Hii Hailey ✨ I’m so excited for your Halloween blurbs 🍂 could I ask for a 12 enemies to lovers smut with Ash, pleaseee 😍❤️
I’m so happy you’re excited! I hope you like this and thank you for sending in a request🥰
warnings: slight dom!ash, a sexy maids outfit and a brief voyeuristic experience.
12. “Oh, bite me.” “Don’t tempt me.”
@littledrummeraussie i’m tagging you because of a conversation we’ve had about werwolf ashton, i hope thats okay🥺👉🏻👈🏻
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Ever since you turned into a werewolf, the Alpha, Ashton has been nothing short of hostile towards you. He’s always calling you out when you’re late for pack dinners at his place then quips back with how bad whatever dish you brought. One wasn’t vegan enough, or one had too much sugar in it.
He’d always have you run mundane errands for him like picking up his laundry from the cleaners or delivering a package back home to his family. One time he made you wash his precious car Frankie that you were oh so tempted to spit on rather than clean it.
He always pinned you out of the rest. Not once did he ask any other pack member to do his chores for him. Because he was Alpha, you couldn’t put him in his place without facing consequences.
Halloween is quickly approaching and you came home to a white box sitting perfectly on your bed. Ashton’s scent lingered in the room and with a huff you approach the box. On top of it is your name scratched in his scrawl on a folded piece of paper. Flipping it up you read what he wrote.
“For all the help you’ve done for me. Costume’s on me.”
Confused, you toss the note aside and lift the box tearing away the tissue. You set your jaw and a low growl emits from your chest as you stare at the black and white ruffled ensemble complete with a feather duster and little bonnet.
He’d given you a damn maid’s outfit.
Furious, you snatch the skimpy fabric in your fingers and stomp your way towards Ashton’s office which is adjacent to his bedroom. Without knocking, you barrel through the door and find him in a compromising position with some female. A female you’ve seen at other parties that belonged to another pack.
Ignoring his bare ass and the female’s shocked expression, you glare at the smirk on his face.
“Found my gift then, yeah?” he asks tousling his hair.
“What is your problem with me? Is this some kind of crude initiation that only I have to go through?” you snarl. You almost want to toss it in his face.
“Just showing my gratitude.”
“Go to hell,” you sneer then spin on your heels.
“Hey!” he barks, his Alpha voice booming through. You have no choice but to turn when he uses that tone. “You don’t speak to me like that, Omega.”
“I don’t care anymore,” you scoff, “Some pack family mentality you have in thinking you can single me out. I’m not your maid.”
You saw anger flash in his eyes at your defiance against him. No one speaks to an Alpha like how you are. Ever.
“Ashton,” the female whines trying to turn his attention back on her.
“Shush,” he commands and she squeaks into silence. “That outfit says otherwise. I expect to see you in that on Halloween.”
“Oh, bite me.”
“Don’t tempt me.”
With a final glare down, you spin out of his office and slam his door in your wake. As you stalk back to your room an idea springs in your mind. You lay the maids’ outfit on your bed noticing the length of the skirt would go just to your knees and the bell sleeves on the shoulders were a bit obnoxious. Smiling to yourself, you decide you will wear the outfit after making a few adjustments.
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It’s Halloween night and you’re taking a last minute look at your outfit in the mirror. You shortened the skirt so that it just barely covered your ass cheeks which you had on a ruffled black pair of panties. You added more tulle so the skirt bounced while you walked and you pulled on some fish net stockings with tall black stilettos. You chopped off the bell sleeves so they would hang off your shoulder and you got a push up bra that accentuated your breasts.
You finished the look off with red lipstick and fake blood smeared all over you. Some if it dripped perfectly between your breasts and you couldn’t wait to see Ashton’s face. As if he knew you were thinking of him, your phone buzzed in the tone you’ve set for him.
“We’re low on drinks.”
Rolling your eyes, you toss your phone to your bed then make your way downstairs. Green and purple lights flash across your skin as you descend the stairs. The party is loud and the people are enjoying themselves.
You sniff the air for his scent and find him near the small bar along the wall. The female he was pleasuring in his room earlier in the week is hanging off him in a skimpy outfit but his eyes lock with yours.
He’s in a simple suit with some blood smeared on him as well, was he a mobster? To bait him even more, you do a small twirl before strutting up next to him. You tell Michael your drink order, he’s the bartender for the evening, then tap your nails on the counter.
“What the hell are you wearing?” he asks lowly in your ear. The timber in his voice makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up but not in an intimidating way.
“The outfit you gifted me, isn’t it nice?” you smile up at him.
“That’s not the one I bought.”
“No, I made it better. You see, the blood here,” you point to your forehead, “and here,” you trail your finger down the drip into your cleavage. His eyes follow the movement slowly. “Is from the maid’s master of the house. She couldn’t take the abuse anymore and murdered him.”
Ashton growls and his female friend tugs on his arm. He holds up his hand to her face, palm up signaling her to stop her antics. You touch the blood that’s on his shirt.
“Are you the master I killed?” you ask then grab your drink and walk away before he can answer.
You could feel his eyes on you for the rest of the night as you danced, took shots, and flirted with some of the males in attendance. When you start to feel a bit warm from the party and the alcohol, you head outside in the back and make your way to the other side of the pool near the pool house.
When your back is turned to the pool house, you’re suddenly lifted off your feet and dragged inside the through the door. You start to scream and snarl at the attacker but then you’re pressed against the wall with a firm hand over your mouth.
As your eyes adjust to the darkness you’re staring into Ashton’s eyes. They’re filled with something you’ve never seen before, his cockiness is present but something else you’re unfamiliar with.
“Do you have any idea how mad you’ve been making me in this outfit?” he mutters releasing his hand from your mouth. You exhale loudly.
“That was the goal,” you smirk and he slams his hands on the wall on either side of your head. You laugh at how riled up he is then when you feel his hardened member against your fishnet covered thigh, you glance down. “This part doesn’t seem so mad.”
“Damn, you’ve got a lip on you all of a sudden,” he growls pressing himself against you. You moan at feeling his hot member on your leg and he smirks. “Seems like someone else is riled up. You’ve really been tempting me all night, do you know that?”
“No, how would I possibly tempt you when you have that female begging for you constantly?”
“Because you’ve been tempting me ever since you turned. You really think I sent you on those errands because I hated you? Oh, no,” he tsks shaking his head. “I did that so I wouldn’t be distracted from leading the pack. And I gave you that outfit as a joke but then to see you in it like this?” His eyes take you in and he trails his finger down the fake blood drip in between your breasts. “It took all of me not to take you in the middle of the floor in front of everyone.”
“What?”
He chuckles darkly then leans forward, his lips just barely touching yours in a teasing way. His breath tickles your lips and you desperately want him to close the small space. His one hand is still pressed against the wall by your head while the other one travels down your waist, his touch is burning you through the fabric until he pushes apart your thighs.
“I’m surprised you have anything on under here, little one,” he condescends then in one swift motion rips apart your ruffled panties. The pieces fall to the floor and you feel a slight chill then his hot finger presses against your center. “You smell so good right now...”
His middle finger slips between your folds and you jump at the contact, your hands grasping at his biceps. He laughs against your lips, his tongue teasing along the seam of your mouth. You open your mouth willingly but he pulls back slightly.
“Oh no, you’re going to have to use your words, little one. Wanna hear you beg for me.” The tip of his finger presses against your hole and you let out a cry at the tease of entry.
You mouth the word ‘please’ and he pulls back further, his finger stilling.
“Oh no, no, no. I need to hear you,” he commands.
“Please,” you choke out tugging him closer by the collar of his shirt. “Please, touch me. Kiss me.”
You pull the same time he pushes and your lips are hot and fiery on his while his finger plunges inside you. He’s quick to add a second and you’re moaning in his mouth as his fingers twiddle against your spongy wall.
“So wet,” he mutters moving his lips to your jaw, fingers still scissoring you. “You’re dripping down my fingers.”
You rock against his hand, rolling your hips and he latches his mouth to your breast. When you feel your orgasm approaching, Ashton moves his fingers faster, faster, and faster until--
You growl loudly when he removes his hands very quickly.
“What the hell?” You hiss watching him slip his two fingers in his mouth. He hums, eyes closing.
“Such sweetness.”
You hear the zip of his pants and then he has your legs wrapped around his waist, the head of his dick nudges your entrance and his hand creeps up your neck. He gives your throat a slight squeeze, not enough for pain but enough to make you gasp quietly.
“I want to feel you come around me, feel you drip down my cock and I don’t want you to be silent. Understand, little one?”
You nod the best you can, he smiles. The same time he presses his lips to yours, he plunges into you and you let out a loud groan at being filled. He keeps you suspended in the air with one hand below your thigh and his other still on your throat but his fingers push your lips together so he can slip his tongue inside your mouth.
He pounds into you at a quick speed, his hips snapping against yours as your back jolts against the pool house wall. Your moans become louder as he hits that sweet, sweet spot and his teeth close down on the skin of your neck. You scream his name, fingers pulling on his hair as he fucks your orgasm out of you.
You’re whining in his ear and when another electric shock of pleasure courses through you, you bite on his ear. He growls against you from the slight pain and then you feel him spill inside you. You’re hot all over, burning from the inside out yet you need more of Ashton. How were you supposed to go back to the party now?
As you both catch your breath, you’re clenching and unclenching around him and he groans.
“Give me a few minutes and we’ll go again, little one. Stop clenching.”
“Sorry,” you whisper.
He lifts his face from your neck then gazes at you in a different sort of way again. You’re seeing many different things in his eyes tonight but you want to explore more.
“I had a feeling you’d listen well,” he smirks then pecks your lips and rubs his nose against yours. “Would you want to continue this upstairs in my room?”
“How am I going to go upstairs when you ripped my underwear?”
“Run fast, sweetness,” he giggles and kisses you before you can retort. You melt into him once more.
Needless to say, you don’t head upstairs until two more rounds later and he offers you his suit jacket to cover up your bare lower half.
“You’re my sweetness now, no one else can have a peek.”
notes: i really am not sorry for this one at all. @sexgodashton has her wonderful A/B/O!sos going on and she got an ask about what the poly!kayshton dynamic would be. Combined with what she replied to the anon with vs what i sent her in a text because both of us are absolute trash for this ship, with her permission, i took the idea and literally two hours and 3k later this exists. enjoy. again, don’t like it? don’t read it.
warnings: smut
word count: 3k lets all accept that i’m never gonna be able to write something small for this ship.
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The first meeting is always the most important. It’s the one that they denied each other because they both presented as Alphas.
When they found that spark, it was undeniable.
At first they’d hidden, inside of the backlash they would receive. Fans had thought nothing of Kaykay spending time with Ashton, the belief that two Alphas mating being impossible.
They’d slipped up one night, both of their ruts possessive and dominating, the carnal instinct to mark one another overwhelming everything else.
At that point, they were in love and didn’t care. They had each other despite how rare it was. It was their little bubble.
