[oursilentsong]

[oursilentsong]

Did some choreography to this song. Such a sexy song... My love is gonna be a very lucky love! ;)

[oursilentsong]

I miss you...

I know you don’t understand why I don’t want to hug or look at you… I’m sure you think I just need to get over whatever I’m feeling, and then things will be normal again. You’ll be Ducky and I’ll be good ol’ PoofGirl… You were my ducky…and I miss that. I miss you; I miss everything that we were. I can’t help but look at us and say we were great together. I wish we were still together, I wish you never broke up with me, and that I took you back when you asked me to. I miss you. So damned much, I don’t think you even understand, I don’t even understand.

After you I wasn’t the same person …I’ve been doing everything for all the wrong reasons…and when I hug you I just want us to stay that way. I know that we never hung out like talking about, or ever went out on a real date…but we had something great, and I think you knew that, but you just got scared. And no, I never truly understood why you let me go, why you broke my heart.

I’m really puzzled, I still don’t get it. And yeah I know that you’re happy, which is why I don’t want to tell you all this shit…it’s a heavy load, and it’s hard to carry on my own… It’s really funny how you’re my best friend, and I want to tell you every little thing…but then again I can’t because most of the stuff I want to talk about is about you…it’s all you. I love you, in more ways than one. And no, I can’t just say that…loving you isn’t something I can just turn off. It’s not easy in fact it’s fucking hard, and sometimes I just feel like it was so easy for you to move on with your life, with someone else.

And yeah that hurts…

I’ve changed… I fooled around with a guy that was in a relationship. I kissed a guy just for the hell of it… I kissed girls because I felt lonely

Baby it’s always been you, and it will always be you. You need to know that, but I know that you will never see this. I love you, can you believe it? After all this time I still love you. It would be 1yr. and 2months…yeah I still count. It took me forever to change the password for my computer from your name. And an even longer time to stop dreaming of you when I sleep…even though I still do sometimes... I don’t know what I’m going to do… I just know that I love you.