a dark!a/b/o universe where omegas are kept mostly in breeding/selling facilities for alphas.
they don’t even see the light of day — every omega is kept underground.
so how does one get bought, you say?
candles.
goddamn candles.
each facility will get the scent of their omegas to make candles as a ‘selling point’ for each one, in order to keep them as ‘pure’ as possible. the only time these omegas interact with an alpha is when they’ve finally been bought.
a cruel design to send them into heat as soon as they come within the scent field of the alpha who’s just bought them.
so, of course, ghost goes down to these facilities quite frequently to scent the candles, waiting until he finds one that makes his eyes roll back. the workers always know what he’s there for, and point him to the new batches.
new omegas.
it’s been happening for months now, so he was expecting just another trip of subpar scents before going home—
until he smells your scent.
he freezes, reading the description on the candle, before thrusting it into the worker’s hand.
“get ‘em,” he grunts, pawing at his mask that now felt incredibly suffocating and hot on his face and neck.
poor you has no idea what you’re in for.
and yes, simon absolutely lights the candle while he’s pounding into you every which way, both of you deep into your respective ruts/heats🙂↕️
AN: i feel like ghost is one of those alphas who’s so obsessed w you he gets a rash if he’s not in you. send tweet
🧼:"Lt. I've been thinking."
💀: "What’s on your mind?"
Perhaps Soap has been thinking a lot about what Ghost's fangs would look like (clearly alpha fangs).😋🫣
rating [mature]
word count [8,509]
warnings [heat/mating cycles, a/b/o universe, mentions of suppressants, unprotected sex, breeding, pet names, mentioned poly tf141 (you'll see)]
author's note [i wrote this in one sitting, did nawt revise it, i don't even know what happened. kinda lowkey blacked out and ended up with a fic, mayhaps part two]
pt 2
꧁ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ꧂
The team never said anything about your lack of scent, chalking it up to either not presenting yet or being a beta without a scent, a rare occurrence but not impossible. The truth is far from that though, you’re an omega. One that presented early so your parents put you on the most potent suppressants they could find, not wanting you to be led away by some alpha. The suppressants are the only thing saving you, the only thing keeping your team from finding out your secret. You wouldn’t even be on the task force if anyone knew your status, the army tries to keep alpha and omegas separate.
Surprisingly you’ve never experienced any of the alphas go into rut, Price does a good job on keeping them in their rooms when their ruts do come, he doesn’t want to scare you away. Especially being the only female in the group, if he knew your status he’d probably lock everyone in a cell during their rut. You don’t mind either, liking to use the off time to make your quarters feel more homey.
Currently you’re lounging with Gaz and Soap, Ghost is off doing his own thing god knows where, Price is in his office. The air in the base is hot and sticky, the a/c does almost nothing to help. Summer has arrived, usually you wouldn’t mind but this is your first time experiencing on base. Soap teases you for being sensitive to the heat and you have to stop yourself from blaming your omega for your heat intolerance.
“”M not sensitive, it’s like a million degrees out here and the a/c isn’t doing anything!” You pout, crossing your arms as you melt into the couch. He laughs heartily,
“Ye gotta get a f’n, lovely.” The pet names are normal from Soap, you’ve gotten used to them and quite enjoy when he calls you them now.
“I’ve tried. Every fuckin’ store is sold out cause everyone has the same idea, and don’t even suggest the base shop.” He holds up his hands in self defense,
“Wasn’t gonna. If it’s that bad I’ll lend ye mine fer a few days.” Soap offers, smiling as you sit up straight.
“You’d do that?” He nods, you burst into a fit of excited giggles. “Thank you, Soap! I can get it later, right?”
“Swing by mine whenever, sweetheart.” He winks. You can feel yourself getting flustered so you look at your lap. However he doesn’t get to tease you about it, Price pushes into the common room. But you don’t see him first, you smell him. His signature scent of cigar smoke, pine and spice is more aggressive, flooding your nose. Leaning back against the couch, inhaling shakily.
Neither Gaz or Soap mention it, both men talking to our captain as if everything is normal. But you can tell something is off, you speak before even registering that your mouth is open. “Cap’n, think you’re going into rut.”
His gaze snaps to you, his icy blue eyes are glimmering with something you can’t place. He almost looks burlier as if that’s possible, something about him is drawing you in. “I don’ go into rut, I take meds.”
You swallow hard, knowing it’s too late to back down now. Staring into his eyes, “Nah, I can smell you. It’s aggressive.”
He cocks his head at you, meanwhile Gaz and Soap stare in shock. Price pulls out a pocket journal, hastily flipping through the pages. He growls lowly, slamming the book shut as quickly as he opens it. His gaze flickers to the other two alphas, then back to you. He comes around the couch to stand in front of you, crouching down slightly. His eyes study you with almost predatory intent, his hands on either side of your head.
“Ye never mentioned smelling me before, lass.”
“Never was an issue… I mean.. It’s not an issue, it’s just overly noticeable.” You glance past him at Gaz and Soap, “You guys don’t smell it?”
Both men shake their heads, confusion written across their faces. You swallow thickly, realizing you may have given away something you shouldn’t have. Price inhales deeply, as if trying to figure out what you are. His eyes narrow,
“Think your nose is defective, ‘m fine.” He grunts as he straightens up. But then his nose twitches, smelling something he’s never smelled before. His eyes train back on you, the only difference is Gaz and Soap also smell it, the alphas sit up on their couch. Price’s eyes glint with something dark, his lips curl into a smile that show his canines. “Unless.. you’re hiding something from us, lass. Because you smell devine.”
“N-No. Not hiding anything.” You sputter out quickly, perhaps a bit too fast. Soap and Gaz exchange a knowing look.
“And ‘m going into rut.” Price’s voice is laces with sarcasm but you don’t catch it. Responding too quickly once again,
“But you are!” You bite back defensively, realizing your mistake as his smile turns into a predatory smirk. He knows you’re right, he could tell that his slip up with not taking his meds took a toll on him before getting into the common room. But things just got interesting. He crouches down again, purposefully getting close to your neck to inhale.
“Oh I know, doll.” The pet name gives a very different reaction than when Soap calls you them, it makes your thighs clench together subtly. So subtly that if Price wasn’t a soldier he would’ve missed it. “Seems like ‘m not the only one on meds, always thought ye were a sweet little beta but your scent.. It’s telling me something different right now, lass.”
You can’t speak even if you wanted to, his scent invades your nose, your space. All you can think about is the growing throbbing between your legs and how the alpha would look above you. He rests his hands next to your legs on either side, not pushing too far into your space, managing to control himself just a bit since his rut hasn’t fully clouded his mind.
But with your scent in his nose, he knows it’s only a matter of time before he sinks his teeth into that beautiful, plush neck of yours.
“When were ye gonna tell us that you’re an omega?” His question feels like a brick has been taken out of the walls that you put up. It hangs heavy in the air, Gaz and Soap are now watching with fascination, keeping distance as if being able to tell that their captain has silently stated his claim over you.
“Dunno.” You mutter weakly, afraid that if he tells anyone outside of the team you’ll be kicked off. You wish you could say more, explain it all to him but this is the first time an alpha has been to you in this way in years. The first time you’ve been around an alpha going into rut. And deep down your stomach twists at the thought that your suppressants have failed all because Price is going into rut. Your meek answer speaks volumes to Price, his jaw clenches hard.
“You made this a lot more difficult for the team, dollface. But I can’ even worry about that right now, you just smell so damn good.”
Suddenly Price is pulled away from you, he growls lowly until he’s met with Ghost’s masked face. His lieutenant keeps him away from you with one arm, Ghost’s voice is cold and calculated,
“Enough Price. Gotta get ye to yer room, yer going into rut and yer not gonna scare our omega.” Our. The word makes your heart swell, Ghost isn’t mad about you hiding your status.
“Let go of me! I c’n handle myself.” Price huff out, making eye contact with you. “Mine first.” His claim makes your head dizzy, something so simple is so much more now. Gaz and Soap stand up to help Ghost, grabbing Price on either side.
“C’mon Cap’n, yer room now.” Soap grunts. His eyes drift over you as if he’s drinking in his prey, he inhales your scent and shivers, tightening his grip on Price. Gaz does the same but with softer eyes, less predatory, more like he’s studying me in a new light. Ghost directs the two men to lock Price in his quarters until his rut is over. Once the common room door is closed Ghost kneels in front of you, his hazel eyes are hard to read but his posture is surprisingly calm.
“Think it’s a good idea to put you up in your room for a little bit too, dove.” His voice is soft now, a rare occurrence with him. You swallow hard, nodding. Your skin crawling with an unplaceable feeling.
“F’r how long? I dont… I don’t want to get pulled from the team.” You admit in a shaky voice. He reaches a gloved hand up to your face, gently stroking your cheek.
“We won’ let that happen, dove. And just a few days or until Price gets his head on straight. Don’ need him goin’ feral on ye and trying to force you into mating.” Your eyes widen at his bluntness, gnawing on your lip gently until he pulls it out from your teeth.
“He wouldn’t force me-” You don’t get to finish your thought as Ghost interjects,
“He would, alphas are good at it when they’re not thinking straight.”
“No Si, I mean he wouldn’t be forcing me cause I’d… I’d want him too.” You confess shyly. His hand stills on your cheek from the combination of your words and the use of his nickname, something protective flickers in his eyes.
“Aye.. Well ‘m still not letting you near him when he’s reckless like this.” Ghost says in a reassuring voice. He stands and holds out his hand for you,
“You’re not mad I didn’t tell you guys I’m an omega, right?” You ask as you stand up using his help. He shakes his head, judging from the way his crows feet crinkle up you’d say he’s smiling under the mask.
“Never mad at you, little one. Sure ye had yer reasons.” He wraps his arm around your shoulder, his scent enveloping you. Leading you back towards your room, you relax at his words. Your own scent grows stronger without you even realizing, Ghost notices but doesn’t mention it. He guides you into your quarters fully, sitting you on your bed.
“Now… I wan’ cha to text me whenever you need anything. ‘M pretty sure your suppressants are failing because of Price ‘n I don’ wanna take any chances with the dicks on other teams.” You nod, wringing your fingers together. “‘N tell me if ye start feeling off in any way, wouldn’t be surprised if ye go into heat cause of this.”
His words make you freeze, you shake your head quickly. You’ve only gone into heat once, when you were 11 and first presented. You don’t remember much about it since it was so long ago, you were too young to even know what was going on.
“I-.. I’ve never had one in my adult life..” You spew out before you can stop yourself. Ghost sighs but it’s not directed at you, he gently strokes your hair. Giving you an understanding look.
“If it happens, we’ll help ya, doll. Promise. We’ll take care of you, little omega.” Your heart races in your chest, your skin heating slightly. You nod softly, leaning into his hand.
“Thank you, Si.” You whisper out, leaning in and nuzzling your face into his chest for a minute. “I trust you guys.”
He holds you against him, his chest rumbles against your face. His posture straightens with pride, his alpha scent much more calming than Price’s was. You stay like that for who knows how long, he lets you take comfort in his presence. Stroking your hair gently and with such tender care that your heart skips a beat. He smiles down at you under his mask, making a silent vow to keep you protected from all alphas even if it means locking Price in his room.
