someone: are you okay
me: oh yeah it's nothing, just thinking about eliot asking the italian "you sure you can take down moreau?" and after she nods and whispers "yes" him picking up a gun and nate whispering "eliot... listen..." and eliot not letting him keep talking, instead replying, voice dead, "get her out of here" and then starting to shoot people. a lot of people. thinking about eliot sprinting full-tilt across a hanger and still having enough breath to yell "YOU GOT ONE SHOT, MOREAU" at the top of his lungs. thinking about nate stopping him from i don't know what by yelling "no, eliot, no!" and grabbing him by the shoulders, physically putting himself between eliot and moreau, about nate saying softly "i got other plans for you" and eliot exhaling roughly as he stares at the plane leaving. thinking about nate having to yell eliot's name a few times to get him to come over and help the italian, who's been shot. who moreau shot instead of eliot. shot instead of nate, who only tilted his head slightly when moreau moved the gun to aim at his face. thinking about eliot walking up to nate later, wearing several layers, hands in his pockets as he says lowly "the rest of the team... they don't need to know what i did" and nate not even looking at him as he says "i don't know what you're talking about." just. yknow. normal eliot spencer stuff
someone: is that blood














