The experience, of ADHD-Attraction Whiplash.
You spend your youth and teen years undiagnosed running through life at ungodly speeds,
And very quickly come to the conclusion that you’re Pan, both sexually and romantically,
You don’t really question it,
Moreso you accept it with open arms and enthusiasm. 😃😃😃
Because people are great and great is good, so let’s get more of that.👍
Only to finally get diagnosed in your mid to late twenties. 🥳🎉
and start your journey with medication. 🥳🎉🎉💊
Which in turn lowers your libido all the way down to the amount of a person who regularly retains serotonin… 😅
Making you realise that you are not infact pansexual…
But just incredibly fucking thirsty……………… for endorphins…🥵😩
And so you come to the realisation that you can infact have preferences, and decide to commit to homosexuality 💃💃🏳️🌈
Which then makes you come to the conclusion that you are additionally not infact panromantic but aromantic. 🖐🚫❤️
Which brings you a new sense of light and feeling of acceptance… 😌
Only to learn that people with adhd commonly have issues around romance due to fear of rejection and accepting praise…
Leading to feelings of fear, disgust or even just plain indifference… 🤨
Which can result in Avoiding romantic relationships entirely. 🫠
So now you sit…
Suspiciously side-eyeing yourself…
Wondering if your actually aromantic…
Or just don’t know how to fuckin fathom romance. 👁👄👁
