#a.m.h.

[bacotteheca]

Doing Laundry..

My bf and I were talking about the chores a wife and a husband would have.

Me: Ah, those are so many. I don't like doing the laundry. I will do the dishes or clean the house but NOT do the laundry.

Him: Let me do that for us later.

Me: Promise?

Him: Yup.

Much later on..

Me: Eh don't forget that you're the one who will do the laundry!

Him: Eh? No. I will be busy. O, please put mercy on me *puppy eyes mode: on*

Me: But you've promised me before.

Him: Whatever. Let's have a maid.

[bacotteheca]

The Dark Long Path

My bf and I were talking on cellphone, when suddenly..

Him: I was about to tell you something.

Me: What was it?

Him: Wait up. Let me think.

A few moment later.

Him: Ah, I forget.

Me: *sigh*

Him: I don't know why I saw a dark long path in my head when I was wondering about my topic.

Me: C'mon.

Him: Really! It's like the path in Taj Mahal. It's getting clearer every time I try to think my forgotten topic.

Me: Are you OK?

[bacotteheca]

Facebook

Him: So, we're in relationship now, aren't we?

Me: Yep.

Him: So, how about on Facebook?

Me: Whut?

Him: We haven't become friends yet.

Me: Really?'.'

...

Me: Hey, I have added you on Facebook.

Him: I won't confirm it.

[bacotteheca]

Time Flies..

Time flies, doesn't it?

You have been there for too long. Not particularly waiting for me you said, but still you're just there. Thank you for being there ever since.

I always am, not good in bearing my mind to you. Ah, I have erased so many sentences before this one.

Thank you for waiting for me. Thank you for calling me back. I hope you're my last home, the one I belong to.

I was trying to be romantic and writing sophisticated words just to tell you that I love you, but I couldn't. So yeah..there you go :)

[oursilentsong]

I miss you...

I know you don’t understand why I don’t want to hug or look at you… I’m sure you think I just need to get over whatever I’m feeling, and then things will be normal again. You’ll be Ducky and I’ll be good ol’ PoofGirl… You were my ducky…and I miss that. I miss you; I miss everything that we were. I can’t help but look at us and say we were great together. I wish we were still together, I wish you never broke up with me, and that I took you back when you asked me to. I miss you. So damned much, I don’t think you even understand, I don’t even understand.

After you I wasn’t the same person …I’ve been doing everything for all the wrong reasons…and when I hug you I just want us to stay that way. I know that we never hung out like talking about, or ever went out on a real date…but we had something great, and I think you knew that, but you just got scared. And no, I never truly understood why you let me go, why you broke my heart.

I’m really puzzled, I still don’t get it. And yeah I know that you’re happy, which is why I don’t want to tell you all this shit…it’s a heavy load, and it’s hard to carry on my own… It’s really funny how you’re my best friend, and I want to tell you every little thing…but then again I can’t because most of the stuff I want to talk about is about you…it’s all you. I love you, in more ways than one. And no, I can’t just say that…loving you isn’t something I can just turn off. It’s not easy in fact it’s fucking hard, and sometimes I just feel like it was so easy for you to move on with your life, with someone else.

And yeah that hurts…

I’ve changed… I fooled around with a guy that was in a relationship. I kissed a guy just for the hell of it… I kissed girls because I felt lonely

Baby it’s always been you, and it will always be you. You need to know that, but I know that you will never see this. I love you, can you believe it? After all this time I still love you. It would be 1yr. and 2months…yeah I still count. It took me forever to change the password for my computer from your name. And an even longer time to stop dreaming of you when I sleep…even though I still do sometimes... I don’t know what I’m going to do… I just know that I love you.