“I’ll be back in the evening to take ya to dinner, just text me when yer hungry or if ye need anythin’.” He almost whispers. You nod against his chest, reluctantly pulling away from him. Ghost straightens up, leaving your room before you can respond verbally but it doesn’t bother you.
Once your door is closed you rush to your closet, something inside of you screaming to smell Price again. So you pull out the dirty compression shirt he wears to train that you stole from his laundry weeks ago, being on suppressants only helps so much, it doesn’t take away all of your omega instincts. Price’s smell has always been comforting which is why you stole it to begin with, wanting to keep a bit of your pack around you even in your room.You also grab the hoodie you stole from Ghost, Soap’s jacket and Gaz’s pajama pants. You crawl back into bed, curling around the shirt with the pit of it pressed against your nose. It feels so wrong but smells so right. The other clothes tightly wrapped around you
You whimper as you inhale his scent, it’s not as dizzying as when he was invading your space earlier but it will do the job for now. Your stomach growls loudly the more you inhale his scent, making your brows furrow. You just ate a few hours ago but now you feel ravenous. Your hand blindly searches for your phone on your bedside table until you find it, texting Ghost that you’re hungry now. He responds instantly, telling you he’ll be there in a few minutes. You bury your face fully in the pit of Price’s shirt, clinging to the lingering scent of his sweat. Your body feels hot but you push it to the back of your mind.
A few minutes later a knock comes from your door, forcing you to pull away from your frankly perverted behaviors. You shove the stolen clothes under your covers, making sure they are hidden before straightening yourself out. You open the door to see Ghost and Gaz, smiling softly at both men. If they notice a faint hint of themselves on you they don’t mention it. Nor do they mention that your newly discovered scent is sweeter than before. Gaz offers his arm to you, which you gratefully accept.
“What cha hungry for, lovely?” He beams at you.
“Dunno yet. Just got really hungry out of nowhere.” Ghost exchanges a look with the younger alpha over your head. He pats your shoulder,
“Don’ worry, mess will have somethin’ f’r ye.” He holds the door for you and Gaz before protectively flanking you. Making it clear to any other alpha in the mess not to come near. Heads turn as soldiers smell an omega among them. You keep your eyes down, Gaz guides you around.
Soon you have a tray of all sorts of food, Ghost had given the kitchen a little convincing to get them to give you things that weren’t set out for everyone else. He can already tell that you’re going into heat but he doesn’t want to embarrass you by mentioning it here. You sit at a table in the back of the hall with Ghost on one side of you, Gaz on the other. Neither man mentions how you eat like you haven’t been fed before, exchanging another look over your head. Gaz is catching on as well.
One brave but stupid alpha decides to try his hand at approaching you, sauntering up to the table with a smirk. He falters slightly at the glares from Ghost and Gaz but pushes forward, leaning over the table across from you. Your nose crinkles at his scent, it’s not like any of your teammates. No, his is sour with an unmistakable ego.
“Never knew that these bastards got lucky with an omega. A cute one at that.” He purrs at you, making you cringe more. “Bet I could treat ya better than any of those old cunts. You need an alpha your age, sweetheart.”
“No thanks, not looking.” You respond curtly. But this soldier doesn’t take no for an answer.
“All omegas are, pretty girl. And you smell… like heaven. Sweetest thing I’ve ever smelled.” He reaches out to touch your cheek but doesn’t get the chance. A sickening crack echoes through the mess hall as Ghost snaps the alpha’s arm against the table,
“She said no.” He says coldly.
The alpha screams in pain, “Fuck you, Riley. You’re gonna pay for that.”
Despite his words the soldier runs out of the mess hall, letting you go back to your meal. Gaz and Ghost glare at the soldiers staring, making them quickly focus back on their own food. Both men wrap an arm around you, sandwiching you against them protectively. You happily snuggle between the alphas as you clear your plate. After a few minutes you're done with everything including the tea that Ghost insisted on making you. Gaz returns your tray while Ghost rubs your back,
“Ya ready to go back to yer room, lass?” Gaz asks softly. Offering his arm again, you nod and take it. But this time you also take Ghost’s arm, liking the feeling of both alphas against you.
“Thank you.. Both of you. Guess I had no idea this is what it’s like for an omega that alphas can actually smell.”
“Anytime, dove.” Ghost mutters.
“Unfortunately most alphas on the base aren’t mated, they’ll take a chance with any omega they smell. But ye got Ghost and I.. plus Soap and Price whenever Soap isn’t babysitting Price to keep him from acting like that soldier.” Gaz chuckles reassuringly, ruffling your hair affectionately.
This time when you’re walking to your quarters Soap is in the hallway outside of Price’s room, if he was there before you didn’t notice him and feel a bit bad. He gives you his signature smile, his blue eyes sparkle with familiar kindness. You return his smile, not questioning why he’s outside of Price’s room for now. As you pass your scent hits his nose, he straightens up noticeably. Ghost shoots him a warning look though it’s not that heated. He walks a bit closer to you, continuing to guide you down the hall.
Gaz gets your room door for you and Ghost, following both of you inside. You sit on top of the hidden clothes under your covers, laying back and letting out a content sigh. The food settles in your stomach, your eyes start to feel heavy. But you fight sleep for now,
“Why’s Soap guarding Price?” You ask softly. Ghost and Gaz exchange a quick glance, Gaz speaks up.
“‘Cause Price is in rut now and he knows that yer an omega, not taking any chances even if he is our cap’n.” He says truthfully. “It’s just a precaution until his rut is done, okay lovely?”
“M’kay… C’n you guys wake me up for dinner?” You yawn, stretching out on your bed as you kick off your boots. Gaz smiles while padding over to your bed, leaning down to kiss the top of your head.
“Of course, sleep well little one.” He whispers. Ghost chuckles at your sleepily state, ruffling your hair softly.
“We’ll be back to get cha in a few hours. Get some rest, omega.” Ghost says in the same soft voice from earlier. You smile up at both men before they head out of your room, turning off the light on their way out. You crawl under the covers, seeking the stolen clothing items you’ve been laying on. Not caring that you’re still in your uniform, curling around them and burying your face in your team's mixed scents.
Sleep overcomes you fast, so fast that you don’t have time to register your skin getting clammy. Your grip tightens on the clothes in your sleep, your face barely peeking out from them. You sleep peacefully while entangled in your pack’s scents. Unconsciously dreaming of them, though this is different than any dream you’ve ever had about them. Sure they are hot, sure you’ve always had slightly naughty thoughts about the older men but your subconscious mind opens your crush further now.
You dream of Price above you, Ghost, Soap and Gaz surround you on the bed. Hands roam your body, pulling pathetic noises from your mouth. All the while Price drills his hips against yours, deep thrusts that make you tremble with every one. You mewl in your sleep, unconsciously moving his shirt between your legs and grind against it. The dream gets more intense, you can practically feel their hands on you. Your small noises come more often and louder, your hands cling to the clothes in your grasp.
Now Ghost is above you, he’s rougher than Price. You’ve seen him without his mask and in your dream he’s maskless. His scarred face pressing against your neck as he molds your warm cunt around his massive cock, cooing praises in your ear. Soap is suckling on your nipple all the while Gaz explores your curves, committing them to memory. The dream does nothing to help your heat, and unbeknownst to you it will be cut short by dinner.
A few hours later at 1900 Ghost softly knocks on your door, but no answer. He gives Gaz a slightly worried glance and opens the door, your scent hits him like a truck even through the mask.
“Jesus.” He grits out.
“Fuckin’ hell. She’s in heat.” Gaz mutters. His eyes land on you in the dim room, daylight is their only source of light. He notices you curled around clothes first, he recognizes his pajama pants. Nudging Ghost, “It’s almost like she’s nesting.”
“She is.” Ghost swallows hard. A whimper from your lips that sounds like Soap’s name makes both men freeze for a moment. Then they notice your hips moving under the blanket, “Fuck… Gotta wake her without embarrassing the poor thing.”
He pads over to you with uncharacteristically soft footsteps, putting his hand on your shoulder. Gaz joins him, watching you with something that looks like love. He strokes the hair out of your face, cringing at the sticky skin.
“She’s burnin’ up.”
“Hey, pretty girl. Time to wake up.” Ghost says softly but firmly, shaking your shoulder. You wake up with a start, sitting up clinging to Gaz’s, Soap’s and Ghost’s clothes. Face flushing with embarrassment, your dream lingering in your mind.
“Good mornin’, sleepy head. How’d you sleep?” Gaz asks. Not mentioning the stolen clothes or your intoxicating scent that’s making it hard for him to think straight.
“Okie. Is it time for dinner?” You notice the clothes in your arms and shove them under your sheets sheepishly. Freezing when you feel slick between your legs, your pants are soaked, Price’s shirt which was clamped between your thighs is also wet.
“It is, lovely. Ya hungry?” Ghost manages to keep himself together on the outside but he can smell your slick. He can smell Price’s scent as well. You nod quickly,
“Just need to change before we go.. You guys can stay here, I’ll use my bathroom.” You get off of your bed, starting to your closet. Both men struggle to keep themselves together, fighting the urge to tell you to wear the clothes you stole from them. You grab a pair of black sweats and a hoodie instead, going to the bathroom to change. You can hear Ghost and Gaz whispering to each other but you pay it no mind as you clean the slick from your thighs, shoving your soiled pants into your hamper.
You can tell something is off, you’ve never produced this much slick. You’ve never felt like this but you push it to the back of your mind, getting dressed and padding back out into your room. Gaz stops whispering as soon as he sees you, Ghost straightens up and clears his throat.
“Doll.. Gaz and I think it’s best if we bring dinner to you. You’re in heat or at least pre-heat, you shouldn’t go to the mess hall. Not after earlier.” Your already clammy skin feels sweatier now but you nod, gnawing on your lip.
“I’m in heat? That’s what this is?” You ask shyly.
“Yea, princess. When was the last time you had one?’ Gaz gently guides you back to bed. You notice that they pulled out the stolen clothes and put them in a small pile, Ghost had added his gloves and Gaz added his uniform shirt. You finally notice he’s wearing the blue shirt he usually wears to work out.
“Umm… When I was 11. I only had one before my parents put me on suppressants.” You meekly tell them the truth, hoping it doesn’t change their perspective of you.
“Damn doll..” Ghost grunts out. “That’s a long time to rely on meds, ‘m surprised they didn’ fail like this sooner.” You sit on your bed, already feeling slick between your thighs again. Ghost puts his hand on your shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. “We’ll help ya through it. Jus’ tell me what cha want for dinner, Gaz will stay with ya while I get it.”
You nod softly, putting your hand on his. Giving it a gentle squeeze back, “Thank you, Si… If you can get it I want spaghetti, if you can’t then whatever they’re serving for dinner. Oh a diet coke… and a brownie.”
“You got it, spaghetti, diet coke and a brownie. Rest, little dove.” He pulls away, his eyes crinkled up with a smile. Gaz sits down next to you as Ghost leaves the room, unfortunately your scent is already so strong it leaks into the hallway and under Price’s door. Gaz feels your forehead, you lean into his hand.
“You’re burning up, love.” He mutters softly, pulling you against him without thinking. Your nose twitches, whining under your breath as his calming scent fills your nose. He gently strokes your hair, committing your whine to memory. “I got ya, relax as much as you can.”