And then the floodgates opened when they’d announced their mating to the world, fans and friends alike scathing in their comments and harsh words.
“Another alpha? Could she be any more selfish?”
“Did it have to be her? Anyone else would be better.”
“Isn’t there supposed to be a submission to one of them? How would that work? They can’t be together.”
When Ashton had returned home to find his beautiful, bold and stubborn mate curled up in tears, he felt his hatred towards the world for their judgement. With each tear he wiped off her face, he felt his anger at their words. With every sob that he soothes with gentle tones, he wanted to fight back.
But Kaykay wouldn’t let him. She knew how fighting back could damage much more than their reputations. It would hurt his career.
“We’ve done enough damage as it is. Don’t make this worse, please.” Her pleading tone and big eyes had him caving in seconds. He could never deny her.
“We’ll get through it.”
But having to hide from their friends, despite their obvious marks, they were unhappy. They loved each other, no one could deny that. But there was no joy anymore since her tears.
Days out turned into secret getaways, weeks off turned into becoming reclusive so they didn’t face the backlash of any media.
There were small mercies of understanding with his band and their families. At least, their immediate families. They knew the urge to claim, to mark was overpowering. And they had a safe space from the harsh words and dirty looks.
But it was exhausting.
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It’d been an easy day for you, trying to get things finished up so you were able to get through your heat in semi peace. You tracked the days between almost religiously and despite cutting it close this time, you’d not managed to take the time off work beforehand.
It left you scrambling to get what you needed so you wouldn’t have to face any unmated Alphas in the middle of your heat. The last thing you wanted was one of them taking full advantage of you that wasn’t in control.
So when you ran into someone, their steady hands gripping you so you didn’t hit the floor, your body reacted and you inwardly sighed.
Yet another Alpha.
But lifting your gaze, lips ready to apologise, your voice was stolen at the sight of the dark haired vixen in front of you, your eyes unable to leave her face, studying every bit of it as if she were about to disappear.
Her hands never left your arms and you couldn’t find it within yourself to push her off, partially wondering if you’d finally met your mate.
Then you spotted the mark on her neck and your heart sank. But you continued to drink her in. You knew that if she had someone good, she wouldn’t reject that mark for you.
“Sweetheart, what drove you to run full speed at the paps before disappearing?” A breathless male came into your view and your mind clicked into place what your heart was screaming at you.
Not mate. But mates. Both of them.
His own gaze held yours and you fought the urge to back down, to bare your neck to them both.
“That answer your question, love?” She breathed in return and the side of you that was begging you to submit to them both wanted to melt at her voice.
“But—how?” The words finally left your lips before a wave of questions started to get closer. The vixen holding you grimaced before turning to the dark haired male, his own features marred with a frown.
“Here isn’t the right place. Not with vultures. Reckon we could make it to the riverside?” She asked him and he glanced behind him, almost calculating before his eyes returned to you.
“Do you have a car nearby, sweetheart? I’d rather you not have to be faced with those vultures so soon after meeting you.” And you flashed them both a cheeky grin.
“It’s around the corner. C’mon.” You took the hand of the dark haired vixen and she followed you willingly, your mate following quickly behind. Your car was small and nifty, but it did the job.
You didn’t expect the soft moan from the beauty beside you as you pulled away in the car, keeping as far from the hoard that appeared around the corner as you could.
“So despite helping my mates’ getaway, I would quite like to actually know your names.” To other Alpha’s the comment would’ve been borderline rude. But their eyes lit up at your attitude.
“Kaykay.” Came from your vixen.
“Ashton.” Followed on from your dark haired third.
You couldn’t help think that they suited their names well as you gave them yours.
“Where am I heading? Because as much as instinct is telling me to hurry the fuck up, I don’t want to crash and I don’t want to get marked in my car.” A groan erupted from Ashton.
“God you’re gonna kill us both.” He whispered before pulling in a dark breath, his fingers gripping the seat in front. Kaykay’s hands were gripping her thighs tightly.
“Still doesn’t answer my question.” You fired back and a growl escaped, earning your first act of submission.
“We can head back to ours. No unmated alphas and we might actually be able to talk before anything else.” He muttered, earning a snort from you and a sigh from Kaykay.
He was careful with his directions, and you kept your hands clamped on the wheel to stop yourself from leaning back to touch him or leaning over to touch her.
It was driving you wild.
When you reached their home, for a moment, instinct settled in deference to the awe that swept through your body at their home. It was beautiful.
But despite the beauty that made you want to explore the home and gardens that surrounded it, your impatient mate had taken a firm hold of your hand, her eyes flickering to Ashton before you, and pulling you towards the house, making you laugh.
“Impatient much.” You teased her, but there was a side that was creeping up and you were almost certain that if one of them marked you in that moment, it would trigger your heat that was already so close to the surface.
“You’ll understand why. Now c’mon.” The petulant whine made you grin as you followed dutifully behind her, your senses suddenly overwhelmed with the scent that was them.
Ashton was immediately behind you, his hands and body steadying you as you stumbled back, your eyes closed as a soft moan escaped your lips.
“Soon, little mate. But we need to explain, help you understand.” His words were promising, helping you ground yourself before they guided you into the living room.
It was open and spacious, the couches large enough that it would comfortably fit ten people with space to spare. A sliver of entry rushed through you before instinct squelched it down viciously.
Kaykay was firm about having you in her lap, her hands around your waist as her nose buried itself into your neck. You tried not to react to it, but with her so close to the spot, you were fighting a losing battle until Ashton settled next to her, draping your legs over his lap.
They way you were sat would’ve been comical if it wasn’t for the fact that both of these Alpha’s wore serious expressions.
“We mated about eight months ago. At first we couldn’t understand it. Two Alpha’s being mated is almost unheard of.” Ashton started off. You nodded in understanding at his words.
“We both fell into our ruts at the same time.” Kaykay’s voice was quiet and you understood the implications of her words.
“You couldn’t fight instinct.” It wasn’t a question, but she nodded her head at the statement.
“It caused a lot of problems for the both of us. Especially with Ashton’s career. With us being so public, it’s dangerously easy for fans and the media alike to pry where they’re not wanted or needed.” Her words were scathing and your hand reached up to rest on her cheek.
“It’s no one's business but yours, well, ours now, I guess.” You watched her eyes light up at your words, Ashton’s own features lifting up into an easier smile. He carried on.
“We’ve been wondering if we were missing something. We’re mated, in love. Living life. But neither of us have been happy. It’s been such a battle to deal with the same people that insult us behind our backs.” You frowned.
“Regardless of how it started, you’re both mine.” The snapped words of possessiveness was not something you’d expected, but the thought of them hurting drove a splint into your heart, making your chest ache for them.
Your words had a profound effect on Kaykay, a moan falling from her lips as she pressed them where you knew her mark was going to be.
“Please. I can’t take this anymore.” Her plea was something you hadn’t expected and you could feel the heat pool in your belly, your arousal flooding the room.
“Please.” You finally whimpered, giving into the demand that had been driving your body and mind insane.
Her nose brushed the spot that had you tilting your head to the opposite side. Her lips mouthed the area, almost as if she were some sort of lioness, mailing her food before you felt her teeth sink into your skin and your body just sang.
“Fuck.” You whimpered and you could feel the clawing desire run rampant through your body, earning a wide eyed look from Ashton.
“Mine. Ours.” Kaykay murmured against your skin before her nose identified the change in scent.
“I was close to my heat as it was.” You whimpered out, the almost agonising feeling rushing through you. Kaykay was quick to have you straddling her, your hips rocking into her to try and find any form of relief.
And then Ashton presses in behind you.
“I need you to stand up little mate. You’ll get our knots I promise but the clothes need to come off.” His voice was husky and demanding enough that the need to obey overwhelmed your desire enough to follow his order.
Their hands were all over you as they pulled off the clothing, uncaring of the living room. You couldn’t even find yourself to care that it was in their living room. You were needy and desperate. And willing.
Ashton pressed up behind you and his hand wrapped around, fingers sliding into you with ease, making you whimper in return.
“Alpha please.” Your whine has his fingers beginning to work you, slowly adding in a third finger which had you panting for more.
You watched as Kaykay knelt up on the sofa, coaxing Ashton to step you forward, despite your jelly legs. You could see her own arousal slowly building, the thought of her knot in you pushing you closer to the first edge that you were barely hanging onto with Ashton’s fingers working you so well.
And then her fingers joined and you let out a keen whine.
“Cum little omega. Show us how good we make you feel.” Ashton’s demand caused your body to obey, a strangled noise escaping as your legs trembled through your orgasm, coating both of their hands in your cum.
Kaykay used her fingers to slide and collect your juices, her fingers wrapping around her own arousal that had your mouth watering, her fingers building herself up as you watched in awe of her.
“Isn’t it so pretty, little omega? All for you. To knot you and breed you like a bitch in heat.” His words snapped something inside of you and you pushed Kaykay’s shoulders so that she was sat back on the sofa once more.
You sank down onto her knot slowly, your mind clouding over as you felt Ashton’s tip stretching you, and you whined as he slowly moved.
The stretch made you wince, you’re breathing heavy as Kaykay held you tightly.
“It’s okay little mate. Say something if it’s too much.” But your voice couldn’t say anything. The stretch was uncomfortable with both of them, but god the feeling of both of them was driving you to insanity.
“Move. Please.” You finally gasped out. Kaykay moved first and your eyes rolled back, head resting on Ashton’s shoulder.
The desire came clawing back, and you rocked your hips slightly, indicating you were fine. It took some timing, but they found a pace that worked for all three of you.
Your mind was growing hazy as they worked you, a second orgasm washing over you with no warning, your walls tightening around them and earning a growl from both of them.
“Gonna get both our knots little omega. Both of us are breeding you. Is that what you want? To be filled with us?” Ashton’s words worked wonders as the rhythm changed again and you could tell they were both close. Kaykay came first, the knot expanding as Ashton followed seconds later, the feeling of both of them buried in you sending you through your final orgasm as Ashton’s teeth marks you on the opposite side to Kaykay’s.
It takes some deft manoeuvring on Ashton’s part to get the three of you comfortably lay on the couch, pressing together as your mind tried to wrap itself around the new bond you had with them.
“Sleep for now little omega. We’ll try and get stuff done in between keeping you satisfied.” Ashton hummed, his fingers gently tracing his mark.
Your body relaxed into their touch, satisfied in that moment that you were full of both of them and they’d claimed you so soon.
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When your heat had passed, you felt different. It was like you’d managed to integrate yourself so easily into their daily routine.
But now that your heat was finished and you’d marked them both in return, unwilling to even let one person judge your bond with them, it felt right.
When you’d marked them both, it had been various times. You’d marked Kaykay first in return, cornering her in shower when she tried to tease you. She hadn’t minded, the result meaning that she was knotted firmly in you and you’d practically become her limpet. Ashton had laughed himself hoarse at the two of you settled on the bed, still damp from the shower. But he understood.
