#actually worthless

[lovely-thoughts-x]

Being a grownup is picking the dream rod instead of the wooden sword in the beginning of Kingdom Hearts bc you don't really have any gaming skill, so you require copious amounts of thunder magic to obliterate your enemies and curing spells to just fucking stay alive in the late game.

[audhdummy]

i keep bugging people even though i KNOW i'm bugging them but i just can't seem to stop

[depress-ed-me]

so G is said to return to the country tomorrow and back to work on Monday. I bet he makes an appearance before that tho.

people in the office have said what a great job I have done etc etc and that they want it to continue...

things G will shit on when he gets back:

-me not taking AL

- labour costs being too high

- stock levels on things in 502

- cleanliness of 50

- everything in 502

- all of the new menu items (which he will stop immediately)

- will grill me on what I have been doing all the days we haven't been open and how none of it was necessary and that I should have let E and S do it all and just taken my AL

- will again go back to rostering me to clean 502 and not let me do anything palace related

- won't let me do anything in general that might put me in a good light

- will again talk me down to H and be straight back into making me feel worthless and wanting to quit so he doesn't have to ever give my money back. Would 100% actually want me to die to avoid it.

oh and lol, I'm out of meds so he may actually fucking win

[ilove127moved]

why am i

[thepunklunchbox-blog]

I don't hate myself today

[scarlettbegonias]

i got to be happy for all of five minutes before i had the rug pulled out from under me

[ursaeinsilviscacant-blog]

Hexagon

You are a hexagon. Everyone else  is a circle. They roll around easily and you clunk along behind them. You rotate in six awkward jerks and they spin smoothly. You are gross and bad and you are not a circle.

You go to a club for not-circles. Everyone is a square. Everyone tessellates. You don’t tessellate. They talk about rotating on four awkward jerks. You feel guilty because you rotate in six slightly less awkward jerks and if you can do that, maybe you are just a lazy circle? Look at the squares, it is so hard for them! And yet they are forming a little chessboard that looks neat and cool and what have you ever done? You are gross and bad and you are not a square.

You go back to the circles. They are mad at the way you move. They are mad at you being so awkward on purpose. They mutter things about “subclinical square traits.” They wonder when you will grow out of this. You are twenty-seven years old and you can’t roll. You are gross and bad and you are not a circle.

You go back to the squares. They are talking excitedly about how great is to find people like themselves. They are talking about how hard it is to be unable to do circle things (which you can’t do) and then talk about all the amazing square skills that make it worthwhile (which are a bunch of DIFFERENT things you ALSO can’t do.) You wonder if hexagons are ever going to be good at anything. You are gross and bad and you are not a square.

This is the paragraph in this style of writing where it turns around, where you realise it’s okay to be a hexagon. Except you don’t. It’s not okay to be a hexagon. The world is circles and the ingroup is squares and hexagons are disgusting and hexagons are pointless. You are gross and bad and you are not a circle and you are gross and bad and you are not a square and you are gross and bad and you are a hexagon and you are gross and bad and you always will be and you are gross and bad and everyone is sick of you and you are a hexagon and you should not exist.

[recentlyexhumed]

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