“I feel weird, Kyle.” You hardly use his first name and it sounds like a damn prayer on your lips. He pinches his thigh subtly with his free hand, forcing the blood away from rushing where it shouldn’t.
“I know, lovely. I know.” He mumbles, trying to soothe as much as he can without giving into his own desires. “It’s gonna be rough week f’r us. But we’ll take care of ya, lassie.”
Suddenly a loud bang shakes the walls, you tense against Gaz. Not getting a chance to ask what that was before you hear Price roaring in his room, Soap yells at him from the hall. Gaz quickly moves to lock your door, making you almost fall against your bed but he manages to catch himself before you do.
“Sorry. Just need to be sure, Price has never been around an omega when he’s in rut. Especially one in heat.. ‘M sure he smelled ya through his door.”
“I feel bad… I don’t want to make his rut worse.” You snuggle into Gaz’s side. He soothes your hair again, kissing your head on instinct.
“Yer not making his rut worse. Soap’s got a handle on him, just focus on yourself.” His voice sounds slightly strained but you don’t question it. Shifting closer to him and whimpering under your breath as you feel your slick making a mess of the sweatpants you just put on.
“Everything’s so hot, Kyle.” You whine in annoyance, burying your face in his shoulder. He holds you there, pulling out his phone to text Ghost to tell him to bring either ice or an ice pack for you as well.
“I know. It’ll be like that the whole time. You’re hungry cause of your heat,” His voice is calming to you, though all you can think about right now is how his hands felt against your skin in your dream, how he whispered praises in your ear while Price was balls deep in you. You shiver gently, wishing you got to finish the dream completely.
He holds you close, trying to ignore how your scent gets sweeter and seems to cling to him in the room. A knock comes from the door, he helps you sit up, kissing your head before going to get the door. Turning the a/c on a cooler setting, helping Ghost with the door. Ghost looks serious, his eyes glimmering with what looks like anger. He brings you a tray of food, surprisingly spaghetti is the main course. He puts a towel covered ice pack on the back of your neck and sits down on the bed next to you, watching as you start to eat.
“Price is havin’ a time. He’s like a starved man, nearly broke his door.” He explains to Gaz though you listen in. Your heart wrenches, knowing that it’s because Price can smell you now. “Nah, none of that doll. No gettin’ guilty for lettin’ yer body process it’s natural instincts.”
Ghost’s words reassure you only a little so you focus on eating instead. Letting him and Gaz talk about how to handle Price. It’s slightly uncomfortable to have two alphas in your space like this, especially two alphas that you secretly like. Especially with your slick soaking through your sweatpants and onto your sheets, both men can smell it and inhale deeply but they don’t mention it so as not to embarrass you more. Gaz takes his place next to you again, keeping a bit of space this time so you can eat.
“How long is this gonna last?” You ask with an annoyed groan.
“Omega’s are usually in heat for about a week, sometimes longer, sometimes shorter. It’s hard ta tell with you, sweetheart. This is essentially your first heat all over again, except this time we’re not putin’ ya on meds and we’ll be here the whole time.” Gaz’s accent is thicker than before. It sounds even more enticing to you now, your spine straightens slightly. Eyes glazing over barely as you look at him, your throat dry despite just drinking some of your diet coke.
“You’re gonna help me, sergeant?" You purr instinctively. Pushing your finished tray to the side, the ice pack Ghost had on your neck is already warm from your body. Ghost clears his throat,
“We will, dollface. As best we can. So that means no more leaving yer room until it’s done, if ya need us text. If ya want to make a nest, tell us, we’ll bring ya more clothes.” Ghost’s accent is also thicker, it’s harder to understand him but his voice is so deep it doesn’t matter to you. All that matters is how your cunt flutters around nothing.
“I’d like that.” You smile sweetly at him. If he didn’t know any better he’d already have you face down ass up on the bed, moaning as his cock ruins you. But he likes you too much to ruin you like that. He stands up, leaning down and kissing your forehead through the mask.
“I’ll grab a few things from mine, Soap’s and Gaz’s room. I’ll see what I can do about Price ‘n grab a few more ice packs ‘n some water for you. Gaz take care of our girl.” Gaz nods at Ghost, scooting a bit closer to you.
Ghost leaves again and you crawl into Gaz’s side, your brain fuzzy. You purr happily, settling against him. Keeping your thighs tightly pressed together in an attempt to stop slick from dripping out of your cunt. Gaz threads his fingers through your hair, closing his eyes to try and hold himself together but it only makes everything worse for him. He imagines what you’d look like bouncing up and down on his cock, how perfectly you’d take it all, how you’d let him do what he wants. He groans softly, burying his face in your hair.
“Gonna take care of ya, bun. Promise.” He whispers into his hair. The pet name nearly has you laying yourself out from him to take but you manage to pull yourself together, humming happily.
“I know you will.” You whisper back. Clinging to his shirt. A comfortable falls over you as he plays with the hair at the nape of your neck, both of you just inhaling the other’s scent.
It doesn’t take long for Ghost to return again, this time he has a large pile of clothes in his arms and a few instant ice packs in the pockets of his uniform. He puts the clothes on your bed, you reluctantly pull away from Gaz, overcome with the need to nest. Both men stand and watch you arrange the clothes. Ghost had managed to get some from Price like promised. You take your time, putting care into how you arrange the nest. Mixing the clothes together so their scents are perfectly mixed. Ghost watches with pride, putting his hand on Gaz’s shoulder as a silent remind not to act on the instinct of claiming an unmated omega in heat, though there’s a deeper message as if he’s telling Gaz to be patient.
You curl up in the center of the nest, clinging to Price’s compression shirt once again. Your slick hasn’t fully dried on it but you don’t care, burying your nose into the pit of the shirt again. Yawning without realizing. Ghost and Gaz both step forward,
“We’re gonna be right outside if ya need, bun.” Gaz uses the nickname again, sucking his teeth as it makes you shiver. He leans over and kisses your temple.
“Holler if ye need, doll. Got some icepacks and water for ye, make sure you stay hydrated.” Ghost strokes the hair away from your sweaty face, not realizing how bad it’s gotten in the past hour and a half. “Rest f’r us, we’ll check in periodically.”
“G’night Kyle, g’night Si. Thank you.” You mumble against Price’s shirt, too tired to much of anything else. The men give one last smile at you before taking their posts outside of your door. Sleep comes fast, you don’t even have time to rest against a pillow before you’re knocked out cold in the middle of your freshly made nest.
The air in your room becomes thick with your sickly sweet scent, the alphas outside your door can smell the notes of jasmine, lilies, and honeysuckle. You smell like the most inviting summer evening but they know they can’t act on the desires they keep pushing down. Meanwhile you toss and turn in your sleep, your body calling out for an alpha and not just any alpha, the alpha that started this all. Price.
His shirt has once again found it’s way between your legs, you buck against it mindlessly. But it’s not enough, it wasn’t enough before and it’s definitely not now. You weakly whimper his name under your breath but the alphas outside hear it, they stiffen. Price’s name sounds so wonderfully pathetic yet heavenly on your lips. They can’t deny that they want to hear you saying their names like that. Ghost adjusts the front of his pants a lot less subtly then Gaz does, both men glance at each other but say nothing. They don’t have to.
Price’s name continues to come off of your lips like a prayer, all while you thrash in your nest. It’s loud enough that Soap comes down the hall from Price’s room to check out what’s going on, he freezes as your scent hits him through the door.
“Fuckin…. That’s our girl?” He asks Gaz and Ghost.
“Poor thing didn’t even get to experience preheat fully, one hour she’s just hungry, next it’s this.” Ghost grunts out through gritted teeth. Restraining himself visibly.
“If Price hears her… he’s gonna break both doors down.”
“Jus.. Jus try ‘n keep him at bay, Soap. She’s been through enough today, we’ll assess in the morning.” Gaz mutters.
Soap nods, taking another long inhale before begrudgingly going back to his post. Muttering about how it’s unfair that they get to guard you and your sweet scent while he has to deal with Price throwing himself at the walls to get out of his room. Gaz gives Soap a weak smile as he passes, patting his friend on the back.
The night passes far too slowly for all three men's liking, as dawn breaks you’re still whimpering Price’s name. Your voice is breathy and inviting but they know they can’t come in, not until you’re awake. Which comes sooner than they’re expecting but are thankful for it, wanting to set eyes on you again.
“Price.. Price I need Price!” You moan as you wake up. Your whole body feels like it’s on fire, your sheets are soaked with sweat, your sweatpants have made their way off of your body in your sleep but it doesn't matter. Your hoodie covers you well enough.
“Good mornin’, bunny.” Gaz enters first. His eyes darken at how much more potent your scent is inside your room. Your head spins with the pet name, your mind as mushy as you cunt. Ghost puts his hand on Gaz’s shoulder, restraining the younger man but also himself.
“Lovely, I don’ think bringing Price in here is gonna help ye.” Ghost mutters with a strained voice. You pout and cross your arms, that sight almost does him in. “Oh don’t pout. Yer not thinkin’ straight, neither is the cap’n. If he comes in we won’ be able to stop him, he’s practically feral right now.”
“I don’t care! I want him, he started all of this. Either bring him to me or I go to him.” You slip off of your bed, your legs instantly give out. Ghost and Gaz catch you before you hit the floor, giving each other a knowing look. They set you back up on your bed, Gaz sighs.
“You can’t walk right now, sweetheart. Ghost ‘n I will go talk to Soap, can’ guarantee Price will come back with us. But if he does… you have to expect all of us to stay in the room, can ya handle that?”
You nod quickly, “Yea. Yea I can, just wanna smell him.” You mutter. Settling on your bed again, your hoodie riding up on your thighs slightly.
The men leave again, locking the door from the outside so no one can get in and go to talk to Soap. You lay back on your bed, hazy mind wandering back to your dreams. Eyes fluttering as your hand trails down your body without realizing. You gasp as you touch your clit, it’s puffier than you’ve ever felt. Your cunt already a complete mess of slick, wasting no time you plunge two fingers into your tight, wet heat. Moaning loudly, it feels nice but it’s not nearly enough. You pump them feverishly, clinging to the memory of your dream, clinging to the idea of Price breeding you.
You work yourself to an orgasm, and then another quickly after it but it does nothing to dull the ache between your legs. Letting out a frustrated groan you finally pull your fingers away from your cunt, seeking Price’s shirt again. Smelling it before putting it directly against your slick, grinding against it desperately as if his scent will help. Whining his name breathlessly, never once stopping your movements. You’re too caught up in getting relief to hear the footsteps coming down the hall. Nor do you hear the keys in the lock or the door clicking open. You only freeze when you see Price staring you down from the door. The alpha isn’t wearing what he was wearing yesterday, instead of his uniform he is wearing just a pair of gray shorts that leave nothing to the imagination.
His eyes flicker to his shirt between your plush thighs, his lips curling into that damn smile that makes your heart flutter. He steps into the room, making a b-line for you. Soap, Ghost and Gaz follow him into the room, locking the door just to be safe. Price’s scent nearly knocks you over, pulling a shrill moan from your lips.