You’d gotten Ashton the following day, sat on the counter just talking whilst he cooked. When the food was plated up, he’d stepped between your legs to rest against you, just needing the excuse to touch you whilst the bond was still fresh.
But your heat had surged forward and the need combined with instinct had driven you to pull him closer and mark him. He hadn’t expected it and Kaykay still grins every time your fingers danced across your mark on him.
You were certainly not what they expected in their lives but you were everything they needed.
When the first rumours started to pop up, so did the nasty comments. Comments that seemed to slide off your shoulders because you knew that these comments were likely from the same people who’d brought them sadness.
It wasn’t something you tolerated and they’d witnessed you berate a journalist in the middle of the street when they’d tried to harass them for an interview.
That was when people started noticing the second marks on their necks.
Their families had already been introduced to you, the sharp wit and sass to match falling sideways when you met their immediate families. Kaykay has teased you, asking where her brass pup had gone and you’d gotten so flustered by the term of endearment that you’d spilt your drink down you.
Ashton had gotten a kick out of that.
But for both of them, they’d been worried about your reaction to the press, to the intrusion. But by the time you’d moved in with them, barely a month after mating, it didn’t bother you.
It was when Ashton found himself laughing more as you fooled around on the floor with Kaykay, that it truly struck him that you were their missing piece those first eight months.
The both of them smiled more, and he was never as tense. Touring was still difficult, but it didn’t feel like a weight on his chest that was demanding him back home.
His arms opened to catch you as you launched at him, grinning at your pout.
“I really thought I’d catch you off guard then.” Your grumble made him grin as his lips pressed against yours gently.
“I think I can confidently say that when it comes to you two, that is never gonna happen again.” And at the combined laughter from the two of you, peace settled in his body.
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hii! how close are u to finish the alpha!ash series?? i can't waittt
Ugh, i'm like one third through the first part and i'm still not sure whether to do it two part or three part thing, or maybe just fuck it all and make one big ass one shot, so, ugh... If things go okay, i was planning to work only on alpha!world this upcoming weekend, but i still can promise nothing 😞
Ash was a strange alpha. That's what Eiji was thinking the moment he saw him and realised that Ash did not have a smell or a scent that he could pick up. At first, the omega assumed they were scent blockers but it turned out, that Ash couldn't even afford them.
It was odd, but he never questioned it, knowing that Westerners were much more private about such matters.
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"Eiji? Are you okay? Your scent is like.. Everywhere."
Eiji looked up from what he was doing, the motion of the broom stilling. Bones and Kong were on the couch, both the betas following Eiji with their eyes and a sleepy look of their faces. Ash attested that to the fact that Eiji's scent, a mix of spearmint and sugar, was basically permeating the air.
"Yes, I'm okay. I'm just cleaning up."
"By scenting the entire house?" Eiji paused and looked at Ash, blinking slowly.
"Do you clean, Ash?"
"Well, no-"
"Then please don't complain."
Ash huffed and rolled his eyes, nose twitching. "You're gonna have every alpha in the building here-"
The sound of wood snapping in half was enough for Ash to shut up, Bones and Kong looking more alert than before. The broom handle was noticeably bent in Eiji's hand and his eyes were focused on Ash unnervingly.
"What was that?"
"It's just-"
"Ash, please listen to me when I say that I do not control those alphas or their actions, but they control themselves. If they want to think with their dicks and try to harm me, I'll cut them off. I'm not some bitch and I will not be treated like one."
The alpha and two betas lowered their presences noticeably, and the sweet scent in the air took a more acidic smell, like gasoline.
Ash just ducked his head and frowned. "Alright."
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Ash looked it up- it was very common in Japan for omegas to clean and fill their home with their scent. While it was more rude to even allow your scent to spike in America, other places were much more lax. He felt bad once more for even implying what he did.
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"Eiji, can I have a hug, please?" Bones asked, staring pointedly at the floor. The other members of the gang were lounging in the hideout. The Japanese teen smiled and nodded, hopping up and pulling Bones into his arms, visibly scenting him, much to everyone in the room's surprise. Bones looked shocked but he seemed much more relaxed and calm now. Alex looked briefly embarrassed as he cleared his throat and spoke slowly. "Eiji, did you just scent hi-"
"Yes. Would you like to me to scent you as well, Alex?"
"But we aren't mates." Eiji tilted his head to the side and blinked slowly, making Alex feel idiotic for even saying it.
"You Americans are so uptight." He told him as he walked over and pulled the alpha down into his arms, scenting him before he stepped back. Alex's pupils dilated a little and the general stress he'd been feeling lessened considerably.
"Oh.."
"Any other takers?"
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When Ash walked into the hide out, Eiji's scent was once again thick in the air and all his boys looked young and care free. Alex hopped up and walked over to Ash, a small spark in his eyes that usually didn't exist. "Boss, did you.. Has Eiji ever scented you?"
Ash made a face. "We aren't mates."
"That's what I said but.. It's so nice.." He got quieter towards the end as he explained and nodded his head to the rest of the pack. "He scented everyone and they were so happy after he did it- Boss-"
"There's no way he's going to scent me." Ash mumbled, nose wrinkled. It wasn't that he disliked Eiji's scent, it was very nice, but the thought of him willingly scenting the entire gang was preposterous and well, strangely Eiji.
"As I said, Americans are so uptight and stuck in their ways. Come here, Ash."
"No-"
"Ash." The blond rolled his eyes and walked over, stepping over one of his boys to get there. Eiji was perched on the table, smirking at him. The moment he was within arms length, Eiji grabbed him and pulled him into his arms. He took his time scenting Ash, leaving him practically coated in it when Ash stepped back, though he was hesitant to do so.
The feeling of his scent washing over him was like a calm, a quiet peacefulness in the midst of a storm.
He sighed and visibly relaxed, pushing his hair back. "That was.. Nice."
"Of course. Now, if only you weren't so sexist."
"I'm not sexist."
"Maybe not to primary sexes but you sure are to secondary ones."
Ash wanted to snap at him but the calm was still over him so the most he did was grumble. "I think I'd know if I was sexist."
"You have your gang ranked by secondary sex."
Ash made a face at that. "No, I'm pretty sure I don't.." He stopped and looked away thinking about it. His face burned red when he thought about it. He hadn't even noticed that he'd done it.
"Oh shit."
"Yeah."
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Eiji laid out across Ibe and relaxed on his lap, scent spreading out around them. Ibe relaxed as well and despite being an alpha, Ibe had a slightly sweet scent, like freshly baked bread and grass.
Ash had gotten used to it, the casual way Eiji and Ibe allowed their scents to fill a room.
He wondered if maybe he'd been going about it all wrong. Maybe being an alpha, beta or omega didn't matter, maybe in the end, it was who you as a person are.
He relaxed into the couch and smiled softly.
Eiji opened an eye and smiled at him before closing his eyes and laying his head back down.
The sun was gently setting over the horizon and all was calm.
request from anon: Please please do an alpha and omega ply?kayshton where Ashton knots the omega and gets her pregnant during her heat. I love love you writing this ship so much!
notes: i’m not even sorry. i got so carried away. thank u @sexgodashton for being cheerleader and letting me murder you with snippets. and thank u for gifting us with this a/b/o!sos universe. once again, don’t like it? don’t read it.
warnings: smidge of angst, smut, breeding kink
word count: 3.4k lmao i give up trying to write something short for this ship.
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The relationship between the three of you had certainly rocked the boat with people, a lot of people still scathing over the fact that Ashton and Kaykay were mated too.
But the way they bore your mark with pride, quietened a lot of the noise, especially when Ashton finally admitted in a documentary how difficult the comments had made his relationship with Kaykay to begin with.
“What people don’t realise is that we toed the line for months. Instinct was telling us we're mates but our minds refused to accept it. We knew there was no way two Alpha’s could be mates.” Luke has been sat beside him, nudging his leg against Ashton’s.
“It was difficult to watch them both struggle once they’d marked each other and the world ripped them to shreds.” Luke added when Ashton remained silent. “Their love was a beautiful thing to witness but they couldn’t show any affection unless it was behind closed doors. We dropped a lot of so-called friends who reacted badly and continued to do so.”
Ashton snorted and blew out a breath of air.
“We were so unhappy and it hurt because there was nothing we could do. I’m almost certain that had our omega not come into our lives when they did, we’d have fallen apart. And losing something like that changes you.” Ashton grimaced before his attention refocused on the interviewer they’d gotten for the documentary.
Their eyes were wide with shock at the admission.
When Ashton had gotten home that day, you’d been at work, and he needed to reassure himself. So he’d knotted Kaykay holding her tightly. And when you’d gotten home, smelling of the unmated Alphas who traipsed through your store, his emotions had driven instinct to claim you again, Kaykay doing the same.
You were precious to both of them and the documentary had highlighted it to the world that it was all of you together. No one could take that away.
As time went on, people slowed down on their remarks and it was easier to go out in public. Despite being an omega, you could hold your own and never held back when people made comments.
You were possessive and they loved it.
It was when your heat had passed and something Ashton had said during the previous one when you’d clawed desperately for them, despite triggering your orgasm, it had sat on your mind.
“Can we talk?”
He’d been sat in his office, eyed focusing on some of his work, but you offered the distraction that he was craving. Kaykay had been out doing errands and you’d been pottering about the house. It was a day off for you before you were in work for the next week to compensate for the days you’d be missing during your next heat.
“Of course. What’s up sweetheart?” His haze finally broke from the screen, spinning in the chair to face you.
Your teeth pressed against your bottom lip as you sat on the futon style sofa that sat within his office, Ashton pulling his office chair closer to you.
“Do you really want to breed me or was that just your rut talking?” You finally got out and Ashton froze.
Your face grew hot as you looked down at your lap, your mind struggling to accept that maybe he would want this as well, but his silence was deafening.
After a few more minutes of silence, your nerve turned into sadness and you fought back the tears that were threatening to spill onto your cheeks.
“It stupid. Forget that I asked.” Your voice broke mid sentence and it seemed to break your Alpha from his silence as you stood up.
“Sit down, little omega.” Your knees buckled under the order, a fleeting moment of panic hitting you that he would use the alpha order to break your heart this way.
“Look at me.” You obeyed. Watery eyes met concerned haze and his face fell as he moved off the chair to kneel in front of you. “Don’t cry my sweet omega, you just caught me off guard.” This time it wasn’t an order but your body begged you to fight the tears so the sad look on his face would disappear.
“Alpha.” You got out and his heart broke that you would feel so upset that you couldn’t use his own name.
“Sweetheart, do you realise how long I’ve wanted to see you pregnant with our pups? God, do you realise how often our mate complains that she wants to breed you when you’re in heat?”
“But that’s the rut talking is it not?” You demanded, the first tear falling. He sighed.
“Sometimes, yes. But this is something we want too, sweetheart. Even when you’re not in heat, I dream of nights where your belly is swelled with our child, and it drives me to distraction.” His admittance soothed your worst fears as you both heard the front door slam shut.
