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Wolf jaw I'm degreasing. Nasty abscess. Poor creature got something stuck in its carnassial.
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Late update, but Winter is doing well!
(Summer does too)
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Hello, dearest readers-
I have just spent the last several hours in the ER.
I ended up with a 103 fever with dizzy spells, body chills, weakness, wanting to pass the fuck out, migraine, black spots in my vision, vomiting and constant nauseousness.
I am getting discharged. They lanced and drained the abscesses. The infection hasnāt gotten to my blood stream yet but itās was showing signs of necropathy which they got rid of. I have to follow up with asap to get referred to general surgery to have them fully removed.
The next few chapters may be delayed because they are putting me on some strong antibiotics and Tylenol 4.
I ask for your patience as I deal with this health complication that popped up out of no where.
Thank you! ššš
I was finally diagnosed with Hidradenitis suppurativa last year. This was despite the fact that I suspected I had it for several years before based on research I did because I knew what was happening wasnāt normal. Iād been suffering from it to various degrees since I was a teenager.
Hidradenitis suppurativa is characterized by tunneling cysts, which leaves tracks on the skin, that will move to various locations in the body via the tunneling. Of course, the tunneling is painful and leaves voids that can become terribly infected. Often these cysts are in the groin and armpits.
Despite this, when I told my GP my suspicions, she told me it might help to lose weight and then disregarded it. She never referred me to a dermatologist.
HS is considered a hormone-influenced autoimmune condition.
This was after a large abscess had formed on my arm spontaneously and required FIVE ROUNDS of heavy-duty antibiotics to finally go away.
To say this upset me was an understatement.
Iām not the only one in my family with HS. My mom has it, and for a while was regularly having cysts removed by a plastic surgeon, including one that was the size of a baseball, but flattened out across a huge area. She didnāt know it was a specific condition until I told her.
But she did know I had a problem, which typically occurred as painful cysts in my underarms. Constant, to the point where I couldnāt wear deodorant if it had any form of antiperspirant because that would start it and make it worse.
So one year, for Christmas, she asked me if I would like my underarm sweat glands to be basically lasered to death, which her plastic surgeon thought would help solve the problem. The price tag was about $5000 but my mom was willing to spend that to try to help me not be miserable.
And so in the early 2010s, that was my Christmas gift. Took a train to the city, accompanied by a friend, had breakfast at a nice restaurant, as eating before was recommended, and went to the office.
They shoot you up with local anesthetic, and then these suction devices are attached to your entire armpit and the laser treatment begins. Iām not sure how long the procedure was, but it was very painful and Iām glad my friend went with me.
I went home and to sleep with ice packs taped to my underarms, healed up in a few days, and havenāt had nearly the problems I used to. But I went to that extent trying to treat the problem, and the only doctor who could offer me a solution was a plastic surgeonāwhich means I will never judge anyone going to one ever.
Eventually, last year, I decided to look into sterilization surgery, and so was referred to a gynecologist, who was perhaps the best doctor Iāve had in my life. I was low-key worried some of the pain was from something like endometriosis.
On sight, she told me āI think you have this condition, Hidradenitis suppurativa.ā I told her I mentioned I thought I had it to my doctor, and what sheād said about losing weight. The gynecologist snorted derisively and said āYeah, no. Itās almost entirely hormonal, so weāre going to get you on hormonal birth control to start treating it, and Iām referring you to a dermatologist.ā
Dermatologist took one look at me and said āYeah, that looks like stage 2 HS, for sure.ā I still donāt know what stage 2 is or how many stages HS has. Once the worst of the infection cleared up, she put me on antibiotics that she hoped would help clear it up. They worked, but not entirely, simply shrinking them to be less painful, and they stopped tunneling.
We were working on getting me on Humira when I left my job and moved home.
Then my childhood doctor decided he wouldnāt give me a prescription for the antibiotics, saying āI would probably prescribe something different.ā And then not doing so, despite acknowledging the diagnosis.
Within a week, I had tunneling abscesses, and itās been a horrid struggle since. Needless to say, Iām not going back to that doctor and have an initial appointment with a new one next week.
But this struggle is horrific and depressing, and itās added to my already chronic pain from fibromyalgia (which my mom also has), and I just wish doctors would fucking LISTEN.
Before my mom met her plastic surgeon, she was performing self-surgery at home because her condition was ignored by doctors. She didnāt even have any idea that she had HS until I found it researching and eventually got a diagnosis.
Itās absolute hell to get decent healthcare, even if you have the money to seek it, in the US. Itās especially hard if you are BIPOC, have a uterus, and/or have a higher BMI.
Since my diagnosis, Iāve been open about the condition and have actually helped several people who were able to get dermatology referrals based on finally learning they might have a condition thatās treatable. If I can provide that help through my openness and through writing this post, I will.
Iām 40 years old and have been struggling with this since I was 13 or so, and only received an official diagnosis last year. My mom is 67 and only learned through me last year what sheās been struggling with her whole lifeāand she rarely gets them anymore because sheās post-menopausal, but at least she has a name for it.
Monsieur Butterfly
Summary: Something is stopping Loki from healing. Stephen decides to take a hands-on approach.
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"How could you let it get this bad?"
"I have been cut a hundred different ways an infinite number of times in the last thousand years, Strange,ā Loki growled.Ā āI have always healed just fine."
"I donāt know if youāre just clumsy or simply exaggerating.ā
āI decline to answer that.ā