“Been wondering where ma shirt went. Got a pretty little thief on our hands.” His voice shortcircuits your brain for a moment, you stare as he stalks towards you. All rational thoughts leave your head, crawling back until there’s enough space for him to fit in the nest as well. He growls deeply at the shining wet spot your soaking pussy left on his shirt.
“Please, John… Alpha.” You breathe out. His blue eyes darken like the sky before a storm at the use of his status. And it’s all it takes for him to crawl onto the bed with you. For the moment you forget that there are other people in the room as Price overpowers you in every way imaginable. He strokes your cheek with his large hand,
“If I had know ye were an omega all this time…” He whispers before crashing his lips against yours. Your hands tangle in his short hair, enjoying how his beard tickles your face. His hands start to roam your body, pushing under the hoodie. Grinding his hips against yours with the intensity of a teenager about to lose his virginity. You arch into his hands, moaning against his lips.
“Want you, alpha! Want all of you.” You manage to get out. Price chuckles darkly, pulling away from the kiss to pull off your hoodie completely. Taking in your bare body and committing it to memory. His hands cup your breasts, squeezing gently as he imagines what they’ll look like full of milk.
“Careful what ye wish for, little omega. May end up with m’re bite marks then ye can handle.” He thrusts against you, making your body bounce under him. “Mm so pliable.”
“I want it… Please John.” You repeat, “Want all of ya, just make it go away. I’ll do anything.”
That’s all it takes for the last bit of his self control to snap, he sinks two thick fingers into your gushing pussy. Price groans happily, burying his nose in your scent gland. Pumping his fingers slowly, too slowly for your liking. You buck your hips against his hand but he quickly pins your hips down with his free hand, chuckling darkly in your ear.
“Aye no need to be a bitch in heat. ‘M stretchin’ ya to m’ke sure I fit in this tight little cunt.” He nips your gland, making you go limp under him. “That’s better, pretty girl. Can’t have ya gettin’ hurt over my cock, need ya to enjoy it.”
His words are the exact opposite of what you’ve been told about alphas in rut, especially when they are presented with an omega in heat. But you love it. Your legs spread beautifully on the bed, your chest rising and falling rapidly. His fingers stretch and prod parts of you that you never knew existed, coaxing you open. Your hands cling to his shoulders, eyes glazed over and staring up at him. God he could get used to you looking at him like that, like a little love sick pup.
He pulls his fingers from you, making you whine loudly in protest. He nips your scent gland harder, letting his teeth tug at the skin. Price doesn’t bother asking to use a condom, wanting to feel you fully. Besides, his mind is just as clouded as yours now, if not more. One hand comes to cradle the back of your head as he positions himself between your legs, the blunt head of his cock rubbing teasingly against your soaked folds. You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him closer.
“Yer gonna tell me if I hurt ya, pretty doll. I’ll try ‘n be gentle f’r ya.” His voice rumbles against your skin. All you can muster is a nod, locking your legs behind his back. He pushes in slowly and gently at first, his hand fisting around the sheets as he forces himself to stop from pounding into you immediately.
“John… Alpha..” You whine his name so sweetly that it almost doesn’t sound like his. His eyes dart to your face, thinking he’s hurting you but your face is contorted with pleasure. “C’n tell you’re holding back. Don’t. I can take it alpha.”
At this point Ghost nearly steps in but Soap and Gaz stop him, the three alphas all straining against their pants as they watch their captain completely lose himself to your sweet begging. Price’s hips snap against yours aggressively, he lifts your hips completely off of the bed. Fingers digging into your skin, his pace is brutal yet hungry. You arch into his touch, your tight walls clench around him. The sound of squelching fills the room from how wet you are, yet you’re not embarrassed, it feels too good to be embarrassed.
Neither of you care about being quiet, not knowing that you’ve already scared away the alphas that were eavesdropping by mentioning Price. Each thrust knocks the air out of you, your eyes glisten with tears of pleasure. Your tits bounce with each thrust, he watches them with dark intention. Your pussy molds around his cock, you didn’t even have time to admire his length before he was inside of you. He keeps you up with one hand, the other coming up to one breast. He squeezes hard,
“Gonna fill ya up so these pretty tits swell. Gonna turn our private into our pretty little mate, all swollen and round for us.” You barely register his words or growl. Nodding dumbly in agreement. He smirks against your neck, feeling your pussy clamp down on his cock. “Oh.. Ya like that? Wan’ your captain to fill this tight cunt with seed? Wan’ be our mate, wan’ carry our pups?”
“Oh fuck! Alpha, please please!” You whimper. Your nails leave bright red track marks on his back but the pain only spurs him on. For the first time since his room he addresses the rest of the pack,
“Hear that lads? Got a pretty wife for us.. Such a sweet breeding bitch.” His hand moves from your breast to your stomach, pushing down on the bulge his cock is making from the force of his thrusts. Ghost has to restrain a growl, Soap whispers something to him, while Gaz groans happily at the idea. His mind goes wild with the idea of getting you knocked up.
“She’s gonna be so pretty with our pups in her stomach, cap’n.” Gaz’s voice is strained but thick with arousal.
Suddenly a scream of pleasure rips from your lips, your body trembles under Price’s but he doesn’t stop. Moving his hand again he starts playing with your puffy clit, smirking at each shrill sound it pulls from your lips. His hips snap against yours so hard it feels like you’re getting split in half.
“Gonna-....” You cling to him desperately, the alphas have made your brain complete mush. You can barely keep your eyes open due to the pleasure, whimpering pathetically. “Bite.. Please.”
Price doesn't think twice, diving in and latching onto your scent gland. Pounding you through the pain, his fingers still circling your clit at the same pace as his thrusts. He doesn’t stop until he tastes blood, lapping it up like a starved man. You gasp at the feeling, coming hard around his cock. Surprised you manage to hold on that long. Your slick makes a mess of his thighs and the sheets under you but he doesn’t stop. He retracts his teeth and suckles on the bitemark, sealing it over and ensuring that you’re his omega. Well the pack’s but for now you’re just his, he’s the only one to have claimed you yet.
“You got one more for me, right lovely?” He grunt in your ear, kissing along your neck. You nod dumbly, not being able to find your voice unless it’s to moan, whimper or shriek. He smiles against your skin, hips snapping harder and faster against yours. His fingers work even faster on your clit.
You don’t have time to recover from your first orgasm, trembling harder at the assault of pleasure. Your cunt fluttering around his cock as you feel him throbbing inside of you, his knot starting to swell. You forget everything at the feeling, forgetting that the others are watching, forgetting that you’re going to have to come clean about your status soon enough.
“Pups.. Alpha, please want pups.” You whine. Your pussy spasms hard as you come again in quick succession. Price grabs both of your hips, hauling your limp and trembling body off of the bed. Hammering into you so hard you’d be afraid that he’s bruising your cervix if you could think properly.
“That’s my girl. Jus’ wan’ing to be a good wife for us, such a good mate.” His praise sends shockwaves through your body. “Gonna breed this pretty little pussy, gonna knot ya. Put my pups in ya.” He growls. Your body is like a ragdoll the way it’s bouncing with his thrusts but he holds you up easily.
With one last final thrust he buries himself to the hilt, his knot catching and swelling to full size. He groans loudly, pumping you full of thick, fertile cum that’s been aching to come out of him since he first smelled an omega all those years ago. He holds you tightly against him, you mewl happily. Burying your face in his neck, relaxing slightly and trying to catch your breath.
It takes a minute for his cock to stop pulsing and spurting cum into you, he pants heavily above you. Price peppers kisses all over your face, having some clarity after his release. One hand gently rubs your stomach,
“Rest now, doll. Yer gonna need it f’r the others. ‘M gonna stay inside till ma knot deflates.” He whispers softly. You nod, snuggling against him. Laying back down on the bed and pulling him against you, kissing his scent gland. It’s nearly impossible to keep your eyes open now.
“Thank you, John.” Your voice is soft, weak and tired. He kisses the side of your head,
“Anytime, omega. I got cha, sleep.” He waits for you to fall asleep with his knot still buried in your cunt before calling the other men over. They all strip to varying degrees of undress, joining you and Price in the nest. They form a protective circle around the two of you. Ghost pulls the covers over everyone, his mask off for the first time in a while. The men make a silent vow to each other and to you to take care of you as best they can and to care for their pups. One by one they start to drift off after you.
it's been decades since Alpha!Ghost had a rut. something that's probably for the best, really. his want is as hideous as he is. as ugly as his goddamn mug. it's best kept tucked away, secured under lock and key.
but then he finds you. and you're all alone. unclaimed, on the verge of heat. poor thing. it triggers a voracious rut. decades worth of want spilling out over you. you're it, he knows. feels the certainty in that statement simmering in his hindbrain, in his essence. he'll have you—now, forever. non-negotiable. where you go, he will follow.
but you run from him. stupid girl. didn't anyone teach you not to run from a starving wolf?
dubcon. size kink. size difference. a/b/o dynamics: knotting, rut. breeding kink. spit kink. implied virgin!reader. obsessive behaviour. possessive!Ghost. semi-public sex. reluctant reader bullied into submission lmao. forced bonds. implied kidnapping. basically, you're hunted down and fucked by Alpha!Simon who growls in your ear about how he's waited his whole life for you. and lucky him. he finally found you
AO3
It's been years, decades, since he had a rut.
(Broken Alpha. Ruined.)
Trauma, they tell him, will do that. Sever the drive in the back of his head, the one that rears—vicious and angry—each mating season, bringing with it the urge to breed. To claim. Own.
A form of self-preservation. It pitches a plexiglass of protection between him and his instincts, not letting them merge. Join. Done so because to be in rut, to want, to need, is vulnerability. It costs hypervigilance. Turns man into beast. Animal.
This bodily reaction makes an alpha extend themselves, like an overarching limb, to shield the omega they pick as a mate. Bearing their own neck to save another.
Naturally, they say, if he couldn't help himself, how could he ever hope to protect a fragile little omega?
They tell him it could be as permanent or temporary as he allows. Healing, they say. Time. Laughable, really. And utter nonsense because Ghost is fine.
Trauma tampered. Revenge sought, found. There's no one out there who could ever harm him, and still—
His last rut was before the mission that buried him alive. That turned him into the living dead. A mockery of man. Frankensteinian beast.
It's not something he cares much for, anyway. From what he remembers of his youth—vague snippets of memories, disjointed, blurred sensation; a profound need, an urge, to sink his cock into something, to plug them up, to bite—ruts have always been a nuisance. In the way. An annoyance that took time away from what he'd rather be doing.
And as Johnny enters his—skin pallid, waxy; cheeks flushed, eyes darkening like a brewing storm on the horizon; snapping at anything that breathes, whining like a dog, miserable and hot, all the time (ahm’a bleedin’ furnace, s’what ah’m)—he finds he doesn't care very much to go reclaim what he lost.
No skin off his nose. Nothing to concern himself with.
Besides. Omegas know better.
Even before he lost himself, dying, rotting in a tumulus, pretty little omegas with their soft hands and bashful smiles always went out of their way to avoid him. Miserable alpha. His scent alone wards them off—burnt leather, charred bones; sarcophagus dust, dirt—and he found himself alone during his burgeoning ruts more often than not.
