#actuallyace

[allopropaganda]

am i the only one who doesn't like how quickly we forgot all about the smear campaign that was ace discourse? it's like it was swept under the rug and we've gone to pretending people didn't violently bully and harass asexuals for 2-3 years.

Where are they now. Living peacefully after everything they've done?

[windynebula]

I'm watching a video essay about asexuality and brought up a question.

If you're asexual, what are your attitudes towards sex?

Asexual and sex repulsed

Asexual and sex neutral

Asexual and sex positive

Secret fourth option (elaborate in tags?)

I'm allosexual and I want a button to click

Voting ended onNov 28, 2023

[wreckitremy]

Ace people are celibate in the same way that herbivores are vegetarian

[playing-my-ace]

I just overheard my mom talking to a coworker about me and how “she does want to get married someday but just doesn’t really pursue that”🙃

First of all I have never said I wanted to get married and when I was a kid and teenager I explicitly said I never wanted to get married. I’m slightly open to it now but she doesn’t know that. Second of all, why are you talking to your coworkers about my love life! It’s so inappropriate and this is one of the many reasons I feel I can’t come out to her because she tells everyone everything

[butterflyinthewell]

I hope all aces out there have a fantastic new year!

[nextstepcake]

Narratives of an Asexual Tumblr Downfall / Golden Age?

I see that there’s conversation going around again about the concept of a decline in the state of ace tumblr, and I’ve been discussing it with a few other old-ace-tumblr veterans offsite, and I think one of the things that makes the causes of any hypothetical “downfall”* hard to discuss is that there are several different narratives going around of when the good years were, when things felt like they changed, and what that change actually consists of (many of which don’t always line up with my own personal experience of the site).

However, I also suspect that what any one user’s sense of any high or low periods is going to be heavily affected by things like when they joined, who they followed, and what kind of an experience they desire or expect. Because of that, I was curious and wanted to ask a few questions to other tumblr aces here, both those who are newer and those who have been around for ages: 

1. When did you join tumblr? And, if the dates aren’t the same, when did you start paying attention to ace content on tumblr?

2. What years do you consider the highest or lowest points of ace tumblr?

3. What did you like about the high points, and what did you dislike about the low points? 

3. Which of these changes have you experienced personally, and which are mostly based on what you’ve learned from others?

4. Are there any specific landmarks that you associate with these timelines (for ex. specific tag campaigns or controversies, specific users being active or leaving the site, specific changes in tumblr policy, etc.)

_ *In the spirit of full disclosure, I should note that I am skeptical of many popular narratives of a clearly demarcated ace community downfall or collapse, especially those which paint an overly-rosy picture of what old tumblr used to look like, or those that attribute changes solely to outside harassment and ignore structural factors like the fact the design of the tumblr platform itself, or the difficulty of scaling up small tightknit communities. On the other hand, as someone who did mostly leave the site, I don’t deny that things have changed in many ways over the years. However, I also realize that I have curated a very specific experience for myself here, and that things may seem very different from other perspectives - so I’m curious to dig in some of those other perspectives more.

[genderqueerpositivity]

(Image description: a white square background, the center of the image has an illustration of three people dressed in asexual pride colors, posing as if for a picture; text above the drawing in purple and gray says "celebrate asexual community".)

[ace--introvert]

discourse.

1 - it’s been weeks, months, maybe years since you’ve started doing research on sexualities. you’ve finally come to terms with the fact that you are ___-sexual. you’re maybe not 100% sure, but pretty sure. you feel somewhat happy, excited, relieved. you understand yourself better.

2 - you see the ___-sexual flag come up on your dash. it is so beautiful, you’re so happy, you almost want to cry. you feel relieved. you see your identity represented. you understand yourself better.

3 - weeks later, you come across a post claiming that the way you identify is x-phobic. you are confused. you read up on the issue. you understand the argument. you also understand the counterarguments. you understand how it could perpetuate x-phobia, but you also understand how conforming to others’ views could perpetuate phobia against your own sexuality. you are confused. you are no longer relieved.

4 - a month later, someone you’re close with makes a casual comment about your sexuality. the comment seems to fall under the argument that the way you choose to identify is x-phobic. you are confused. you feel hurt, seeing as it came from someone you are close with. you’re not sure what to say, so you distance yourself from the conversation. you’re nervous to talk to this person about sexuality again, but you remind yourself that you know the arguments both for and against the statement. you are no longer relieved.

5 - for weeks, months, you read up on ___ discourse. everyone’s words are very strong. many people seem to believe that their argument is the only right way. you are confused. you are upset. you understand the arguments both for and against, but you can’t position yourself within the debate. you wish you could go back to the time when you first discovered your sexuality, when you were so excited to understand yourself better, when you were relieved. but you are no longer relieved.

6 - you spend hours a day scrolling through these discourse tags, purposely seeking out the posts that victimize your sexuality. you don’t know why you do it, but you can’t stop. some people tag random pictures with these discourse tags to try to pause your hurting. it makes you upset, you came here for the hurt. you want to better understand your own exclusion so that you can understand yourself and your peers better. you are no longer relieved.

7 - weeks go by. you become busy with school/work/another commitment. you forget about these discourse tags. life doesn’t necessarily get better, but maybe it does. you are not relieved. you are distracted.

8 - months later, you’re back in the discourse tags. you can’t understand how people can be so hateful. but you can understand where they’re coming from, you’ve seen people in your community perpetuating x-phobia. maybe you’ve called it out a few times. you want to go back to identifying for yourself, not for others. you wonder what took you away from this place, but you can’t pinpoint it.  overall, you do not feel relieved. you feel wrong.

9 - time passes, you’ve moved on from the discourse tags and have found others who share or support your identity. life isn’t easy, but it isn’t worse. you have hope that it will get better. for once in a long time, you finally feel relieved. you almost forgot what that felt like.

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this post isn’t to shame anyone, it’s just a reflection of my own thoughts and what i’ve personally been going through since coming out as asexual (and possibly biro/panro). i think many people can relate to this timeline, regardless of the identity.

where are you in this timeline right now, and how long until you reach point 9?