happy sts! what was the very first idea that sparked your current wip & how has that idea changed (or stayed the same)? :)
Trigger Warning: Bad-mouthing an ex because I have an excuse to.
Apologies to the new person who will probably never send me an ask again.
I am just feeling the emotions right now.
Over a year ago, my ex-girlfriend (my hubby and I are poly, for all those who know about him and wonder how quickly I had that girlfriend and now a husband) came up with this idea for us to make an online story based off of a story we had created over a few years of interacting with our OCs online together. She was trying to make money off each chapter but our Patreon had like 3 people so I convinced her to make it free and work on tips. I just thought it was really fun to help. Once I started writing chapters, it was a wonderful part of my life.
Then she started this stupid, unecessary, non-writing fight which rushed towards asking for permission to use all my characters and ideas pretty damn quickly. Of course, when someone is treating me like shit and blaming me for it at the same time, uh no you cannot use my shit. Then Twitter hears, “I’m so hurt. My ex won’t let me use her characters.” And there’s people crying for the person who kicked the other person out of the project then got pissed off when they didn’t get their characters.
I know people hear, “Oh my ex was a crazy bitch” all the time but…. “My ex is a crazy bitch.”
Anyway, I just wanted to share that one of my two WIPs only exists because my ex spent months basically telling the internet that I’m a terrible person who has been holding her back in her career (which so far consists of the book I half wrote that she is self publishing…) and I thought, fuck this, I can have my own healthy and fun online environment without forcing people to pay for a story no one cares about and lying to Twitter. So, after getting permission, I decided to see what I could do with the lore and characters that a friend and I worked on online for over thirteen years. I could make a nice story out of it just like what she did.
I am not sure if this WIP will ever be something besides a fun little idea just used to fuel my creativity and make me write again but I believe that there is more heart in it than the idea I admittedly initially piggy-backed on, with none of the same story btw.
TLDR: What sparked the idea for my vampire story that is a million times more “me” than the crappy one I used to write for?
Seriously though, this story is probably not that great though I think the world that my friend and I dreamt up together while I was dealing with a breakup and the characters we have worked with for over 13 years are really unique and interesting. Either way, it doesn’t matter because this community that I swear I only seriously joined at the beginning of this quarantine has already been wonderful to me and I really needed it. I am feeling more confident these days and it’s all because of you sweet people.
P.S. I am not stalking her twitter anymore. I swear. I learned my lesson last time I peeked and hated life for the rest of the day. Depression problems, am I right? 😋
Thank you for the ask, @aelenko and again, sorry.
🖤 I love you already @rainy-rose @raevenlywrites @hannahs-creations @writingamongthecoloredroses @catharticallysarcastic and others I swear I appreciate too.