“Kaykay, come up to the office love.” Whether he meant it or not, you could see there wasn’t much room to deny that order. And soon enough Kaykay was standing at the door smirking. But then her face fell at your tears, anger flashing across her features.
“What happened?” Her haze had moved to Ashton and so the order in her tone didn’t hit you completely.
“A misunderstanding when our little omega caught me off guard. They want to know if we really want pups with them or if it’s our ruts talking.” Ashton’s cool tone with the words had you wanting to look away, but his fingers caught your chin.
Kaykay was breathless before she stumbled over, dropping to her own knees and a part of your mind noted how the roles had reversed. Two powerful Alpha’s on their knees for you, their little omega.
“Baby, my god I want you full of us.” She breathed, her eyes meeting yours. “It’s not even the rut talking. I want children with you. I want to watch your belly grow and see you glow.” Her voice was breathless and eyes glassy.
It truly struck you, almost how desperately they wanted you. How the idea of having a family drove the three of you. A sob broke free from your lips as you fell into Ashton’s embrace, his arms catching you as Kaykay wrapped herself around you.
“We want it all, sweet omega.” His voice was firm and unrelenting and filled with so much love that part of you felt like it was going to suffocate.
You were theirs.
“Your next heat is in a couple of weeks isn’t it?” Ashton questioned carefully and you nodded.
“No morning after or blockers.” Your heart nearly stopped.
“Really?” You breathed between your sobs, stunned at his words.
“I think it’s time we worked on our family, don’t you?”
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The lead up to your heat was one that you anticipated with excitement. But the excitement seemed to draw in those unmated Alpha’s, despite the two glaring marks that screamed you were claimed. Twice you’d called Kaykay before leaving work because an Alpha had lingered around the store when you were closing up.
The one time you called up Ashton, he sent them scattering.
They couldn’t blame you for your excitement but after your called Ashton when the unmated Alpha’s weren’t getting the message, they took you to work and picked you up from work without you having to ask.
But as your heat crept closer barely a day away, you took the day off. Your excitement had already made your scent appealing to your mates and the last thing you needed was a fight breaking out because of it.
It was the day before that you could smell it and you recognised that both of your Alpha’s were close to their ruts.
Ashton had left the house for the day to get a food shop done because he knew with their ruts syncing up with your heat, none of you were leaving the house.
Kaykay had teased about you smelling so good but she knew that you were nervous because their ruts had never synced up with your heat before now.
“Do you think it’s because we made the active decision to start a family?” Your voice was quiet as your head lay in her lap, her fingers massaging your scalp. You were jelly at the sensation.
She hummed in return, silence filling the space before finally speaking up.
“I think it’s that, but your excitement at being bred, little omega, might have a stronger part in it as well. I nearly ripped that other Alpha’s hand off your shoulder the other day. Ashton and I worked out that our ruts were most likely syncing up to your heat which was why I was so angry and possessive.” Your neck still bore the assault she had done that day, the possessive streak having taken over instinct and marked you over, filling you up as she did so.
Ashton had simply watched, knowing that she’d needed that time to settle her instinct and him encroaching would’ve started a fight that would’ve resulted in you possibly hurt.
The lethargy that hit you the following morning, didn’t concern any of you. Ashton had hustled you from bed to eat something and Kaykay had switched the sheets around.
It was the waiting game of who broke first. Your heat or their ruts.
You spent the morning napping, your Alphas going about with their day to day routine until you felt the beads of sweat break across your skin and the desire that had been sitting at a comfortable twenty shot up to one hundred.
“Alpha.” The word was moaned as you pushed the covers from your body, pulling the clothes off as your skin warmed up.
When your eyes pulled open, they were stood there, hard as anything and naked. And your fingers gripped the sheets firmly as you whined at them.
“Please. God, please do something.” Kaykay sauntered first, her knot looking delicious in your eyes but you were needy for something else.
“What do you want us to do sweet omega?” Kaykay’s words were dripping in honey and it felt like torture until her fingers trailed your skin and you pushed your body into her touch. Ashton chuckled.
“I want you to fuck me. Fuck me and knot me please.” The whine had her smirking as she settled over you, barely touching your entrance and you whined.
“I’ll tell you what we’re gonna do, little omega. Your Alphas are going to ruin you. We’re going to give you so many orgasms till you can’t think straight and then we’re going to breed you like the bitch that you are, so willing and desperate for our cocks.” You moaned in return at her words, her eyes going glassy and it seemed to be an even break as you bared her mark.
“Please. Please breed me. I want you to fill me, have your pups.” You breathed and you watched as something within Kaykay snapped and she pushed in.
“Is this what you want little bitch?” You surprised her by flipping the two of you over, her back pressed into the mattress as you began to fuck yourself on her.
“Tease later, please.” You whimpered and a soothing noise from Ashton as he pressed behind you did wonders for the clawing need that was filling you.
“You’re already close, little omega. God, your excitement has really pushed this on you.” He breathed and you whined as his fingers moved around you, adding to your build up whilst you fucked yourself on Kaykay.
The Alpha beneath you allowed this, Ashton’s words ringing a sense of truth. Your excitement in the lead up had pushed your heat practically from zero to one hundred in mere moments. And you were so close. She could feel your legs trembling and walls clamping down on her.
“Cum little omega. Cum for your Alpha’s.” Your moan at the order as you came, Ashton’s hands firmly holding your waist, keeping you moving, fucking yourself on Kaykay before his tip pressed in and stretched you.
It felt needy and primal as he set the pace for you, Kaykay fucking up into you as you moaned their names, the second orgasm washing over with no warning and you were slowly losing the capacity to say a word, any word as they kept going, giving you no reprieve.
You could feel their knots, your mind dimly registering that both of them were close, but you could barely think, another orgasm hitting you before you felt their knots expand, filling you up with their cum.
Your breathing was laboured as the heat in you seemed to die down, the sensation of feeling so filled with your Alpha’s knots and their cum settling the need to be filled down, the three of you moving so that you and Ashton were lay down.
Being pressed between your two alphas like this never got boring and the way that Kaykay peppered your face with kisses soothed you.
“Gonna breed you all week, little omega. You barely pull through to the end of our ruts, but coupled with your heat?” Her groan drew a whimper from your lips.
“Let our omega rest baby. We’ve got time since we’re not going anywhere.” Ashton’s words cut through and Kaykay pouted but she relented and you snuggled into her, eyes heavy.
“Rest little omega. We aren’t going anywhere.” She whispered and you felt light kisses on your shoulder as well as your lips as you slipped into a light sleep.
—
The week itself was overwhelming to say the least.
You were mated to two possessive Alpha’s and more often than not, you were pressed between them, barely coherent and in unmeasurable amounts of pleasure.
It took three days after your respective ruts and heat had finished before you could sleep in your bedroom again, the mixed scents of your heat with their ruts sending your head spinning.
By the time the air had cleared and you were back in your normal room, everything fell back into routine. You went back to work, Ashton continued with his music and Kaykay was off doing shoots every so often.
As the weeks started to go by slipping into months, you lost track of the days, completely forgetting the original reason of your excitement when your previous heat happened.
So when you came home to both of your Alpha’s waiting for you, confusion flooded you as you accepted Ashton’s open arms invitation, settling yourself on his lap.
“Sweet little omega,” he began, his voice soothingly sweet, “have you been tracking your heats?” A frown crossed your face as you tried to think back before it hit you.
You should’ve been in heat last week, but you weren’t.
“I haven’t. I, I was meant to be in heat last week.” There was a tremble to your voice as the realisation hit you. The only reason why your heats would stop was if you were pregnant.
“Go with Kaykay, she’s got some tests upstairs for you.” He soothed and she took your hand, pulling you up the stairs.
Your voice was lost as you followed the instruction of the package and she glanced at the tests which were face down, taking a deep breath.
“Do you want me here or do you want to come downstairs?” And you were torn. Part of you wanted them both but the other part was hesitant if they came back negative, even if you were so sure of the dates of your heats.
“Wait with Ash? Please? I need a minute.” And she smiled understandingly, pressing a soft kiss to your lips before the soft click of the bathroom door filled the empty space.
You knew you couldn’t completely freak out, your two overprotective Alpha’s wouldn’t let you be alone if you did. But your mind raced with the possible implications, the possible outcomes.
And then the timer beeped and you could feel your heart thundering.
You mildly wondered if you were going to be sick from the way your stomach was twisting, but you kept yourself together.
That was, until you turned the tests around and fell to your knees, shock colouring your face as your emotions surged up, tears falling almost immediately. The two little lines on each test, telling you that your instinct was right and you were pregnant.
“Oh my god.” The words were breathed out as you stood up on shaky legs, pulling open the door and racing across the landing, your knees weak as you rushed down the stairs.
They stood, waiting as you flung yourself into Ashton’s arms, a sob escaping from your lips as he pulled you closer to him tightly, your feet lifting off the floor.
They got the wrong message from the sob, a soothing hand rubbing circles between your shoulders before you could finally find your words
“I’m pregnant.” And when your face pulled back, the tears on your face clear, but the wide grin on your lips spoke otherwise. “We’re having a baby.” The looks of shock on their faces were priceless.
“Really?” Kaykay whispered and you nodded.
“Go check!” You urged as you wiped your tears and she was gone as Ashton set you down on your feet. His face was a picture and his hands held your hips tightly.
“You had us so worried for a second.” He breathed before a squeal interrupted. You could hear Kaykay’s footsteps thundering down the stairs before her arms had you picked up, spinning you around.
“We’re gonna be parents!” And it seemed to set the trigger for Ashton, a stunned laugh escaping as he finally wrapped his arms around you both.
“We’re gonna be parents.” He echoed and you smiled, lifting a hand to press against his cheek. He pushed his head closer to your touch, eyes closing as he let out a breath of air.
“We need to get it confirmed.” Kaykay finally broke the moment and you nodded in agreement. So it was easy work to get an appointment set for the following week and you could feel your heart beating rapidly at the thought of the small life you carried.
That week was careful for all of you, making sure that you gave nothing away. Your caution was explained to your friends that there’s been some threats this time, which wasn’t untrue, but they’d already been dealt with. But nobody questioned the three of you.
When the appointment arrived, your excitement was palpable as Ashton drove. You’d received some filthy looks from those who were waiting but they were minimal. You received kinder looks from the pregnant omegas who were with their mates, all in varying stages of pregnancy.
Part of you mused at some of the kinder looks, it was out of reminiscent memories of when they found out about their own pregnancies.
Your hands were shaking as the doctor pressed the small wand against your abdomen, and you had to remind yourself to keep breathing.
“It’s unsurprising to me, since you’re mated to two clearly strong Alpha’s. But congratulations to all of you, because you’re having twins.” You could’ve sworn your heart stopped.
When you were back out in the waiting room, Ashton booking the next appointment, you could only stare at Kaykay in awe.
“Twins.” You whispered in shock and she beamed.
