Mar 10
missing him like a sick dog. missing him like a deranged loser. missing him dearly. missing him like a dog, eagerly awaiting his return.
missing him.
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missing him like a sick dog. missing him like a deranged loser. missing him dearly. missing him like a dog, eagerly awaiting his return.
missing him.
you're mine to love, mine to care about. none of these people deserve to take care of you. i'd pamper you, give all my time and attention to you. you don't need them to take care of you. i'm all you need. i'll be your loyal, obedient little servant
you, my darling, are the center of my universe. i follow you around so pathetically, crying out for your skin. am i just meant to be your little mutt, insatiable for you? do you like it that way? dearest...i worship the very ground you walk on, why don't you look my way? i'd kill to have your undivided attention.
does your heart ache when i leave you? it better. i want you to grow so painfully addicted to my presence that you'd come crawling back the second we are apart. i want you to only crave my attention and my attention only. it's your devotion i want.
i want to see you cry. i want to be the one who wipes your tears. the saltiness of those tears are beautiful. i want to be the one that pieces you together. be your safe space. isolate you to think no one else understand you but me. i want your tears to burn yourself. a reminder that others will make you cry. but i wouldn't ever make you cry. i'll pick up your pieces, gently place you back together. grow dependent on me, just like how i am dependent on you.
damn you. i need you more than oxygen. your presence sustains my husk of a body. i clamor at your feet, aching for your attention. i want to carve my heart out for you, to prove how desperate i am for you. i need you, can't you see that?
their eyes dirty you. your purity ruined by their ungrateful gaze. come into my arms, my dear, let me clean you. to rinse the sin off you, my precious angel. to encapsule your pureness, out of the reach of those filth that surround you. i'd rid you of the dirt those pathetic people place upon you. you are too pure to be looked at with such gazes.
you'd never leave me, right? we're perfect together. we are better together. we only need each other. the rest of the world can die out for all i care. we will protect and comfort each other, and nothing can separate us.