No pretty little thing to tender the sweat on his brow, or bend over and present for him—offering up a sweet little cunt he got to bury himself inside, tie up nice and tight on his knot.
It was usually his hand. A bottle of bourbon. A printed porn stash he swiped from Tommy, who nicked it off their old man—
And when he did find a partner, it was always transactional. Hand to hand, an exchange of money. All clinical and detached. Empty. Fucking into a concept instead of a person; a vacuum eating away at his soul because he knew, then, that they wanted to be there almost as much as he did.
But what choice did either have when their home was the rotted gullet of a dying beast?
(Simon told them to stay away from shitty men like him, who broke bones in the throes of his heat, snapped his jowls at anything that got too close, and had to be chained to the bed like an animal during it—)
Nothing to miss. Nothing to mourn.
And it's not like he doesn't get the urge. Wanting to sink his cock into something warm, wet, is as recurring as a sweet tooth. A prickle in the back of his head after he devours his dinner that says, dessert might be nice.
He can fuck, but his knot never pops. A worry the doctors had—unsure what the consequences would be in the long run for such a virile, young Alpha already experiencing nature's version of erectile dysfunction so early in life.
(“pity the poor omega who has to deal with that rut,” they whispered. “might not be much of anything left of them when he's through.”)
Inconsequential now because he's pushing forty and his last rut was a false trigger. One dragged out of him by drugs and torture. The last true rut, natural and instinctual, was when he was eighteen.
It's doubtful he'd suddenly be cured at his age.
This is what he tells Johnny when he asks, pries. Broken fuck, ain't he? Unmated. Can't knot. Piss poor excuse of an Alpha. Doesn't he think it's—
“a shame,” Johnny grouses, words muffled slightly by the way he's hunched over the cheap plastic table in the canteen. His fingers dig harshly into his temple. “Alpha like you—” it's enunciated in clipped Queen's English, the barb makes Ghost scoff. “—ack! a waste. ma mam would be livid. no grandbabies t’show off? sacrilegious.”
—funny. If he's being honest. Laughable:
because for as long as Ghost can remember, he's always had a predilection to ruin his favourite toys. slaking his unquenchable lust on their tender skin, biting down to the bone, sipping on their marrow—
not really the sort of thing omegas today go for, is it?
his want is as hideous as he is. as ugly as his goddamn mug—
Instead, he shrugs. “hardly.”
“yer no’ missin’ it?”
“missin’ what, Johnny?”
“knottin’, ye surly prick.” He jeers, then, jabs his elbow into Simon's arm. “a bonnie omega to stick yer prick in. ain't missin’ th’, no?”
“no,” Simon gripes. The last thing Price needs is another order of protection against his Lieutenant. But to humour the alpha in an early stage of rut, he jabs out, hollow and full of wretched derision. “i can barely remember what it felt like. must be heaven, though. is that your plans for tonight, Johnny? gonna go and knot some sorry omega?”
It's meant to prod, poke. Sharp barbs aimed at Johnny's threadbare control, the same one held in place by a fraying, unspooling knot. Alphas in the early stage of rut are considered safe enough to be around. Not yet mindless drones, hosts to an ugly little parasite; a being forced to obey a single, instinctual drive to mate, to gorge themselves into a post-rut stupor.
Safe. Or so they say.
But Ghost knows what Johnny's feeling in the same sense as a phantom limb. A broken, fragmented memory. So, he twists his mockery in deep. All in jest, of course.
And Johnny pales suddenly. Wavers in his seat. The affirmative comes after a bout of contemplative silence. A jagged, choked yeah slips from his Sergeant’s mouth as he drops his head to the table, and groans. Miserable.
“go fuck yerself, Lt.”
Simon intends on taking Johnny up on that offer, lazying out on the futon with his hand stroking lazily along his flaccid cock, thumbing through the latest series of snapshots Johnny—ever the photographer—snapped up during his previous rut. Images of pretty omegas dressed up in fine silk, blood-red lingerie, and coy little grins on their faces, a vixen pastiche of demureness. Jejune appeal in all its coquettishness.
Innocent sluts—Johnny's preferred type. Ones who'll bat their eyes at him, nervous and full of faux modesty, while they rock back and forth on his face, tugging on his mohawk to make him lick their cunts just the way they like. Sweet, like candy. Dressed in sin.
He likes to take before and after photos of them—often with the pretty models unaware (adds to it, aye, Lt?). Ones with them batting their eyes at him, soft and shy in all their twee delight, and then fucked out, ruined and chewed up like a broken toy when he finishes with them. Bitten off more than they can swallow. Cheeky brats sobbing for mercy on his bed.
Likes, even more, to send them to Ghost. A little tease. One he has no compunction about partaking in. Enjoying to his heart's content.
Or—
Intended to, of course. Because what ends up happening is this:
Price calls just as he's getting into the new series sent to his phone—the tear streaks streaming down this omega’s face are particularly appealing, bound in intricate Celtic knots (Johnny, the artist), and gagged with their own panties—and tells him he has a job for him.
Something simple. Discreet. And local, too. Bears have been sighted in town—a mama and her cubs. Dangerously close.
The prelude to the phone call is a clipped take care’a it before the line goes dead.
Ghost doesn't need to pack much—he can't remember the last time he unpacked his duffle bag, anyway—and stays in the recliner until the mission file comes in, idly stroking his thumb across the pixelated, tear-streaked face of the omega in Johnny's clutch. Moussed. Messy. They make the prettiest picture, don't they? Drool dripping down their chin, a spillover from what the lacy, white panties couldn't catch.
Flesh peppered with jagged circles, bite marks. Johnny knows better than to claim them, and their neck is bereft of his teeth. Smooth. Unblemished.
To claim is to bond. To bond—
Well.
His earliest recollection of a relationship is his parents’. His mum, tied and trapped to a man she wanted no part of, but stuck. Unbondings, divorce, were rare during that time. Unheard of. Even now.
And under his old man's influence, he's always seen claiming as ownership. As possession. A lingering remnant he’s told is wrong, but can't shake. Can't change. It glues in the fibrils of his mind. A rotten, pulsing scab that no amount of sanctioned reconditioning can ever seem to get rid of, to scrape out of his skull.
(one he knows would be there no matter what because his sole purpose is exsanguination; bloodletting—
in his warped desire to protect the things he cares about, he ends up smothering them in the end. a child holding a firefly too tight in its chubby fist.)
But Johnny knows better. Good Catholic boy. Knows to keep a muzzle on himself when he sucks desperate kisses into the small omegas' sweet neck, breaking apart the blood vessels of their scent glands, soaking himself in their musk—potent pheromones of a needy omega in heat. Aching for a bite. To be held down and conquered.
It's wrong, they say. This ugly mass sits inside his chest like a foreign body. Scandalised eyes drilling into the side of his head like he's a monster for thinking this way.
And he is.
(always has been)
But he knows better. Knows to keep those uglier, rotten parts of himself hidden away from prying eyes. Got good at it, too. Enough that they let him into the brothels time and time again.
Still—
He can remember the closest he'd come during a rut to biting a shrill omega who screamed in his ear until his head rang, ached. Nearly did it, too. Teeth razoring over their jugular, pinching delicate skin.
Clarity came like a gunshot when he tasted blood. Chiselled a hole through his delirium, broke up the haze, and snapped his jaws up tight, locking them as he finished with a muffled growl, tongue swirling over his teeth for another taste. Another drop.
His ruts have always been messy. Bloody. Got him banned from several centres, brothels, where they offered up betas drenched in the artificial musk of an omega in estrus. Ones resilient enough to withstand the harsh coupling of an unhinged Alpha in need.
He had a problem, they said, with treating their workers like chew toys. Biting to break skin, drilling in deep enough to scratch his teeth on their bones.
Deranged, they hissed. Fuckin’ mental, mate. Stay the hell away!
Some are just prone to violence. Need to be half-sedated before they can mate without ripping their partner to pieces. Ghost has always been that sort. Aggressive. Hard to control. Rabid.
His appetite is bigger than the expanse of their skin. He sometimes thinks he could eat the whole world and still starve.
He hums, thumb sliding to cover the omega's neck. Trapped in his hand, his clutch. They're cute when they're ruined like this. Begging. Whimpering.
His cock gives a half-hearted twitch. His work phone chimes, signaling the end of his leisure.
shame, he thinks, squeezing his hand until the metal dents, the screen cracks, splinters. Pops. Hairline fractures split across their distorted, tear-stained face. He closes his fist over it until it breaks. Goes black.
really. such a goddamn shame.
Some things are just not meant to be—
—but they have a habit of falling into his maw, anyway.
It's a simple set up.
Man—
beast, monster, thing
—with his empty, growling stomach and teeth made to bite, tear, goes out hunting for a meal. In that search, he finds you.
You, Persephone personified: damned (eternal), standing beneath a spruce tree. Limned, halo gold, in the waning sunset's bashful kisses, you lean on the rough bark, idling your timelessness away.
Postcard beauty. Pinup demure. Alluring.
(creature of sin
and oh,
do you reek:
The air is saturated in the tantalising scent of honeybush, roasted hazelnuts, and clove. Saccharine—almost nauseatingly so—but with a hint of spice, black cardamom, cinnamon. He drags in lungful after lungful until it tangles deep within his chest, nearly suffocating. Smothered in this earthy sweetness. Drowning. Drowning—
the perfect dessert)
It unleashes something in him. Chips at the lock buried deep in his mind, cudgelling through the hinges until they pop. Rusted, slick with oxidising oil. It peels back from the gate, unveiling this gaping, ravenous chasm, polluted and gangrenous, rotten down to the marrow. Noisome. Noxious. This frothing pit sloshes, geyser-like, and greedily foams at the maw, the mouth, aching for a taste. Something to quench this gnawing hunger.
This bottomless abyss hadn't seen light since he was eighteen, and—
The hollow space where his rib once sat throbs, aches. phantom bone. He holds his chest with his hand, feeling for the gap, the chasm, stolen from him. Ripped away, taken.
By you. you—
—so,
it's only fair that he steals something back.
(quid pro quo, or something, right?)
You greet him with a small nod when he wanders close, eyeing him warily under the black rim of your ballcap. Tense. Small hands curl into fists, partially hidden under the rain-soaked windbreaker nearly two sizes too big. It smells like you—honeyed milk, molasses; lilac, lavender and warm bread—and he fights the urge to pull his mask down, to shove his misshapen nose into your neck, and breathe it in right from the source. Drinking, feasting, on it.
This want is visceral. It coils in his guts, bubbling in his veins. His musk—heavier than yours, pungent—beads along his scent glands, mushrooming into the air like a fine mist.
Your nostrils flare. He takes a step closer, eyes skewering into you, taking in everything you have to offer. The rucksack left at the bottom of the tree, stained with dirt and leaves. A sprig of Saskatoon berries peeks out from the lopsided flap. And—
Ah.
Foraging is off-limits in this area unless granted a permit. One you don't seem to have based on the skittish way you keep avoiding his eye.
His scent thickens, tainted sour with faux suspicion, and you wince, ducking your chin, tucking it close to your chest, hiding from his spearing gaze.
All it does is give him a voyeuristic view of your fragile nape, your vulnerable neck.
His teeth ache. Jaw clenched up tight.