“This might be a running theme if both of us breed you, little omega.” Her voice was teasing but you felt flustered at the thought of them filing you like they had.
It was any wonder you didn’t carry four babies instead of two.
“Right, next appointment is booked. Let’s go home and celebrate with some ice cream and renovation plans.” The joy in his voice made your heart melt as you pulled him in for a kiss, doing the same to Kaykay before allowing your amused Alpha’s to guide you from the building.
“Not that I’m complaining, but what was that for?” Ashton’s tone was tinged with amusement and curiosity.
“I get to share this with you both. Can I not kiss my mates because I want to?” And a soft smile settles on his lips as he pulled you in for your own, his lips searching out Kaykay’s moments later.
“Can’t wait to do this with both of you. Our sweet little omega giving us the perfect family we want.” The grin you wore for the rest of the day would have surely powered LA alone, it was that bright
It was the next step forward and you couldn’t wait.
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requested by anon: Okay so we all know how protective alpha!Kayston is about omega!reader but what about her getting sad and needy cause she’s watching them help each other through their ruts and won’t let her join even tho the doctor gave the okay on it. Like they’re afraid to hurt her physically but don’t realize they’re hurting her emotionally.
notes: this was intending to be like, 600 words long??? HA. that was never gonna happen. don’t like it, don’t read it. (there is also some abo!lierra in here too)
warnings: angst, smut, fluff
word count: 4.6k. (600 words my fuckin ASS)
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Being pregnant with twins was certainly an experience for you. Being pregnant with twins after being impregnated by two Alphas was something else entirely.
Mercifully for you, because of the pregnancy, it meant that you stopped going into heat. But when a bump had started showing, your alphas had turned to each other when their ruts had hit them.
This appointment you’d attended alone, their ruts having caught the three of you by surprise. Your doctor was surprisingly kind, a Beta. And she sensed a question that was burning your mouth.
“Even if it feels stupid to ask, sometimes asking helps.” She encouraged gently.
“Will their ruts hurt me or the babies?” And you felt the lone tear fall. She handed you a tissue with no hesitation.
“No. It’s perfectly safe for both of them if they’re rutting. The only thing I wouldn’t recommend is both of them. It won’t cause any damage from what we’ve seen in previous cases like yours, but it’s better not to take the chance. One of them, yes. Both of them, it’s not been proven to be dangerous but it’s not been proven to be safe either.” Her words were both comforting and frustrating.
“They’ve been focusing on each other instead of you, haven’t they?” Her question wasn’t unkind, but the tears fell regardless.
“It’s like they can’t even touch me any more and it’s driving me mad but they won’t listen. And I can hear them and it hurts to think like this because it draws back to the fears of just being a breeding purpose.” You’d never admit that to your Alpha’s. But some of the words that had been slung at you had stuck.
“It might be presumptuous of me, but I can always put you in touch with a therapy service. It’s not to make you believe the rhetoric spouted by the bigots,” she cut in at your outraged look, “but to help you go through all of this. I might be a professional but even I recognised that both of your alphas are famous.” Her dry tone caused your face to grow warm and you hesitated.
“I could maybe take a look.” You finally admitted quietly and she handed you a small card.
“Don’t be too mad with them. They’re just thinking that they’re doing the right thing and are entirely misguided because of it.”
You nodded your thanks to her before leaving, booking the next appointment. When you got into the car, you made the journey home, wondering if you could step into the house knowing that their scent was going to drive you crazy and they wouldn’t do anything about it.
You could hear them as soon as you stepped through the door, and you steered your thoughts away from being rejected.
But it didn’t make it hurt any less.
Grabbing a blanket and a couple of pillows from the living room, you headed out to where the porch swing was, curling up and wrapping yourself in the blanket as you muffled the heartbroken tears that fell.
Whether they knew they were hurting you or not, you couldn’t stop the pain, the loneliness.
When the house fell silent, you pressed your face into the pillow, unwilling to give them worry. You weren’t too sure if you’d be able to face them at that moment.
Taking the decision to stop your heart from breaking further, you called Luke. When he greeted you, you couldn’t find the words to ask if you could stay with him.
But he understood.
“I’ll be around in fifteen. At least tell your dumb alphas that you’re coming to mine or they’ll panic.” Part of you wanted them to panic, to feel that worry. But you hummed an agreement.
When you made your way upstairs, it was quiet. When you stepped in your shared bedroom, joy tried to ignore the heartache at the sight of them wrapped up together, asleep.
So you quietly packed some clothes and made your way downstairs, leaving a note on the kitchen counter for them to find when they woke up.
Luke has arrived and once you were in the car and he was pulling away, you cried.
“What are they doing, sweet thing?” And you told him everything.
When you’d arrived at his, Sierra was there to greet you, her concern melting into annoyance at your alphas.
“They should know better.” She muttered as she took your hand and guided you inside.
When your bag had been set by the stairs, her arms drew you into a hug. Her touch felt wrong and yet you leaned into it because it was the first piece of physical affection you’d gotten and the small, sad thought caused the tears to fall.
“Sweetheart.” Sierra’s concern was overwhelming and you held onto her tightly. And then it clicked for her when she caught a whiff of their scents on you.
Without another word, she pulled you upstairs to the spare bedroom, her arms and body wrapping around yours as you cried.
“Love?” Luke had followed helplessly behind, feeling at a complete loss of what to do.
“Their Alpha’s haven’t touched them during their ruts. It’s probably the worst thing they could’ve done because our sweet omega here is trying to convince their mind that it’s not a rejection. That it’s out of care. But they’re hurting.” Sierra’s voice was soothing and her hand ran up and down your back as you struggled to contain the sobbing.
“But, this?” His hesitation was met with a warm smile from his mate.
“The physical connection with an Alpha is a form of grounding. More often than not it’s an Alpha they know, which is why we’re like this. You’re emotional support but they need that physical touch, especially with the babies.” Luke’s face was a picture.
“Babies?”
“Surprise.” You muttered into Sierra's shoulder.
“Oh sweet omega, you were never gonna be able to hide that from other Alphas. Luke here is just a bit slow on that uptake and scent change.” Sierra teased and you simply sighed in return.
Eventually Luke crawled behind you and didn’t protest the other omegas touch.
It had been very hit and miss with the pregnancy, other omegas touch having made you feel physically ill. Part of you suspected it was because you were nestled into Sierra.
“Is it wrong for me to say I’m glad that we don’t have a third?” Luke’s quiet huff instantly had guilt rushing through you.
“Sorry Lu.” You whispered and he scoffed, his arms tightening around you.
“Don’t apologise. I’m just thinking out loud. I know you’re mates and this doesn’t bother me, but sharing another? I don’t know how I’d feel.” He murmured and you chuckled.
“I wasn’t sure at first. But they were both so possessive, Kaykay more than Ashton, and I wanted them both. I guess there’s something guiding us with our mating, at least our attitudes. You wouldn’t have a third if you got jealous easily. They get jealous, yes, but when I’m not focusing on them after so long.” Your voice seemed to get heavier and Sierra tutted gently.
“Questions later. Rest sweet thing. When can I expect your mates to start storming the walls?”
The order wasn’t quite an Alpha’s order, but your body began to submit regardless.
“Probably when they realise that I meant what I said when I told them I was spending a few days away.” You replied before you finally fell asleep.
When you next woke up, you felt confused. You were still sandwiches between Sierra and Luke and your bladder was about to burst.
You shifted, climbing over Sierra before rushing to the bathroom, your bladder feeling the relief once you’d peed. When you returned to the room, Sierra was sat up.
“Looks like you needed that last night sweet thing. We thought you’d wake up to the smell of food but you didn’t even twitch.” Her tone was amused and you felt your eyes unable to meet hers.
“You should’ve woken me, I need to-I have to still eat even when I don’t want to.” It explained why you hadn’t been hit with morning sickness yet.
“Don’t worry. It happens. Let’s get some food started and this big lug of an omega should get up then.”
You followed her downstairs, and watched as she began to make breakfast. You’d retrieved yourself phone from your bag to find the battery nearly drained as well a lot of missed calls.
Plugging it into a charger, you opened up the texts from your mates, noting the apologetic tones. You sighed.
“I guess they’re feeling sorry.” Sierra murmured and you nodded.
“I know they are, but this, this is different.” You hummed and she nodded.
“It is. You’re more than welcome to stay another night.” She murmured gently and you nodded in return.
“I appreciate your hospitality.” The two of you shared a smile as you heard footsteps upstairs and she dished up the food.
When Luke got downstairs, his hair was ruffled and he couldn't contain his yawn, but he greeted you with a grin before greeting his mate with a kiss.
You looked away, the sharp pain giving you a shock, your hand reaching up to grasp over your heart.
Sierra was immediately in front of you, her hands cradling your face as you shrugged to take in any kind of breath.
“You’re not going catatonic on us sweet thing. Yes your Alohas have been dumb but they’ll come back to you.” And your mind latched onto those words, the few tears that had fallen made you feel slightly guilty.
“You shouldn’t have to deal with this. I’m sorry.” You whispered and she shook her head.
“Despite them being idiots, letting you fall into a catatonic state would make everything worse. And I’m certain your Alphas would rip me a new one.” She murmured as she cleaned your face free from the tears.
You didn’t argue with her as she finally pulled away and returned to breakfast, your mind replaying her words over and over to ease the pain in your chest.
“So I was thinking, maybe winding the two very dumb alphas up today, what do you say?” Luke’s question was so casual you very nearly didn’t pay attention to it, trying to keep your mind focused on the fact that they hadn’t rejected you.
But you’d heard his words and felt that they deserved some worry.
“Luke...” Sierra's tone was a warning and he grinned impishly at her.
“We’re just going out. But you aren’t going to know where, and neither are they. I’ll take my phone so we can call if we need it, but today is an omega day.” He turned a cheeky smile in your direction and you tried to smile back, but it felt like a grimace.
“It’d be nice to be around people who don’t make me wanna throw up.” Both Alpha and omega snorted their drinks in laughter before the three of you went and got ready for the day.
By the time the car was down the highway, you ignored the tug that was begging you to go home. You knew you were going to go home but you needed to teach them a lesson.
Even if it hurt you.
It was a day of the beach mostly. Neither of you were looked at twice, not with your two marks and his singular one. And if there were fans about, they left the two of you alone.
You’d done some shopping, finding the silliest finds that you could for your mates. You’d picked out the most obnoxious shirt for Ashton, knowing he’d probably wear it, paired with the most ridiculous board shorts as well. For Kaykay you’d picked up some outrageous skirts that held clashing colours as well as another obnoxious shirt. But you’d also picked out some nicer gifts as well.
As you walked about, stopping every now and then, you were feeling more relaxed for the first time in weeks.
It felt like a small piece of freedom which soothed your aching soul.
“Do you think if I asked, they’d move closer to the coastline?” You asked as the two of you got ice cream. Luke paid for you, much to your dismay.
