She’s bottling it up 🍾
But I’m really not into bottling it up 🤐
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She’s bottling it up 🍾
But I’m really not into bottling it up 🤐
My first aa meeting went really well , here’s to the path to soberty ! 26 but ready to fight this illness
What’s wrong with drinking?
Me: *lowkey alcoholic, yet not drinking every day for a while, feeling down*
Also me: *taking advices for real-life Dazai*
But look at this:
“Better be merry with the fruitful Grape than sadden after none or bitter..”
(O. Dazai, No longer human, 1958). Or something like that. I usually just autocite I’m sorry. Idk how to do it properly
5.feb.22 23:40
To admit that you are an addict is hard. Because you thought you are strong enough, but the addiction is stronger. I have to be strong, because this life style would kill me in the future.. the drugs are destroying my life for over 10 years now.. I need to get clean and to work on my mental health.
I am mentally ill and an addict, and this i a fucking dangerous combination.
I have to delete all my social media, and I have to try to focus on my self, my hobbies and work.
Now the change have to start.
Lord please give me the strength and the heart to not further kill my body and soul in 2021
Another night I wish alcohol wasn't a thing...
Spending the whole night getting blamed for things years back only for them not to remember the morning after and I have to live with those memories...
No abuse here, just a drunk father that can't take 25cl whiskey is to much and broke his iPhone because of it...
alcoholalcoholalcoholalcohol....
I just drawed a heart around my blunt and liquor