It looks so bare. So naked.
(Be a shame to keep it that way forever, wouldn't it?)
“Hi,” you stammer, seemingly oblivious to the musk you leak into the air, into his lungs. Forcing some sense of staid indifference into your tone. Like being here, out in the middle of the forest is normal. “Did you need something?”
On the verge of a heat like this, wobbling where you stand—
He wants to chew you up. Spit out the pieces on the pavement. Drink from the gash he'll rip into your jugular,
quench this unbearable thirst.
He doesn't know how you made it out here as long as you have, smelling like you do, and the thought burrows through the haze spuming, clotting, on the fringes of his muted periphery. Anger is an icy deluge of white water raging through his veins.
Under the mask, the remnants of his scarred lip curls. His hands close into tight fists. Balled up. He feels the tension crackling along his muscles, his body. Coiled spring. Ready to leap—
But:
There's clarity. Focus. Where he was meant to become a mindless monster, driven by instinct, he instead feels the pieces of himself snap back into place. Missing puzzle pieces. It shifts. Settles. Locks.
He wants you. Will have you. It's non-negotiable. Ironclad. You just—
Belong to him, don't you? Pretty little thief. And wandering around like this, reeking like you do, you must want him, too. Need him.
(protect, protect, protect—)
Honed in, drilling into your face to catch every expression that flickers past, he sees the moment you take a sniff, when realisation blooms in the inkpools of your gaze that you are less than an arm's length away from a starving predator. Supple, soft. All plush flesh seated seamlessly against brittle bone. Fragile.
“hi,” he echoes, and it sounds hollow. Garbled. Like he's speaking underwater. Thinks, for a moment, that he's buried again. Drowning under the crushing weight of dirt. His own tumulus. Suffocating. Choking on dirt—
But you twitch. Feral little thing. It breaks him out of this nightmarish obtundation; shaking the cobwebs loose. He tracks it like a viper. Attention narrowing, shrinking, into nothing but the way you move. Smell. You anchor him in his place, keeping him stable amid this horrific onslaught of emotions that rip talons down his chest.
“I–” you breathe in again, lashes fluttering. Strains of silk batting over your etiolated cheeks. You breathe him in. Deep. He sees your chest grow, expanding with his air. His musk. Has to bite down on a growl before it forms, the lash of a whip in his throat. Aching.
There's something spellbinding about you—caked in a layer of grime, briny sweat clogging your natural scent; wild and untamed. Uncharted wilderness, untouched by man and their dirty hands. A corrie after a rain shower. Snow melt. He wants to bathe in it. Carry it with him wherever he goes.
As if scenting this thickening desire, your eyes widen. You take a step back, swallowing audibly when he follows. Marionette on strings. Your shadow.
“I should go—”
And he knows he can't let you do that.
Won't.
He hums, a fickle, brittle thing in the far reaches of his chest.
“Go?” he flicks his hand toward your bag, head cocking to the side in a mockery of contemplation. “Don' think you got a permit for that, do you?”
“A permit…”
He has you. Your eyes lower, falling to the badge on his chest. Game Warden. You stare at it, eyes widening. Swallowing thick.
With you distracted, he leans in. Curves his body over you mockingly, like he's bending down to whisper a secret in your ear. Cupping a pretty little firefly in the palm of his hand.
When his shadow falls over you—dark and damning—you flinch back, fists trembling under the hem of your jacket. Brows furrowed, knotted tight. Your lower lip wobbles. You try to hide that, too, by sinking your teeth into your flesh until it floods white under the strain.
He wants to pry it apart with his own teeth. Take the bruised flesh into his mouth until you start to drool, whining from the abuse he inflicts on you in a mockery of a kiss.
(wants to tear through it, taste your blood on his tongue—)
“An’ I don't reckon tha's a good idea, pet.”
You shiver when he places his hand on the truck above your head. Boxing you in completely, nothing to spare—not even an inch.
He hums at that, cock giving a vicious jerk inside his trousers at the almost impossible dearth between your sizes, at the way he swallows you up in an instant. Has to take a deep breath to steady himself, to keep the inkblack tendrils swirling, gathering, at the edges of his periphery from bleeding in. This starving murder of crows.
When he speaks again, it's low. Deep. Kittenish licks from the tongue of a tiger; abrasive, rough. Mocking baritone of a shifting canyon, a mountainside, before it buries anyone alive under rubble.
“Not reekin’ the way you do. Might ‘ave every alpha in a one square mile radius frothin’ at jaws for a taste. Ain't safe out there.”
And it's definitely not safe with him.
He watches, transfixed, the moment this clicks. When your eyes waver between the hard bulk of his body—spread out, laxed; plumage unfurled—and the noisy clatter of the town just within reach. It's this thicket that cups your scent, that protectively curls over you, and keeps the Alpha's prowling about the market square from sniffing you out. A beaten trail. Hidden desire path no one was supposed to wander down.
Except the bear problem in the woods, infringing on town, and him, the gun bolstered on his thigh still hot from his warning shots into the bush.
(lost little Lamb—
wandered too far from the herd.)
You take another step, cautious. Small. It brings you flush against the tree. Your polyester jacket whines at the friction. He can see indecision play out on your face. Oscillating between the badge on his uniform shirt, the gun on his massive thigh, and the clamour of muted noise from the town just within reach. Alphas prowling. Their acrid scent is unmistakable even through the dense foliage spreading around you.
It's an impasse. Neither option affords you much choice in the long run—it's either stay here with him, with the heady scent of want, of an Alpha on the incipient cusp of a voracious rut; or risk yourself in town. There are police officers patrolling. Ones who can sedate an alpha who gets too out of hand, but still.
The mimesis of desire pooling around you might send you into heat sickness. That, or you'll get in even more trouble for fleeing a pursuing officer. Resisting arrest. Jail time, certainly.
The pendulum wavers. Your knotted fists wobble.
Then—
Your eyes leave his chest, the gun, trailing over his shoulder. Widening in surprise at whatever is there in the distance.
He ought to commend you, really. The rouse is quite believable—
But:
“Not bad,” he murmurs, leaning down further. If you won't jump, he'll push you—
He sees his mistake as soon as it happens.
As he bends, you drop. Waiting until his attention seemingly drifts elsewhere, to when he's distracted and off balance. Lured in by your faux attempt at distraction.
And it might have worked on a lesser being, but all Ghost has ever been is raw, unadulterated instinct.
He lashes out as soon as you move again, palm curling over your wrist in an instant. Snapping jowls of a defensive snake. Shackled. Locked. He tugs—
But the movement costs momentum. You use this against him, going limp. Forcing him to take the brunt of your weight on the spread of his fingers. Tricky little minx. His mouth breaks out in a feral smirk, tugging harshly on scars, on burns. Stretching skin. Distorting it under the mask, ugly and vicious.
Your scent plumes up around him, sickly sweet. His jaw aches, gums itch. He wants to bite, snap his jowls around the scruff of your neck, chew on your skin until you sob out his name—
In seconds, you twist. Swinging your body back in a beautiful pivot, clumsy as it is. You're all animal now. Reckless in your pursuit to escape. Throwing out pheromones at him—purposeful, he realises a moment too late.
And it works. Distracts him long enough for his grip to slacken. Your arm slips out of his grasp, and you're on your feet in an instant, darting through the thicket in a maddened dash to escape the heavy, starving alpha and his burgeoning hunger.
Escape, or—
Weighed down by the afterbirth of his sudden rut, a prickle of his old self buoys, brims, from beneath the mess. He shouldn't chase you. Should leave you alone, call someone—Price, perhaps. Bark out between a clenched jaw that he needs a tranquiliser and chains. Will have to break Simon's teeth to stop him from biting into you like a man starved, famished. Tie him to the back of his pickup truck, drag him to the edges of the forest. Knock him out. Knock his teeth in.
Anything.
Because they said this might happen. The doctors’ who poked and prodded. Therapists—all mandatory, non-negotiable, when he signed his name on the dotted line—murmured about unravelling. His self-control snapping like a twig. Sense of self retreating. All hiding away, protecting itself from the torrent of chemicals flooding his hindbrain. A heavy, unrelenting accumulation of a decades-long bout of rut celibacy all washing over him, all at once.
Said to lock himself up if it happens. Chains. Shackles. Nuts and bolts. Heavy tranquiliser. Immediate sedation.
And in Price’s office, in that messy filing cabinet he keeps, is a folder. A playthrough of everything that's supposed to happen if this happens.
(“but that won't happen, will it, Simon?”
and he'd rolled one massive shoulder in an easy, effortless shrug.
“no.”)
The failsafe is that he's meant to call in if it does. Precious seconds of clarity, cognisance, enough time for him to dial the number, to bark out the order. To be hunted down, rounded up, and thrown in a pit.
where he belongs.
He should. Should. It's the book. Rules. Coloured in red ink. No option to negotiate.
But as you slip through the dense foliage, angelic gold against the phthalo green bosky, the knot in his shoulders abates. Uncoils. In this sense of ease that permeates within him, he finds that he's shockingly cognisant. In full control. The plexiglass shatters, and in the ruins he finds purpose.
You smell good. Too good. Any alpha will scent you in an instant, will claim you. Take you. It makes something in his broken, moulted head shift. Crack. He can't let that happen. Has to protect you the only way he knows how—
To wrap his paws around your throat before any other Alpha has the chance to sink their teeth into you. To claim you.
All his. Little Persephone tucked tight against his ribs where you belong.
And if the way the air clots with your cloying smell—heady, potent; the unmistakable ripeness of an omega in heat—then you must want him to chase you. Want him to follow.
(escape, or—
a game.)
He tracks your movements, honed in on the rustle of the underbrush. When you're out of sight, Ghost flexes his hand, curling his gloved fingers over the leather on his palm. There's an itch in the back of his head. Festering. Rotting. He wants to reach in, rake his claws down the mass, shred it to pieces, but it affixes one simple truth inside of him:
you need him. want him. why else would you run in the opposite direction of help if you didn't want him to give chase?
And so, he does.
You're a crafty little thing. To throw him off of your trail, you leave scent markers on the tree trunks you pass, doubling back to run in the opposite direction.
It might have worked on someone else, but Ghost has spent half of his life buried in this thicket, and knows better than to follow smells in the forest. A vacuum, a great chasm; it plays tricks with sounds. Distorts scents wafting through the canopy, mingling with the natural loam, the disturbed humus underfoot.
Instead, he hums at your cleverness—his smart little omega—and shifts his gaze to the forest floor, roaming over the footprints sinking into the soft soil, the peat and moss. A breadcrumb trail leading right to you. Broken twigs, crushed bushes.
Ghost follows it. Places each foot down carefully, nose angled upward to catch the fresh wave of your heat leaking through the tangled furze. It beckons him forward. Calls out to him.
(come, come, come—)
This lost little lamb needs a shepherd.
He intends to give you just that.
(—find me)
The path you cut through the forest is a twisting sawtooth meant to throw him off your trail. Traps laid out in tall tussocks, weaved through sweetgrass all drenched in your scent. Pieces of your clothing torn at the hem, the shorn fabric pressed on pine needles and tangles furze.
These breadcrumb trails—a neat nest of wile, it seems—are cunning, he'll give you that.