“I think they’d move to the ends of the earth if you asked them to. However I know that Ash has been looking at either selling up or expanding. Why the coast though?” You were walking along the parade, your arm looked through his as you hummed, trying to process your thoughts.
“It just feels soothing. I know that it’ll be hell during tourist season but if we could find a quiet place with a nice sized garden along the coastline? It’d be ideal.”
The two of you finished up, heading back to the car. The sun was beginning to set and you knew that Luke had promised for the two of you to be back for dinner.
You hadn’t expected to see Ashton’s car parked just outside of the driveway, causing your eyebrows to shoot up. You also didn’t expect to hear shouting from within the house when you stepped out of the car.
“You two are thick fucking Alpha’s if you really believe that to be a way to treat your Omega!” Sierra’s voice cut through the air and you shared a look with Luke.
“I guess she decided to give them the what for.” He muttered as the two of you made your way back inside.
“We’d damage them or the babies, it’s why we-”
“Says who? Did you talk to your mate? Ask their doctor? I held your mate as they cried last night because of you absolute morons!”
The shouting had masked your entry back and you slowly made your way to the sound of the shouting.
“If anyone should be shouting, it should be me.” You muttered as you stepped into the living room and three pairs of eyes snapped to you. Sierra smiled.
The relief on Kaykay and Ashton’s faces made your anger surge.
“You don’t get to look at me like that.” You snapped, causing both of them to reel back in shock. “Had you listened to me the first time, you’d have found out that it’s fine for you to be with me when you rut. Maybe not both together but individually, yes.”
Their faces fell and you turned to Sierra.
“I know you extended the invite for me to stay tonight, but I think we’d best get home.” She smiled and pulled you in for a hug.
“You’re welcome back anytime.”
When Luke pulled you into a hug, you held on a little bit tighter.
“We need more omega days.” He whispered before letting you go.
“I did have the best day today. Thank you.” And he beamed.
You made your way upstairs and collected the few things you’d brought before heading back down to where your two silent Alphas were waiting.
The journey home was excruciating because they held their silence. You refused to give any satisfaction of breaking the quiet, so the journey was held no conversations or music as Ashton drove the three of you home.
When you were back within the walls of your own home, you headed up to the spare room and this finally broke their silence.
“Are you, you’re not sleeping with us?” The hesitation in Kaykay’s voice made your chest hurt once more. But you tried to ignore the side that was screaming at you to crawl back into your room with them.
“Unless you two are going to touch me, no.”
Her hand reached out, fingers curving your cheek with a hopeful look in her eyes. You could only sigh.
“You know I don’t mean like that.” You got out and her hand dropped.
“We could hurt you, hurt the babies.” Ashton finally whispered, the determination that you’d seen days before, replaced by uncertainty.
“If you’d have bothered to even try and listen to me last week, you’d have realised that one of you won’t do any damage. The whole fucking point of being your mate and omega is to help you.” You finally snapped and Ashton flinched back.
It felt wrong on every level to see him so, submissive. Even Kaykay had her eyes on the floor and you felt wrong, wrong, wrong.
You were their omega.
“Please, look at me.” The words were a broken whimper and their heads snapped up. And you weren’t entirely sure what changed, but they were both surrounding you, their scent so unique and welcoming as you held onto them both.
“Please I can’t take it. I’ve cried so much. It hurts my soul being like this but all I feel like is just a thing for you to breed and then for you both to turn to each other.” You finally got out, and the realisation of your words hurt you more than you realised, a sob breaking free.
You caught a glimpse of the matching looks of horror on their faces and you felt the guilt begin to eat you up for making them feel like that.
But then Kaykay spoke up.
“Sweetheart, we didn’t realise it was hurting you this much. Oh god I’m so sorry.” Her arms were around you and you barely moved as the both pressed against you, your body relishing in the fact that you were pressed between your Alphas.
Only when you’d calmed down, did they finally move, but it was to bring you back to your own room, Ashton leaving for a moment to retrieve your things.
In those few moments, a side of you was clawing at you to follow him, but you were encased within Kaykay’s arms. So you whined.
“Sweetheart?” Her voice was gentle and soothing.
“Alpha.” You whimpered in return and she understood immediately.
“Ash baby, come back.” Her voice was calm and the second he was back in the room, you settled. “Sweet omega, how did you survive like this?” There was no patronising tone, her curious genuine as Ashton crawled in and pressed against you.
“Survive what?” His voice held confusion and she pressed a kiss to your lips before getting off the bed. Your eyes tracked her as she walked around the room, but the moment she left the room for longer than fifteen seconds, the whines began to escape, fingers digging into the sheets, torn.
She stepped back into view and your body relaxed.
Pushing yourself up, you crawled across the bed to her, kneeing up when you reached the edge of the bed where she stood.
Kaykay smirked.
“Needy little omega. So desperate. We’ve been such piss poor Alphas, making you think you were nothing but something for us to breed. But we need to rectify that. Make sure you know that we want you.” Her voice was husky and you tried to keep your breathing steady.
You were going on your instincts at this point, the desperate need so strong and demanding.
“Please Alpha.”
You could see she was visibly hard, and she glanced over her shoulder to Ashton.
“I can see your worry, but we take our sweet, willing omega one at a time. Make sure they know they’re all we want.” You bit back a moan at her words. The bed shifted and you watched as they both got undressed, Ashton taking the chair in the corner.
She helped you off the bed, undressing you with practised ease, her fingers feeling like fire on your skin.
“Back on the bed little omega. Hands and knees facing your Alpha.” You did as you were told, eyes studying Ashton as his hand moved up and down his cock slowly.
You felt Kaykay press behind you, the bed sinking with her weight. She wasted no time, burying her cock inside of you, a loud moan falling from your lips.
“Needy little omega.” She murmured as her hips began to move and you knew that you weren’t going to last long at all.
Your first orgasm surprised her, pulling a stunned gasp from her lips as your arms trembled from holding you up.
“So desperate for your Alpha’s that you’re barely being fucked and you’re already making a mess. Oh baby we’re gonna have fun with you.” You whined at her words, fingers grasping at the covers.
With one hand on your hips, she leaned forward, her other hand gripping your shoulder and pulling you up against her.
The new position had you seeing stars, head falling back onto her shoulders as she continued to drive into you, her lips playing with her mark on you and you knew she wasn’t too far off.
“Look at your Alpha when I knot you little omega. We may have already bred you but fuck, show him how good this feels.” Her words were much lower, and you couldn’t fight the command, head tilting back towards Ashton as you felt the shift and you moaned.
Your eyes stayed locked with Ashton as you came again, Kaykay’s orgasm following and her teeth sinking into her mark, your body twitching as she held you in place, her breathing heavy.
“So perfect little omega. Are you ready for your Alpha to fill you again?” You gasped, a whine escaping as you felt the knot already in you deflate and Kaykay slid out effortlessly.
“Come sit on your Alphas lap little omega. You’ve been so good for us.” His words were coaxing and you slowly climbed off the bed, legs trembling a little.
Kaykay remained on the bed, her body almost flopping into the bed sheets as her eyes watched you both, Ashton’s arms catching you as you half collapsed into his lap, straddling him as you did.
“So good for us little omega. I promise you we won’t do this again.” His words had a profound effect as you ground against his cock, a whimper leaving your lips as his hands pressed into your hips, lifting you up and your hand gripped his cock, the other grasping his shoulder as he settled you down, a low moan escaping from him in time with another whine from you.
“Alpha.” The word escaped and he shifted the two of you until his hips began to rock against you and you could feel your eyes rolling back as he fucked up into you.
“God I’m so sorry little omega, denying this from you when I should’ve listened.” The words were a low growl, your mind spinning as you felt Kaykay come up behind you, her lips working your neck.
With both of your Alpha’s stimulating you, you knew it wasn’t going to be much longer and Ashton groaned as your body shook and the orgasm hit you, his low moans having a dizzying effect on you.
“Keep cumming sweet omega. Cum on his cock till you’re spent.” Kaykay whispered and you didn’t fight her words as the angle he was driving into you, sent you spiralling once more before he chased his own high, his knot expanding inside of you.
His teeth sank into his own mark, Kaykay’s teeth sinking in a second time and you felt everything in you settle, the care of your Alpha’s driving away any doubts as you all caught your breath.
“I’m so sorry sweetheart.” Ashton finally whispered as he drew back and your lips found his, gentle and soothing compared to the desperate and needy kisses.
“Talk to me. Don’t shut me out. Even Sierra recognised that you doing this to me was both stupid and dangerous.” You whispered in return and he sighed as he pulled out and groaned at the sight between your legs. You smiled gently.
“I know you’re in a rut but both of you look like you haven’t slept.” Ashton pulled you back to the bed, Kaykay having retrieved a cloth to clean between your legs before crawling up your body, dropping a kiss to your lips.
“Then nap time sounds amazing sweetheart.” She whispered, her body settling next to yours. Ashton has discarded the cloth before settling on your other side.
Their scent enveloped you as your mind settled, falling asleep with ease as their hands rested over the small bump.
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You ended up waking up the following day and despite how tangible your mates scents were, it wasn’t overwhelming and desperate like the last few days had been.
Kaykay’s face was nuzzled into your neck, her breathing slow and heavy. Ashton’s fingers traced light patterns on your barely showing bump, his face pressed into your hair.
“I know you’re awake sweetheart.” His voice was soothing and soft. You hummed in response, unwilling to lodge your mate from her position against you.
Ashton made no further attempt to talk as you just enjoyed the peace of being wedged between them both, your heart and soul seemingly allowing the moment to balm the edges that had appeared over the last few days.
“You really hurt me.” You finally whispered. Ashton’s hand stilled only for a moment before he continued and you took that as a signal to continue talking.
But the words wouldn’t come. Or at least, words that wouldn’t break his heart.
“It felt like my chest was caving in at the thought of you both rejecting me, or even just using me to breed pups and then turn to each other.” The tears were in your eyes, lifting a hand to wipe them away.
Ashton held his silence, knowing you needed to get this off your chest.
“All I could think was that the fans were right and I was nothing to either of you.” This time a sob broke free, and a gentle squeeze from Kaykay alerted you to the fact she was awake.
“We made the wrong judgement without your input, and would have lost you because of it.” Ashton spoke softly, the pain in his voice certainly telling of how much he cared.
“I’m your mate. Your third. I’m carrying both of your pups for fucks sake.”
“And we picked the wrong decision. I know our hormones and emotions were high yesterday, but when I said I was sorry, I meant it sweet omega. You’ve changed us for the better but we’re both headstrong alphas who need you. And we nearly lost you.” Kaykay’s voice was filled with sleep and you could only hold on to her and Ashton’s grip around you got tighter.
“If I had to spend the rest of my life making it up to you, I would. You deserve better than how we treated you.” Ashton’s voice was gentle as you shifted around, wiggling so that you could look at him, a stern look in your eyes.
