#a small vent

[veryoddvoid]

Hey.

I’m sorry for not always posting on here much. I guess I lost movement and have been feeling depressed from time to time with stuff that’s been happening with me and I feel like shit when I don’t post on here much.

And I’ve been feeling really bad and insecure about the Father knows best project. I’m still gonna keep it up! Don’t worry! But I feel bad because I feel like I only made it to take my angry out on what happened with Dj and other stuff….And surprisingly his getting better. I don’t forgive him but…I’m kinda of giving him a chance?

I’m gonna try and keep Father knows best and fix it to where it feels like a REAL Psychological horror theme game and not something to take my angry out on.

But yeah. I’m sorry if I ever made ya’ll feel weird or upset with the father knows best project. But I’m always happy to see your ideas and ocs for it!

[boxboxbrioche]

feeling super frustrated bc my GP 'forgot' an appt that I really quite desperately needed

I know they are stretched so thin. I needed that appointment

[weaverscape]

Okay Tumblr wants to ducking throw every single ducking thirst bait post it possibly can so I'm just gonna ducking stop scrolling through it then god damn it.

[seiji-amasawa]

i don’t know about you guys, but I just had a literal panic attack of the thought of going back to school full time, for multiple reason.

[allovertheplace-writing]

Kinda wish people put degradation warnings on their posts more often

It really gets me down when I'm happily reading something and then the character it's about speaks lowly of and insults you

Including when said character is a comfort character

[brewerssupplies]

Slowly but surely I will deliver on all the projects I've talked about on this blog! I just have a lot of them and I try and work on each one a little at a time.

I've got Kovaud's Major League for baseball stuff, Kovaud's Book of Prehistory for dinosaur stuff, that doom subclass, a new and improved version of Kovaud's Guide to Arcane Warfare, that small dragon compendium someone requested, a new mysterious ttrpg of my own creation, and I need to release Kovaud's Chronicle of Blood which is a vampire book I did onto the blog at some point!

I am one guy, so it'll take some time to get too it all but I'll get too it eventually. Also with me working a full time job my free time is valuable and I rarely receive positive or negative feedback on anything I post. It sucks y'all when I do put in the time and effort to make something and I'm met with silence. If you liked it please tell me, it's free to tell a creator that you enjoyed something they made!

[deadscottblog]

In rp related other/ blog shit

I really wish dumb people couldn't reblog my posts

[langstwhynot]

“I can’t talk right now, I’m busy.”

“O-oh, ok, can you call me when you’re do-“

...

“I have to go, see you later!”

“How long is it gonna take you to come ba-“

...

“I just feel so lonely and misunderstood.”

“Hey, it’s ok. I’m always going to be here for you. You’re not alone.”

“Ugh, but still. I wish someone could understand how I feel.”

But what about him?

But what about how he feels?

But what about the nights when Lance feels lonely and sad? Nights when it’s all too much for him to take? Like a heavy rock he has to carry himself? Why don’t you help him? Too?

“I love you!”

“Yeah.”

...

”...please pick up.

I need you.”