#all-starstuff

[thornycactus]

I got tagged

.. by the lovely seelenbinder​, sorry I just saw this. You probably tagged me months ago!

Rules: once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to answer these truths about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. What was your: • Last beverage: Water
• Last phone call: Lexi
• Last text message: Melissa
• Last song you listened to: Burn from Hamilton
• Last time you cried: Idk probably within the last week

Have you ever: • Dated someone twice: Lol no
• Been cheated on: Nope
• Been depressed: Yes
• Been drunk and threw up: nope 
• List three favourite colors: Purple, yellow, and blue (but I also like red a lot…) Last year have you: • Made a new friend: Of course! How can you live life without making new friends?!
• Fallen out of love: yes
• Laughed until you cried: Practically daily 
• Found out who your true friends were: I guess
• Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah (but only middle school era)

General: • How many people do you know irl on your Facebook friend list: Nearly everyone

Firsts: • First surgery: Does wisdom teeth count?
• First piercing: age 7 (ears)
• First best friend: first grade!
• First sport you joined: none. • First vacation: Probably the beach since my family goes every summer and I was born in July.

Right now: • Eating: Nothing
• Drinking: Nothing 
• Waiting for: myself to get my shit together

Your future: • Want kids: Yes, but who knows? 
• Get married: Would be nice but I don’t know
• Career: Ideally… an engineering professor using my research as a way to expand access to clean water around the world

Which is better: • Lips or eyes: eyes
• Hugs or kisses: Hugs (I really love hugs)
• Older or younger: Older
• Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous 
• Sensitive or loud: Loud
• Relationship or hookup: Relationship 
• Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker

Have you ever: • Kissed a stranger: No
• Drank hard liquor: I’ve sampled 
• Lost glasses or contacts: My sunglasses regularly disappear into an abyss with no chance of retén 
• Sex on first date: No
• Broke someone’s heart: Not that I know of ??? And definitely not intentionally 
• Arrested: nope
• Turned someone down: Yes
• Cried when someone died: I think so…
• Fallen for a friend: I guess technically yes ???

Do you believe in: • Yourself: I know my limitations but I still think I believe in myself 
• Miracles: Definitely 
• Love at first sight: Maybe for some people 
• Heaven: definitely 
• Santa: No (but I did back in the good ole days)
• Kisses on first dates: well they definitely happen 
• Angels: Definitely! Although not necessarily guardian angels

I know I should tag more people but I’m a lazy trash can with all of two tumblr friends. So I guess I'll tag all-starstuff

[positiveglittertruth-blog]

all-starstuff answered your post: Checking In!

thank youu <3

It’s not a problem at all! I care about you all very much <3

[kimtivate]

thanks for the sweet little message <3 <3

aw you’re so welcome love! xx

[phenax]

Lexi

L: Longest friendship: Uhm...probably my friend, Felix! I’ve known him since 4th grade (we’ll be seniors next year)!

E: Easiest person to talk to?: That’s probably a toss up between Kenneth and Ra c: I’ve known Ra for a long time and we’re pretty close, but Kenneth is my bae and is also super understanding and makes it really easy to talk to him!

X: X-rays I’ve had: Wooo, I broke a lot of things as a kid! I’ve had my leg, my arm, my chest, my foot, my hand, and I guess my head, if MRI’s and CT scans count.

I: Ice cream flavour?: Vanilla or cookie dough. I’m kinda plain in my ice cream tastes! 

[kolyarostov]

Your dress is gorgeous!!!! I hope you had a great time!

Aw thank you so much! And I did have a great time with my friends.

[orangezest100]

all-starstuff replied to your post:all-starstuff replied to your post:all-starstuff...

you’re welcome!

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[therisenwar]

Yeah the show has a terrible representation of POC's and it is beyond disgusting. I wish it wasn't like that, like this show could do so much and show so much diversity. I just can't grasp why they can't manage that.

well i mean it’s not just them, this is an industry wide thing. You know the guy who plays Glenn? Steven Yeun? He’s said several times that he’s had and is still having a pretty hard time even landing parts- because the amount of parts for people of his ethnicity are slim to begin with. and then when these parts come up the character is killed off? It’s utter bullshit, and it’s an industry wide practice. I’m pissed that it happens, i’m pissed that it happens so frequently I’m just so pissed and I dont really know what to do about it besides complain to the people making it and hope they hear me and change it. 

And you know one of the shittiest things about this is?  the walking dead has arguably one of the most diverse casts but none of that matters if they continually kill them off.

i’m probably not phrasing this well, but i’m just so angry and upset and tired of it all.

[therisenwar]

Okay but I am really loving this new artistic direction they're taking. Like the show looks gorgeous even though it's a mess

Very true, it is ascetically beautiful. Believe me I’ve been trying to focus more on that so far because i’m just so mad right now. It’s just like the grove episode, completely beautiful, one of my favorite episodes visually. But I don’t think I can get past this if he ends up dead. It just does not need to happen. This isn’t the comics where the governor kidnaps him and he takes Hershel’s place. This Does Not Need To Happen. And the walking dead has this really nasty habit of only having like 4 POC on the show at one time, once a new one comes on, one of the others dies, and i’m really sick of it. So at this very moment i really dont care that this episode is visually beautiful, because there is nothing beautiful about racism.