“I do, but you’re my stubborn alphas who still forget that their omega is not an alpha, no matter how much sass I give you both. I accept your apologies and when I’m not so angry about it all, you know I’ll forgive you. But you have to promise me, both of you promise me that you’ll never do this again.”
“You have my word, little omega.” Ashton didn’t hesitate with his words, and you turned to Kaykay.
“I promise you, sweetheart. It won’t happen ever again.” And you could hear the honesty in their words.
“Good.” You felt petulant but being wrapped up in both of them felt too good for you to want to willingly be away from them.
You knew the bond needed to settle and you were not going to say no to a day with your alphas, especially when they were like this.
Settling into their embrace, Ashton resumed tracing patterns on the bump and your mind followed it slowly before you fell back asleep, murmuring a soft “love both of you.”
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It was a game of cat and mouse from the start. You knew the Alpha Ashton was used to getting what and whomever he wanted. One look from his domineering eyes and you had no choice but to comply.
Not you though. You spotted him from across the way of his house that was now being treated as one large mating season. He leaned against the bar top, hazel eyes following your every move, nostrils flaring as he tracked your scent.
You continued to give him flirty eyes as you made your rounds of saying hello. And when he approached you, the closer he got the further you skipped away. By the third time you heard his low growl and it appeased you because no ones ever denied him.
Even if it was just for play.
The heat of the partygoers was getting to you so you ducked outside onto the balcony, the string of lights creating a ring of glow. Then you were yanked by your forearm, an automatic snarl left your lips as you were pushed against the side of the house.
“Little one likes to play, hmm?” Ashton asks, his nose skimming along your jugular. His breath fans over your skin as his fingers dance along the sides of your thighs leaving goosebumps in their wake.
“Alphas have to work a little bit, don’t you think?” You breathe out just as his fingers squeeze on the meat of your thighs. You’re pulled against his pelvis, an excited squeal emits from you.
“I’d like to see how long you think you’re in charge here, pretty wolf,” he sighs. His lips are velvet on your skin but he’s not kissing you, he’s just a hair away but it leaves your bones quaking.
“You haven’t done anything yet, so I’d say I’m doing a good job, no?”
Ashton growls again, grinding himself against you and you can’t help the moan that leaves your mouth from feeling how hard he is.
“Don’t tempt me,” his voice reverberates by your ear, shivers trickle down your spine. “We aren’t supposed to mate until tomorrow night, so I guess I’ll have to tease you the way you’ve been teasing me.”
notes: so this wasn’t requested, however it kind of just happened? semi inspired by @sexgodashton‘s fic piece that looked at the catatonic state of mates and how I left the last fic, well this gets really heavy and dark. i didn’t realise how cathartic it was to write until the words were out and it was off my shoulders. please don’t feel obligated to read this because when i say it’s heavy, lau literally sent me a video of her crying. props to her and also @queer-5sos for cheering me on through this v heavy piece and giving me their thoughts on it. i love u guys.
warnings: infant death, depression, angst, mention of dying, and them some gentleness at the end. when it say this is heavy i ain’t playing. please do not read if any of this is triggering.
word count: 4.1k. (team long winded bitch™)
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alpha’s and omega | step forward | decisions
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Ashton and Kaykay had been hovering for the better part of six days now. And they were driving you to either destruction or distraction, you weren’t too sure.
But when the first contraction hit, you were so glad that they were there for you, helping you time between each painful burst. Kaykay practically holding you up as Ashton grabbed the two bags that he’d gotten packed up. One for the babies and one for you.
He was ready with the car, calling ahead to the hospital to inform them. And when he relayed the information that Kaykay had shouted to him, they urged him to get you to the hospital. The babies were coming and they weren’t going to wait.
The drive was a whirlwind of pain, trying to regulate your breathing with Kaykay, her hand in yours being a solid grounding so that you didn’t try to hide from the pain. The only thing that felt this bad was when you’d thought they were rejecting you.
A grimace stole across your face at that thought, but your alpha’s didn’t take much notice of it.
When you arrived at the hospital, Ashton didn’t hesitate to have you in his arms, Kaykay holding the bags as they rushed through.
“We called ahead, Irwin. Our omega is having twins.” And the nurses understood almost immediately, one of the ward sisters beckoning him to follow her. And he did.
People seemed to move out of the way as the ward sister guided. Ashton could sense she was another Alpha, but he knew that with him and his mate, practically chasing after the sister, their pregnant omega lay in his arms, people scattered fast.
The movement was jarring for you, the pain in your lower back and around your belly was reaching fever pitch and you thought you were going to pass out, a strangled cry escaping.
“Nearly there angel, I promise.” Kaykay soothed from beside you, her hand reaching over to take yours. You couldn’t do much but let out a pained cry in response. It was both exciting and frightening.
They were quick once you were set up in a private room, various midwives and a doctor getting you hooked up to machines and checking your notes. You noticed that one of the midwives was about to order Kaykay from the room, the look on her face screaming that your mate was unwelcome.
But you needed both of them.
“Alpha’s.” You whimpered and they were either side of your bed, cutting off the woman and providing you with the much needed comfort.
A few confused looks were passed between the nurses, but you couldn’t care less.
“Which Alpha do you wish to stay?” Your eyes opened to the same woman, her eyes lingering on Kaykay and you felt a low growl escape between your teeth at her disrespect towards your mate.
“I need both of my mates.” You snapped back, leaning back on the pillows and gripping their hands as another contraction hit. You could hear the woman getting scolded but you couldn’t care.
“Look at our protective omega.” Kaykay whispered, a look of awe in her eyes and you gave her a tired smile.
“Mine.” Was all you could muster the energy to mutter, but she understood, leaning forwards and pressing a kiss to your forehead.
You felt the unbearable feeling twisting through your body, urging you to push. And only after a few seconds once the Doctor was ready, ignoring the grumbles from your Alpha’s, they instructed you to push.
And the pain was indescribable as you did so, a scream of frustration escaping as you sucked in a deep breath.
Ashton let his hand rest on your forehead, retrieving the damp cloth moments later and you sighed before following the instructions to push once more.
It was exhausting. Being told to push constantly, then waiting for twenty minutes and then going through the motions again. But you followed it, followed the motions until a cry of delight came from the doctor and you were spurred on by the reaction that there was some progress.
And then with the sensation of gushing followed by a surprised sound from the Doctor, the pain ceased as you tried to gather your bearings. But you felt dizzy.
“Alpha, m’tired.” You whispered and you could see Ashton’s alarmed face, but the lethargy was hitting you heavier than you’d expected.
“I need another doctor!” Was the last thing you heard.
You weren’t too sure how long had passed, but you could hear frantic callings of your name. Your consciousness followed those calls, breaking through the fog that clouded your mind as Ashton cried out in relief.
“Babies?” You muttered and Kaykay soothed your hair.
“They took them out of the room. No one is saying anything.” She whispered. You felt a strange sensation between your legs and whimpered.
“It’s okay sweetheart. They’re stitching you up.” Ashton whispered as he pressed a kiss to your temple and you could only hum in return. But something in you felt off.
It was another ten minutes before you were done, the doctor looking pale but semi-relieved.
“I’ll be back with news.” The reassurance was superficial. Your chest felt wrong and you’d gripped your Alpha’s hands tightly.
“I feel off. It doesn’t feel right.” You whispered. Kaykay could only hold you as Ashton collapsed into the seat next to the bed, his hands shaking. But no one was saying a word until the doctor returned, tears in their eyes.
And you felt it strike you, the vice grip on your heart.
“There, there were complications. The babies had gotten tangled up in the umbilical cord, hence why it was so difficult because one was pulling the other out with them. But, we tried everything and it wasn’t enough.”
Your heart shattered as a wail escaped, turning into a scream of defiance and heartbreak before you leaned into Kaykay and sobbed.
Your soul felt broken as your mates cried with you, confused and hurt. Why did this happen to you? What did you do wrong? The doctor couldn’t answer your questions, you knew that much.
But what wouldn’t leave you alone, was that you’d failed them. You’d failed your Alpha’s.
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They offered the three of you the chance to hold your babies. And you couldn’t say no, not for this one chance. Part of you wondered if you’d get this chance ever again.
You couldn’t stop sobbing, seeing what could’ve been. You weren’t surprised that they were a girl and a boy. But even when they took them away once more, your chest felt like it was on fire as you cried.
Ashton and Kaykay were both lost. The excitement had turned into heartbreak and their mate could not stop sobbing.
It felt like some kind of hellish nightmare.
They kept you in overnight because of the complications. You desperately wanted to be wedged between your Alpha’s, but the hospital provided one small cot, so Kaykay slept on the cot and Ashton took the chair between the both of you.
Sleep never reached you.
You couldn’t get it out of your head that you’d failed them. You’d failed the two people who loved and protected you. Who did everything for you. And the one thing that you could do in return you’d failed.
You weren’t too sure when the nurses came, you only knew that it was dawn by the judgement of the sun rising. But even as the sun filtered over your Alpha’s stirring them into consciousness, you couldn’t enjoy the beauty of them, your mind still whirling around those thoughts.
Would they still love you?
That thought brought you up short as the nurse stepped in and began to check your obs.
Words wouldn’t come to you. You wanted to apologise to your Alpha’s, to beg for forgiveness. But the words wouldn’t come as the nurse finished her rounds and Ashton took your hand in his.
You still felt cold.
You could hear the voices, but it was only when Ashton pulled your attention that you realised that you were being discharged.
“Things are in the process. Let's go home.” He murmured and you leaned on him as he helped you. Kaykay was a few steps ahead, but she hadn’t even looked at you that morning, the ache in your chest becoming more prominent.
You felt lost.
Even on the drive home, Ashton had you sit up front next to him, his hand only leaving yours when needed.
Arriving home hurt the worst.
Kaykay didn’t even wait, she had gone in without the two of you and you flinched as the door slammed shut. You kept your eyes cast down, unable to even bear looking up.
“Do you want some rest?” Your mind couldn’t help but note there was no term of endearment. It began to race, as you simply nodded and he helped you upstairs to your shared bedroom. Kaykay was nowhere to be seen and you felt your heart sink, wondering if Ashton was going to stay.
“I’ll make sure she’s okay. Sleep for now.” His reassurance was lost on you as the door shut behind him and a tear fell.
All your mind could focus on was that they blamed you. Kaykay couldn’t look at you and Ashton kept his distance. And it hurt so much worse than at the start of the pregnancy because this time, there was a clear reason for it.
Despite having been awake for so long, sleep never came and they didn’t come to bed. You’d heard the front door open and close. You wondered how long you’d survive till the rejection fully kicked in and left you barely clinging to life.
They still had each other.
You’d failed them.
You were almost zombie-like as you pulled yourself from the bed that smelled like them, that smelled like home and love and hope. Instead you went into the nursery that still had the freshly painted smell.
You’d been insistent on warm but neutral colours, and they’d caved to your pleading eyes. Two cribs were set up so that the babies would’ve been close together.
