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Netflix and no chill

So I’ve started watching Kantaro: The Sweet Tooth Salaryman and DEAR LORD I cannot stop laughing but it’s also very beautiful.

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Nintendo Switch & Breath of the Wild Launch

Fi | Skyward Sword | Jo

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Nintendo Switch & Breath of the Wild Launch Night

Link & Zelda | Twilight Princess | Justin & Gerri

Link | Majora’s Mask | Josh

Link & Fi | Skyward Sword | Pat & Jo

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Nintendo Switch & Breath of the Wild Launch Night

Link | Twilight Princess | Justin

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It’s out now.

So. I came out to my parents a few weeks ago, and made it publicly official to my friends at the same time. Those few days were the most internally stressful and emotionally draining but I’m still here, and still supported and loved by my parents. It was the best outcome I could’ve expected. The responses I’ve received have been all positive, but I know that it’s not over yet. There will be times when I’ll have to manage people’s reactions, but I think with how much support I have behind me I should be able to converse with them.

Tumblr was (and still is) the safe space where I could find my people, and Twitter was a close second (strange, I know.). I love y’all.

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Gays of Tumblr, do you drink your coffee like this? Is this a thing?

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Tales from my inner romanticist #5

So it’s been a while since the last post, but my feelings have definitely subsided. I think it’s been a combination of the lack of contact, and my fear of impinging on his relationship with his relatives. There’s just too much to risk, and so I’ve let it pass. 

And now I’ve just gone on to invest my energy into maintaining this connection with someone else (who I’ve only kinda mentioned before) and I find myself once again in a similar situation where 99% of the boxes are ticked except for the main one. But there’s something about him that’s different, and I keep thinking about how to word things so that I can get an answer that will satisfy my curiosity and also ensure that this “thing” doesn’t die off.

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Tales from my inner romanticist #4

I tend to get very anxious when it comes to meeting people for the first time, and it definitely happened today. In saying that, I felt a huge sense of relief meeting him in real life but I know that I didn’t get to know him well enough to really get an impression of who he really is. The added bonus of having my friends along made it less daunting of a situation. I’m sure of it, but I don’t know how to approach it without him thinking I’m a weird nosy person. Building up walls to protect oneself is something I did notice, and I know how it feels to do that. Maybe meeting him again will remove a few bricks. Hopefully.