𝙋𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 ⦂ Jun x reader ─── 𝙒𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝘾𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩 ⦂ 383 three hundred and eighty three words ─── 𝙂𝙚𝙣𝙧𝙚 ⦂ fluff ꕤ comfort ─── 𝘼𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 ⦂ Reader's big day is tomorrow; they'll officially be starting on the new path in their life. But now, in the darkness of the night, they can't help feeling anxious about their decision and overthink about it all. It's lucky that they've got their boyfriend to provide outside insight. ─── 𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 ⦂ reader is experiencing some self doubts ꕤ being nervous/anxious about life choices ꕤ mention of previously wanting to be a doctor ꕤ reader is a fiddler ꕤ possibly inferable age gap
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You turned your head at the door opening. The quiet creek, Jun clearly trying not to wake you as he stepped into the room, gaining your attention. "Sorry, did I wake you?" your boyfriend asked, whispering with his eyebrows furrowed in apology. You shook your head with a sigh. You had been tossing and turning in your guys' shared bed since you laid in it hours ago. "I thought you were planning on sleeping early for tomorrow," your boyfriend questioned. He climbed in next to you, the two of you instantly settling into one another's arms.
"I know," you sighed as you nestled your head onto his shoulder. "But I'm nervous," you whispered softly.
"About what, dear?"
"Doing this. Changing my life plans on a whim," you told him, fiddling with the fabric of his shirt. "I've only talked about one type of career my entire life, given everyone expectations about me, and I'm not following any of it." You stopped, moving your head to stare up at your boyfriend. "What if I'm making the wrong choice?" you questioned in a small whisper. Jun hugged you closer to him, looking down to meet your eyes.
"Would you have been happy as a doctor?"
"Maybe." You shrugged as best as you could in his embrace. "But how do I know that I'll be happy with this choice?"
"You don't."
"Junnie, that's not helping," you whined at your boyfriend.
"I'm not finished," Jun said, ensuring that he made eye contact with you again. "But you couldn't have been any happier just following a choice that you decided when you were in pre-school. Baby, this is a choice that you've made for yourself as your current self." You silently nodded in agreement. "This can't be a worse path in life then going into a career that you already had doubt in."
"You're right," you sighed as you leaned your head back onto Jun's arm around your shoulders. "That doesn't make it any less nerve-wracking though." You softly tell him, holding his shirt in a vice grip.
"I know," he whispered back. His hand came up, stroking your hair in a soothing manner. "But nothing good comes without a struggle; this is your struggle." Jun gently kissed your forehead, "Everything will be alright," he whispered into your hairline.
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𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘯'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴
a little peek into my own head and self doubts in a recent change of career study. I just think Jun would be very comforting in this case; idk, just need this type of vibe for myself