‘They’ll never be separated now.’ Your mind whispered sadly. The stabbing pain in your chest was easy to ignore now, it was all you’d felt for the last day.
You idly wondered if this was how parents died from heartbreak before your knees gave out and you crashed to the floor, curled up in the fetal position as you tried to block the agonising pain.
You couldn’t even die from rejection peacefully.
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“What’s with the attitude?” Ashton finally questioned Kaykay. He’d pulled her out of the house, the two of them going on a walk around the block repeatedly. It would give her the space to get it off her chest without you hearing but they were still close enough to check in on you.
“We did everything right. But the babies are still gone. I’m fucking angry because it feels like this is what we got for being mated alphas before they came into our lives.” The words struck him hard as he pulled her into a hug, her fingers grasping his shirt tightly.
A choked sob fell from her lips.
“It feels like we’re being punished. And our omega doesn’t deserve that, not for our choice before we met them.” She got out and he soothed her softly, the night sky seemingly to wrap around them, their emotions and pull it to the surface.
“We aren’t. Things just happen sometimes and this is one of them. There’s nothing we can do apart from be there for each other.” He whispered and she nodded against him.
They stayed like that for a few moments, a dull ache forming in their chests.
“C’mon. We need to get back to our omega. They’re gonna be hurting badly.” He whispered and they began the short journey home.
The house was quiet, too quiet to their ears and Ashton could feel the pit in his stomach twist uncomfortably. Kaykay pushed away to climb the stairs, pausing when she opened the bedroom door.
“Ash, they’re not in bed.” Her words added to the uncomfortable sensation and he made his way up the stairs, two at a time. There was no hesitation as he glanced into the empty room, rumpled sheets being a tell tale sign that you’d moved.
Panic was threatening but he held his ground as he immediately checked the bathrooms whilst Kaykay checked the nursery.
It was her distressed cry that had him almost breaking through the walls, forcing himself to stop at the sight of you on the floor, Kaykay half holding you up.
“They’re not too far gone.” Her tears were running thick and fast as Ashton stepped into the room, pulling you into his arms.
“Grab some extra blankets. They’re cold. Send out a text to one of the girls and ask if they can get some food over, we can’t leave their side.” He whispered as he carried you back into the bedroom.
He didn’t want to go back to the hospital unless it was necessary.
They had you nestled in between them, their lips brushing over their marks on you as they held onto your tightly. You were cold to touch but you had a pulse and you were breathing.
It was painful for them to see you so still, so bereft of colour and life. And with the loss of the babies already surrounding them, they knew that they’d never survive losing you as well.
“Sweet omega, please, we can’t lose you too.” The tears were falling fast from both of them, Kaykay’s voice thick with heartbreak. “We still love you, I promise you. This isn’t your fault.” She breathed, her body unwilling to relinquish any kind of grip on you.
Ashton couldn’t find words to say as he held you tightly to his chest, watching his mate break down at the possibility of losing you as well. Part of him figured that he should’ve taken you to the hospital, but he knew that waking up in the hospital would be detrimental to you, and he wasn’t about to put you through that again.
“Please little one. If you can hear us, come home. We still want you, you’re ours to love and cherish. Please, please, please.” At that moment he didn’t care that he was an Alpha begging to his Omega mate. He was a partner, desperately begging the person he loved to stay alive, to fight for them.
It was twelve hours before you moved. You’d shifted slightly, your body tilting towards Kaykay and she cried from relief. You were still there.
Crystal and Sierra had cooked up a storm, bringing the food and coming over with it. They understood the request once they saw you nestled between your Alpha’s, no babies in sight.
“Some food to tide you through the day. We’ll come back at dinner time with some more.” Sierra whispered and Ashton could only nod in thanks as they left.
They’d come and gone a second time before you moved again, a whimper falling from your lip as a shiver ran through your body.
“We’re here, we’ve got you little one. Come back to us, please sweetheart, come back to us.” Ashton didn’t hesitate, desperate for you to open your eyes.
“Please angel, we need you.” It was like you were gasping for air as your eyes opened, fingers clawing at their arms as they both cried from relief.
You started sobbing, turning into Kaykay first, your arms wrapping around her and she held you as tightly as she could, her own tears falling.
“I’m so sorry, I’m sorry I’m sorry.” You babbled, gasping for air.
“You have nothing to be sorry for. Nothing.” Her tone was firm as you clung to her and cried. Ashton had you both pulled against him, the feeling of his body against yours giving you an ease that he still wanted you.
“I failed you, failed you both. Can’t even be a good omega.” Kaykay pulled her head back, her hand firmly grasping your chin and forcing you to look at her. She could see that you truly believed those words and Ashton felt the force of her command as she spoke.
“You’re a good omega. You did not fail us and you are not to think otherwise. It was not your fault. You’re our omega, the best omega. You're mine. Ours.” You didn’t even fight the submit, your mind clearing of the thoughts of failure but the pain still lay there.
“I’m sorry.” You got out again and she shook her head, her lips meeting yours.
“Not your fault.”
“Never your fault, sweetheart.” Ashton chimed in and you shifted to his embrace. The pain was still there, but your chest wasn’t on fire.
It was a start for your healing, all three of you.
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When you next woke up, you had two attentive Alpha’s who had watched you carefully. You didn’t protest this, snuggling yourself into Kaykay, a breath of air escaping her as she shifted to wrap her arms around you tightly.
Ashton slid from the covers, and your hand was automatically searching for him in your tired state.
“I’ll take five minutes. I promise.” Your bleary eyes took in the clock on the side and noted the numbers, giving a huff of acceptance, making him laugh as he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
“Love you, sweetheart.” He whispered before disappearing out of the room.
You clung to Kaykay, desperately trying to ignore the ache in your chest and then Ashton was there, having only been three minutes instead of five.
The ache eased immediately and Kaykay relinquished her grip on you so that you could turn your attention to Ashton, your head lay over his heart.
You knew it was instinct, the loss of the babies still so very raw and the misunderstood rejection. Your mind was jumbled and tired, trying to understand. So you relied on instinct instead.
“I’ve got you sweetheart. I’m not going anywhere.” He murmured softly, your body relaxing at his words as you allowed yourself to settle between them, lethargy hitting you once more and pulling you back to sleep.
When you next woke up, you were confused and your body felt like you’d been hit by a truck.
“We need to get you moving about a little bit. Even if it’s just around the room.” Kaykay coaxed and you were reluctant to leave the warmth that you had with your Alpha’s. But part of your mind knew she was right.
“Downstairs and back again?” You queried quietly and she gave you a smile in return.
“Sounds like a plan. We can grab a snack. You coming Ash?” You heard the underlaying order and ducked your head, feeling silly for the fact you needed both of them, but he was having none of that, his fingers sliding underneath your chin, coaxing you to look up.
When your eyes met his, you pressed your lips together, taking in a deep breath to stop the tears that you could feel building up.
“You need us, don’t ever feel bad for needing us, sweetheart.” You let out a soft hum of agreement, his lips finding yours for a moment before pulling away. “We can see what the girls have been making for us whilst you recovered.”
This earned a confused glance from you and he smiled as he began to guide you down stairs Kaykay following behind. It was only because of her footsteps that you didn’t immediately seek out her touch.
“When we found you, they came around with food so we didn’t have to leave your side.” Ashton explained as you reached the kitchen. Your body ached as you slowly moved, gripping Ashton’s arm for support.
“You good, angel?” Kaykay’s voice was gentle as she touched your free arm that wasn’t grasping onto Ashton for dear life. You thought about it, taking a slow deep breath.
“Yeah, it just hurts to move.” You finally muttered and she smiled gently in return. Her lips found your temple before she moved around the kitchen, pulling out some containers. Unable to help yourself, you sniffed the air, your stomach growling as you recognised your favourites.
Ashton laughed as you hid your face in his shoulder in embarrassment.
Hearing him laugh made the ache in your soul feel less like it was on fire.
You knew pushing yourself too much would set you back, but just the thought of going upstairs without one or both of them made you anxious.
“Sweetheart? What’s set your anxiety off?” For a moment you felt annoyed, knowing that they were so in tune with your emotions. But it was also a relief that you didn’t have to try and explain.
“I don’t want to push it. But leaving even one of you...” You trailed off, the anxiety slipping through enough for understanding to dawn across your Alpha’s faces.
“Nearly done angel.” Kaykay soothed, the microwave going off as if to prove her point.
Making your way back upstairs, Kaykay went ahead first, easing your anxieties as you hesitated at the door, your eyes drawn to the door of the-would have been-nursery. Kaykay had put the food down in your room and returned to your side.
The loss was so harsh in that moment, a whine ripping from you as you leaned into them both. You could feel yourself slipping, the anxiety, the pain. Your mind struggled to break from the agonising cycle.
“Forgive me, please I’m so so sorry.” You missed the heartbreaking looks shared between your Alpha’s at your words, but you couldn’t stop the tears from falling. They coaxed you back into your shared bedroom and you were settled between them, your heart heavy as you cried.
“It’s never your fault, sweet omega. Things just happen sometimes and this is one of them. There’s nothing we can do apart from be there for each other.” She knew that she’d echoed the same words that Ashton had spoken days before to convince her that they were not being punished.
But seeing her omega, their omega like this, it drove the point home.
When you’d settled down, You were pressed into Ashton, Kaykay snuggled up against you. His hand was drawing patterns on your thigh and her fingers were resting on your hip, tapping out gentle patterns.
It felt like they were holding you together, super glue after something so devastating.
“You both lost them too.” You finally whispered and Ashton pressed a kiss to your forehead.
“We did. And it hurts. It hurts my soul knowing that we were so close to having them in our lives. But it didn’t happen. And we nearly lost you too. But you, sweet omega, you carried them. You were the one who went through the pain of bringing them into the world. Your pain is going to be different to ours.” His reassurance still made you feel guilty, but Kaykay was having none of that, her fingers gripping your hip gently.
“We mourn in different ways, angel. I didn’t know how to show it which was why I kept away,” you pressed back into her to reassure yourself she wasn’t going to move, “I was angry because I thought it was a punishment. But Ashton’s right. It’s something that happens and it happened to us.” You took in a shaky breath at her words, the realisation hitting you hard.
“I thought you were angry at me.” You whispered sadly and despite being wedged together, she pressed herself impossibly closer, her scent overwhelming your senses yet the reassurance from her seemed to be much stronger.
“I could never be angry at you. Not for this. I told you when you came back to us that this was never your fault. And it will remain that way. And despite everything, you felt a part of you get shut away, the reassurance that you were blameless easing the weight from your shoulders.
Her words rang around your head for a few moments, and you allowed yourself to believe them, to believe her. She wouldn’t mislead you and you knew that Ashton wouldn’t let her. Not when it was something so serious.
“Your ours to love and protect, little omega. Let’s get you healthy and then we’ll get through this, together.” Ashton’s words held a finality to the tone, but it felt comforting that they’d be with you every step of the way, even if the three of you grieved differently.
You had your Alpha’s and they had you.
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