Even with his eyes to the forest floor, he finds himself throwing a wayward glance in the opposite direction, snagged in your webbed subterfuge. Somewhere between the visitors centre and the first trail meandering into the thick taiga, you seemed to have realised that your boots leave indents in the mor. He follows the deep impressions in the podsol until he finds them shoved under a Saskatoon berry bush. Another dead end.
Clever little thing, aren't you?
But even when strays from the path, he's right on your tail. Confident in his scenting abilities. His prowess has always been tracking down wily little rabbits when they try to flee, picking them off in stasis from high above. The layout might have changed—his perch closer to the ground instead of a deer stand—but his eyes are just as keen. Your winding trail is ingrained in his mind. A long loop through the eastern trailhead, and he knows, instantly, that you'll try to throw him off at the placard where the west trail branches off through the dense conifers, and the east meanders downslope to the hidden stream where hunters like to trawl.
He feels a pinch of pride simmering low in his guts. Anyone else would have lost you three pitfalls back. He's enraptured by this pursuit. Smitten by you. Your clumsy little escape. Your sweet little ploys. He wants to chew into you, let his teeth leave jagged scars, false starts, on your bones. Permanent. Starlight—dusting meteor showers in milk white.
Ghost’s belly gives a tremendous growl. He huffs at the ache clawing against tissue, ravenous and unbearably empty.
He'll have you soon. All to himself.
The thought makes fresh blooms of pleasure spume from the rot in his chest, prickling through the layers of muskeg and peat, etiolated little sprout. Germinating in wet gangrene. Feasting on necrotised flesh.
He swipes his hand over a honeybush, catches the lingering scent clinging to the leaves. You must have fallen here. Tangled yourself in the furze, overcome by your heat.
Poor thing. Tired already.
He holds his hand up to the fading gossamer of twilight trickling through the dense canopy, clenching the lingering remnants of your scent in his fist. It's fresh. He wants to tuck it in his pocket, carry it around with him.
He finds you in a small clearing, bent down with your palm resting on the trunk of a tree. Nails digging into the rotting bark, desperately struggling to catch your breath. Your heat is a wildfire. It scorches the earth. Burns his nose.
You're no longer on the cusp of it anymore, but in the throes.
His rut, he finds, isn't too far behind.
Perfect synergy. Meant to be. You call to him, and the gaping, gnarled chasm inside of him answers with a growl—
Before you can blink, he moves.
He falls over you, felled timber. The earth shakes under his indomitable weight. Palms slam into the rough bark of the gnarled spruce you've taken respite against, boxing you in.
You fall against it with a gasp, hands pushing against his broad chest as he backs you into the tree. Little fists pounding on his sternum, mouth pinched, twisted in a snarl. There are pieces of bush caught on your clothes, tangled in your hair. Leaves. Sticks. A spot of dirt on your nose.
It's mesmerising.
The ballcap falls first. Morning sunlight over a boscage in bloom. Pitfalls, ravines. The canyons of your eyes quiver; this new topography shifting, sliding. Tectonic beauty in muted midnight.
He wants to reach in, feel these granite walls of yours with his bare hands. Clamber up the colluvium, the scree, until he reaches these rugged peaks gleaming at him, angry and feral, in fading twilight.
Time is endless. There's no limit to how long he has to know you—drink from your rivers, feast on your valleys; find all the hidden nooks, the crannies, shaded under the towering monoliths of your body. Chart your couloir. Defile your flume. Bathe in your estuary. Tangle himself inside your dells. Tame your chaparral.
Fastidiously. Expertly. Until no part of you is unknown to him.
Your chest heaves, mouth open as he crowds you further. Pressing into you. Over you.
He wedges his broad thigh between your legs, presses it tight against your pussy. Your thrashing stills when he touches you, when he angles his knee up, up—
There. Through the layers of clothing that separates his bare skin from your cunt, he feels the heat bleeding out against him. The wetness from your sodden panties. Undeniable proof of how much you want him. Need him.
“All wet f’me?”
“Fuck you—!” You spit, angry and feral, but you arch into his touch, pushing your pussy onto his thigh. Aching for friction.
It makes him hum. A low growl caught in the back of his throat.
“Reckon I'll be the one fuckin’ you, pet.”
And he will be. This is fact.
You shudder, brows notching together in a vicious glare. “I don't want you.”
It's hissed between the sliver of your clenched teeth. Full of heavy conviction. Forging truth out of lies—
And that's all it is. A lie. A fallacy.
(and even if it wasn't, unlikely considering the way you arch into him, needy despite the disdain dripping down your brow—he really just can't find it in himself to give a fuck; he'll make you want him—)
Ghost leans down, muzzle pressed against your neck. He inhales deep, audible. Chest expanding, lungs swelling. Full of the aroma bleeding out of your pores. Proof of just how much you do, in fact, want him. Betrayed by your own body.
He huffs out, paints the air with his derision. “Is that so?”
Ghost drags his hand down the solid line of the tree, dropping it to rest against the jut of your hip. He ducks his head, watching. Staring at the way his palm nearly swallows you up when he rests it over your waist. Spanning nearly the entirety of it—hip to hip.
It bludgeons into him. Knocks the air clean from his lungs.
He's always had a hunger for things he can cup in his palm. The barrel of his rifle. The hilt of a knife. Your wrist in his hand. The curve of your hip.
His gloved fingers slip under the hem of your shirt. Pads ghosting over your skin. Warmth bleeds through the leather, an unmistakable tell of your heat reaching its first equinox. It'll be all fire, all smoke, from this point onward. Desperate. Feral.
Groaning deep, wanting, he pushes into you further. Chest rumbling. Eager.
It takes a great deal of effort to pull his hand away. To bring it up to his mouth, fingers hooking over the edge.
The fight in you abates—marginally—and you watch him with a keen look of suspicion dancing in the moulted dirt spread over your nullah. Wary. Anticipatory.
He fights the urge to laugh—deep and delirious—and instead works on prying his mask down over his crooked nose, his mangled mouth. Letting the hem snap under his chin, kept there. Bearing himself to you for the first time. Naked. Exposed.
Your eyes widen, trailing down the jagged lines, mauled ridges of scar tissue. Drinking in everything he offers in the fading embers of a summer twilight.
He grins—a rivened, ugly thing—when you let out a heavy, quick breath, and your hips drop, rutting your sopping cunt over the wide heft of his thigh. Gyrating subconsciously. Quietly pleased by the way he looks—as maimed, as beastly as he is. He lets you. Lifts his knee, pressing his cap tight into the bark, and bumping the top of his flexing quadriceps at the apex of your groin, right where he knows your clit sits.
The breath you take is pulled in through clenched teeth, biting on the rind of a moan. Its shapeless silhouette ducks, hides from sight.
He lets you have it. Lets you run.
But it's not without recompense.
With his upper lip curled, he sinks his teeth into the leather tip of the glove above his middle finger. Letting you see them for yourself—these thrawn teeth he'll bury into your neck. Claiming you entirely as his.
Your pupils start to eclipse your irises. Lagoons of liquid black blotting over rugged peaks.
Ghost slowly tips his head back, dragging the glove with him. Eyes setting along his lashline, he drinks in the sight of you swallowing thickly, your gaze darting between his teeth, his mouth, and now—his bared neck. Voracious, greedy, in the way you feast on him. Drilling into the stretch of skin slowly unveiling itself to you.
The muscles in his neck flex against rimy skin. Adam's apple bobbing with his slow swallow.
You follow it all, but your gaze seems to fix itself on the brawny arch of his neck, falling—and then glueing— to the thick vein protruding from his flesh, pulsing with the steady rhythm of his heart, and the small, swollen bump of his scent gland beneath it.
Hunger, he finds, paints such a pretty picture on your face. The greedy, anfractuous glances a bludgeon into him; so heavily affixed with desire that the shake of your head when he pulls the glove free, letting it dangle from between his teeth, and drops his hand back to your skin, is minute. Meaningless.
You want him as much as he wants you.
The clause in this, the axiom, is ironclad. Irrefutable. Bound in brass when you shiver at the touch—feverish skin on feverish skin—and arch into his palm for more. Panting through clenched teeth, each hiss striking against that fraying coil leashing his threadbare control. To distract himself from the unspooling knot, the ache in his gums, he charts the first inch of skin he passes with his thumb, committing the sloping plains of your body to memory. The jut of your hip, the stutter in your breath when he runs the rough pad of his forefinger over the slope of your underbelly.
It's easy to marvel at the sheer enormity of his size compared to yours. Simon hitches his thigh firmly into your clothed cunt, nearly lifting you up off the ground. You teeter on the tips of your toes, falling forward into his chest to stabilise yourself. Little fists curling into the fabric of his jacket, knuckles tight against his the last rungs of his ribcage. Your head lifts, a glare chiselling into the soft fields of your face.
You hiss something at him—feral and scathing. He drops the glove, leans down to meet you in the middle, and eats your feeble protests from your lips in a bruising kiss. Scorching. His teeth knock into yours. Tongue lashes out to catch the vitriol dripping from your fangs. You make a noise in the back of your throat, and he swallows that, too. Devours it all.
It's a vicious kiss. All teeth, tongue. Bullying. He lets you sink your teeth into his tongue, huffing into the seam of your lips when you coo, victoriously, at the first drop of blood spilled.
In retaliation, he sets his hands over your ribs, and lifts you up off the ground. Making you gasp. Mewl. Your legs kick out as the back of your head catches on loose bark, raining it down over your shoulders in flakes. He doesn't stop kissing you throughout. Eyes half-mast, still open, as he drinks in the sight of yours rolling back in your head when his thigh, one the width of both of yours—fuckin’ hell—catches the perfect angle on your clit.
Loose-limbed, caught, you have no choice but to wrap your ankles around his waist, curl your arms around his broad shoulders. Clinging to him desperately to remain grounded, held aloft.
His hand falls down, cups the back of your thigh, fingers spanning the entire curve of your cheek. Held tight in his palm. He bucks into you—quick, hard. Letting you feel the unmistakable bulge of his stiffening cock, leaking spend already in the tight confines of his trousers. This groin, inner thighs, already sticky with the mess dribbling out.
You fall apart at this. Head tipping back, crown thudding against the truck of the tree. He has your lower lip between his teeth, and it pulls, skin stretching until he huffs out another breath, mocking, and unhinges his jaw, letting you go.
Mewling, whining low in the back of your throat, you clumsily rut your cunt into the hard press of his cock. Eyes hazy, liquid, with your blooming heat.
Its approach is quicker than he thought it would be, and he hums, tongue rolling over his teeth to catch the lingering taste of you. Under his hand, your skin burns. Singing with the urgency of your desperation. He answers it with a grunt, falling forward to smother you under his weight.
There's a flash of clarity in your eyes when they crack open. Brief. Fleeting. He feels your sluggish attempt to push him away, to free your hands from between your chests, and he has to dip his head to stifle another groan. It feels good to have you under him like this. Covered entirely in his bulk, his shadow.
His hand pulls away from your flesh, snaking between your bodies to catch your wrists in the palm of his hand. Only one swallows them up, and the easy way he subdued you—effortlessly—has him nearly coming undone in his trousers. Untouched.
