#ali rants

[wishfuldivine]

I honestly do feel for them. They deserve so much better. Max punching the steering wheel after that disastrous 6.2 seconds pitstop.

Them after the race. They look so fucking done with everything.

How incompetent must you be, Red Bull?

[alirhi]

I think the reason it took me so long to realize something was actually wrong with me is that I had literally no idea that there are people in the world for whom the default level of pain is 0. That's wild. You mean like... you don't need to crack your knuckles 10+ times a day to relieve painful joint pressure? You don't walk around with a low-level headache 24/7? Your back isn't sore just...because? Your legs don't try to give out on you mid-step, your feet don't feel like they're in a vice in even the loosest shoes? What is that like?

I've spent my whole life just pushing through pain, because it was the only thing I could do. Pain was inescapable, so even as a little kid, my choices were push through it or just lie down and die. It was so normal to me that I never once mentioned it to any adult in my life. Maybe I took that Princess Bride line about life being pain too literally lol. I didn't realize I should be concerned until I started throwing up and nearly blacking out from pain. That much, I knew was not normal.

I always hated the pain scale at the ER, because I didn't know how to answer it. Thinking about it now, knowing that people really do walk around with no pain at all, I realize I've never in my life dropped below a 4 on that scale.

Right now, living in a car without my meds and forced to dash because no one wants to acknowledge that I am fucking disabled, I haven't dropped below a 7 in weeks. I keep almost passing out at the wheel due to pain and fatigue. something's gotta fucking give.

Anyway. Love to all you glorious weirdos who don't weigh every decision you make against how much more you're going to hurt after. You're lucky.

[alidravana]

I'd appreciate if work could take a pause so I could be creative, please and thank you.

[gastersans]

I know this has nothing to do with my normal content but I love that Neil Gaiman is just, like, on tumblr responding to people casually. He’s one of the few celebrities that’s consistently used tumblr throughout the years and we all just are like yeah. That’s the tumblr dad.

It’s like Twitter distilled to one person with the anger boiled out of it. I love it.

[whaleapricity]

calling kghn a “basic” ship just because they’re the main characters is so boring.... like. if you take anytime to think about them as they really are you realize how complex their relationship is. how much love furudate put into them. like 80% of kghn fanfics are totally ooc for me because it’s clear the person doesn’t understand their complexities. like it doesn’t mean they’re bad but kghn aren’t just the Basic Main Pair Ship or Dynamic. they’re so much more. and i feel like once you see that hq just becomes even better.

[fand0m-trashh]

Okay holy shit!

I have been on this blog for a month about now and I have finally surpassed my first 100 followers and I cannot tell you how much this actually makes me extremely fucking happy !

I really appreciate that everyone that got me here but a few blogs that have interacted with me from the beginning:

@ar3le @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @scar-queen-owl @softer-ua

And quite a few others that I cannot think right on the top of my head. I genuinely appreciate you guys so much for liking, reblogging and interact with all of my rants and analyzes!

Here is an official face reveal(which quote a few of you have already seen)

I am also open for more prompts through my asks and such because this is also a writing blog afterglow!

Next goal: 150

(And yes I WILL be celebrating everytime a surpass 50 followers)

[alice1290]

Y’all. ...

Im having a mama bear 🐻 moment. My discord peeps know what’s up with these.

Stop it with the Anon hate. Stop. It. I’m seeing way to much of this and it pisses me off.

Either be mature enough to not hide behind the Anon feature, or (even better) keep your opinion to yourself.

Also. It’s tumblr. If you don’t like something don’t read it or keep scrolling. It’s not rocket science.

Be kind, or keep your mouth shut and your fingers off the keyboard.

[starkpilot]

I've arisen from hell to tell you all the gifted au will be completed by the end of the summer the latest. I have not given up on these two dumbasses.