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My life is falling apart.

Life is getting difficult. Too many treats pointed at me. My head is getting tired. I feel so useless. I am no longer a kid with a big dreams. Now my path is leading me down to the drain.

Why I am getting worse?

I need to find my old me or should I become the new me?

I tried my best to please everyone but at last My heart hurts the most.

I am Seeking for some motivation. I pray to god everyday to give me strength for me to face the reality. I thought I had strength to face this yet I was wrong.

I created the positive vibes around me and now I am losing it. May the positive forces be with me forever.

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You were sent with a Mission Although you may not Remember

Among the many things You have to do Is your soul’s purpose

Sometimes clear Sometimes cryptic Always truth

Illuminate the niches inside And see the truth

Wipe away the cobwebs If you need to and hang on Let it shine through you And don’t let fear stop you From what you came here to do.

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Depression and anxiety is killing me.

As I am getting older, I feel so anxiety of my life. Why I can’t live my life like before. I can do anything I want at anytime any moments.

It’s killing me deep inside of my mind.

I hope I can overcome it and live my life. I hope everyone please live your dream and enjoy every moments of your life .

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Coconut by the beach 🏖. When I was a kid I really really wanted to open hotel by the beach. So that I can feel the oceans vibes everyday. I believe tourism by the beach can be very challenging because of the seasons. I don’t mind because if anything planned accordingly it could survive. I want to provide a romantic service for the couple to have a romantic dinner by the beach. While a guy playing a 🎻 and a piano. I feel so satisfied if I can provide that kind of service. I hope one day I can open my own hotel by the beach.

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My bro is no longer part of the bros.

I wish you all the best for your new life. I hope your wife will never regret la Haha

Bro all the best. I am so happy to see your smile on your “pelamin”. Missing 3 more amigos in the pics. I hope I can take picture complete with all my amigos.

I miss Those moments together with you guys. Hope we can be friends forever. May our relationship stay together and stronger forever.

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My all time fav maggi sedap. I love this noodle so much. I used to eat this noodle almost everyday. My lect told me not to eat this everyday. But what can I do. It’s very cheap and I need to save money for my study. Alhamdulilah I made it. Tq misedap for being there when I need you the most 😘

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Durian Musang King Yesterday was my first time ever having Durian musang king. It was so delicious. The isi was so yellow and it was so creamy. So sedap liaoma

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You will never know what will happen to you in 10 , 5 or 3 years from now. Shield up yourself, get ready to face the reality of Life. Your imagination before will never be the same. Life is tough. It could be yourself or your surrounding. Get along and chase your dream. My 2 mins advice to the so called “teenagers” please do something good in life. For me personally don’t waste your teenager’s life. You can never get the same feeling when you turn into an adult. Yes I know every stages of life got problems. It’s just Life is getting difficult. New commitment added to burden your shoulder. Adulthood means you have to faced ‘more’ people. It could be at workplace, your family and friends. If I ask you to get ready for this, will you ready? Please take note my friend . Enjoy your life and do something good.