is Danish and resembles a 50's Scifi supervillain.
If you have a cool blog, I'll probably follow quite a few of you back! Unless you reblog a lot of porn or over the top problematic shit then I might reverse that decision. But no hard feels-- there's just stuff I dont want to see and I am not in the business of telling others how to run their shit unless they're causing harm. So if you lose me, don't take it personally.
Oh, and, if I make anyone of any marginalized condition feel unsafe or attacked please send me a message about it. I may be hardheaded but I am always willing and ready to check myself. I have had issues lately with Ableism that I am trying to correct and better myself with. Bear with me. I love Game of Thrones. More than a friend. Lastly, you can call me 'Lar'. Rhymes with 'Air', not 'Car'. :B
Bonus round: "What the fuck is a "Himteckerjam", though?"