#aiyuink

[aiyujellly]

I am maddeningly, sickeningly in love with you. Violently ill. Desperation coats my tongue, thick like rabies, but I choke it all down so I don’t scare you off.

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[aiyujellly]

[aiyujellly]

how do i let go of you?

[aiyujellly]

Before I met you, I thought of heaven as a soft, warm embrace. But here I am, bleeding out for you, my hands slippery with warm blood. Undone before you. And I realized why humans were sometimes afraid of angels. Of heavenly beings. Of god. Because you could ask me to do anything, and I would do it without hesitation. Even if it killed me.

[aiyujellly]

my love for you is like a jar of pomegranate seeds, each kernel i dig from the flesh an unwavering sign of devotion to you; bloody, sticky, tart against your lips. crush me under the weight of your canines. i'd let you devour me if you asked.

[aiyujellly]

You don’t realize how beautiful you are; how much I ache to kiss your eyelids, to feel your lashes batting against my lips as if to say hello. You are so beautiful and you don’t even know how that devastates me; I fear that one day you will realize how wretched I am and abandon me for someone better. Please don’t leave me—I’ll die without you.

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