“Fuck, want it bad, don't you?” he snarls, hips bucking into you. Chasing pleasure. He pulls your hands out, lifting to arm to trap yours in the shackle his fingers make high above your head, and—
It's devious, this.
Somewhere in the loosening agency of his self, his autonomy, he knows this is becoming dangerous. Something that ought to be stopped before he rips into you with a rabidness that promises nothing at all will remain intact when he's finished. When he's had his fill. He needs to clear his mind. To get away from the way you fit against him so perfectly. Tiny in his wicked embrace.
Like you were made to fit between his ribs. His teeth.
He gnashes them together, trying to stem the ache in his gums.
He wants to fuck you. Needs to—
But as ripe as you smell to him now—tender melon, warmed honeycomb—he knows that you're not yet ready to take him.
Ghost steps back, letting your feet drop to the soil below. With the sparse inch of space between your bodies, he breathes in the lingering scent of your breath—sharp, burning; imbued with a heady thrum of adrenaline electrifying your nerves—and finds the musk a near-perfect pantomime of ozone. The arid tang in the air just before the air. A lightning strike. It rolls over his tongue, tastes of wet pennies in the back of his throat. Heavy with anticipation.
Something he feels very keenly as well. An eagerness he hasn't met in decades. Absolutely famished for it, for this familiarity of want. Potent desire.
He mourns the loss of the way your ass fits in the cradle of his hand when he pulls it free, fingers trailing over the feverish skin of your hips, your belly, as he goes. He doesn't stop until he comes to rest on the button of your trousers, eyes flickering down to catch your gaze. Purposeful, now. Intent clear.
Nothing is stopping him from taking. Your protests are paper-thin, dissolving the moment it touches the dense blanket of humidity in the air, but he wants your submission. Wants to see your resolve break, crushed by your own hand.
The gossamer wings of a butterfly, crumpled up in your palm, and offered to him for the taking. How sweet—
You seem to realise his intentions when his thumb dips below the hem of your pants. Just a tease. Brushing against the soft skin he finds there with the curve of his nail.
Your glare is instant. The sharp tug of a drawstring pinching tight between your brow. Mesmerising as it closes over your lax expression. A fierce snap. He wants to pry it apart. Wedge himself between the seam. Create a gap wide enough for him to fit.
“I won't beg,” you grind out, acidulous. Firm.
He huffs, quietly amused by the fight still sparking in you despite the evidence of your arousal, your want of him, evident in the stain at the seam of your pants. His other hand rests on the trunk of the tree above your head, boxing you in when he leans closer. Taunting. “That so?”
You don't respond, but your glare sharpens, mouth tugging downward in a harsh frown. Displeasure sparks in the air. Cutting into him like fine glass shards. He lets it graze his naked flesh, the warning ghosting over him in needlepoint pinpricks. Entirely too captivated by you to notice the sting.
Your ire is a heady, tangible thing dripping down your brow, slashing over your cheeks. Anger, however misguided it might be, paints a pretty picture over your face. Darkens the inlets nestled in the corner of your eyes. Drenches the ravines, gorges in a startling chiaroscuro. Limns the alpines, the valleys, in a halo of golden starlight.
He wants to drink it down. Hold your fury in the palm of his hand—
Crush it between his fingers.
Because despite the dissent, your desire cuts through, and hews the air in a thick tapestry of want.
mutinous, teeth bared, but your eyes burn, rage against the prison walls, and scream, please—
His fingers dig into the bark above your head, catching flecks of sap between his nails. Knuckles turning white under the flaxen hair dusting over them, strained. The grip is unintentional. Unconscious. He keeps thinking about you beneath him. The heat of your thighs around his waist was a mere tease. A morsel when he wants a meal—
The pressure in his knuckles grounds him. Cuts through the phosphenes blanketing the edges of his vision, smothering the clarity, the cognisance, that lingers in the centre. Threadbare as it is.
There’s an ache in his jaw.
(the need to bite—)
He pulls it off, and shoves his hand tight between your thighs, cupping your cunt in his palm. Feeling the heat bleed through the gusset of your pants. The touch is harsh. Firm. He bullies his fingers into your flesh, letting out a mocking chuff when he feels the fabric dampen.
“Somethin’s’ tellin’ me otherwise.”
Your hand lashes out, grabbing the thick of his wrist. Holding firm. It should be a warning, but the obvious gap between your middle finger and thumb makes him groan instead.
“You're wrong.”
“Am I?”
You twist away from him when he leans down, chin ducking to your shoulder. Hiding. Denying him your mouth, your taste. This meagre measure of control you grapple for is easy to give. He presses his lips to the shell of your ear instead, letting you run. Flee. For now.
His voice is thick when he continues, husky. He pitches it low, lets it swirl into the seashell coil of your inner ear, earning him a shiver in response. Your nails biting into the skin of his wrist. Holding tight.
“‘m a lot of things, pet—” rucked gravel, sodden with his derision, spills into your ear. Your shudder makes him want to bite, to maim. “Wrong ain't usually one of ‘em. But you'll learn that soon enough.”
Your breath hitches. Expression morphing, shifting. Changing into something adorably beleaguered as he encircles you like a tiger, eyes drilling through the tussock, aimed directly at your head. With his body boxing you in, coiling over you like a hideous shadow, he has you trapped, caught. Little lamb writhing between the paw of a tiger.
You seem to be keenly aware of this. Your eyes are shrewd, searching, as you probe around for any escape route, but he's a bulwark around you. Inescapable.
Finding none, you suck in another breath, and slowly lift your chin, glancing up at him through your lashes. The look on your face is—
Enigmatic.
Something changes in the morphology of your mien. Fracturing. Cracking.
“Yeah?” You breathe, soft and goading. Your hips buck into his hand, rutting shallowly against the tops of his fingers. Unconscious. Like you just couldn't help it.
And he supposes you can't.
A fine sheen of sweat has been building since he took after you into the forest. Gathering around your temple, your hairline. The harsh reminder of your festering heat, once dammed by your raw disdain for him—hatred, he'd say, and doesn't the thought just make him want to laugh; you're all bark, no bite, and he knows he'll have fun breaking you in, breaking you apart—but flooded over by the primal drive to mate.
And he's perfect for you, isn't he?
Hideous bastard that he is. It's a sharp juxtaposition to your prettiness, your earthly beauty.
Under the spinel sky, you break. The hand on his wrist tightens, your hips flexing into his palm. Seeking friction. Needing pressure. Needing him. And pissed off about it. Delicious.
“Prove it,” you snap, irritation blanching the corners of your eyes arsenic white. Edging into a frenetic desperation hot enough to burn the threads of your resolve. But there's a gleam of reluctance pushing through the syrupy murk folding over you, heavy molasses. You want to give in, but there's something about him, his appetite, that makes you hold back. That makes you visibly sick at the sight of him—
Unfortunately for you, he has no such compunction to shelf his barbarity. To leash his desire, to muzzle the overwhelming urge to crush you under the weight of his accumulated need. It's decades of listless apathy. Divorced from anything resembling human emotion at the root. Carved out, scraped off bone. He was left to stagnate. A misfortunate creature submerged in a bog, dead but unable to rot.
The deluge of his savage, bestial hunger rages in his veins. It's corrosive, vile, and—
unrestrained.
Ravenously esurient. He wants to sink his teeth into you and never let go—
but first:
he needs to eat.
His meal is a feast, it turns out. Simon gorges himself until he's full. Promises that he'll stop as soon as he's satiated.
(but he's lying to himself, and to you, because he never is—
never will be.)
Tears pebble along your lash line as he feasts on your sopping cunt, licking at your fluttering rim, slurping up your slick. Your clit is pressed tight against the crooked arch of his nose, sliding and catching on the jagged ridge each time he moves his jaw to dig deeper inside of you as if he's trying to taste the seal of your womb. You pant, whine. The noise muffled half-heartedly behind your palm. Teeth sunk into your skin, lodged against your bone.
Angry rivulets rain down your cheeks, dangling like fine beads, gems, on your jaw. He wants to taste them next, as soon as he fills his gullet with the earthy tang you release.
Your tears remind of that pretty omega Johnny sent to him—a brat, he'd said; the best, Lt—and it churns in his stomach, dredging up something awful. Terrible. He wants to make you weep harder. Wants you sobbing, begging. His own little brat to take over the knee whenever he wants—
But that's where the uncanny resemblance ends.
You're not a brat. No. You're a headache. The kind that will have him written up, sat like a bad dog in his best suit, as they level him with charges, and orders, and the like. The sort of thing that even the old man wouldn't be able to string him out of—not that he would. Price is three days away from a much-deserved retirement to the mountains and sitting on his hands to keep from snatching up the pretty conservation officer who moons at him whenever he passes by.
He won't be much help to get Ghost out of trouble. That leaves only Gaz and Soap. And while he's sure they can swing it, he doesn't really want to be under their ahh, guess ye/ya owe us one, Lt/Riley.
So—
It stands to reason then that he should have you tamed before dawn. Shackled down, locked up tight. Only right considering he's the best in town to keep bears at bay. Do you really want to deal with a mama grizzly and her defenceless cubs? Or a starving male clumsily pawing his way out of hibernation?
Probably not.
So. So.
He pulls back, rests his chin on your thigh.
“Gonna be good for me, pet?” He asks, lowering his tone considerably until it catches on the gravel below.
He's not surprised when you hiss through a cloud of tears. “Go fuck yourself—”
Ghost tips his head, suckles your clit into his mouth. Tongue laving over your flesh. Blunt teeth pressing flat against the swollen bead, a tease. You tense, gasping. Hand pushing his head back, back—
“Don't, don't—” you're mewling, nails raking over his scalp. Hips bucking, pulling back. Struggling to get away. The bite marks along your thighs weep fresh blood in your struggle, filling his nose with the heavy scent of iron.
They serve as a harsh reminder of what he can do with these jagged teeth of his.
He chuckles, mouth still closed around your clit. The vibrations have you choking, spine curving into a beautiful arch.
Fingers digging into your hips, keeping you still. Trapping you. He's not quite done with your cunt, yet. And all this wriggling is something he can do without. With his hand pressed to your hips, he notches the other down your thigh. Tracing his index finger over your soft skin, dragging it close to your outer lips. Catching the tacky slick drying on your flesh with the tip.
Tiny fists rain down over his shoulders. Urging him forward, eager for more. Selfish, spoiled little thing.
What a monster he's made—
“Patience, pet,” he coos, mocking and mean. Likes the way you react to the patronisation in his tone. All taut shoulders, shaking fists. Bearing your teeth at the slight, the stinging barb. Shaking in an amalgamation of embarrassment and shame.
You seem to like it when he's a little awful to you. A little mocking. Cruel.
“Shut up—!” You hiss, lips curling as you glare down at him. “I'm not your pet—”
He ignores you. Bends down to sniff at your cunt instead, and finds his answer is the white hot desire he can taste in the back of his throat when he breathes you in.
His fingers pry apart your folds, and he greedily drinks in the sight of your drenched hole, clenching down on nothing. Poor you. His heart thunders in his chest, rages. He wants to sink inside of you—impossibly deep—until the beginning of him and the end of you ceases to exist. Rolled into a single being, atoms merged. Bodies fused. He wants to take everything from you. All of it. Eat it out of the cup of his hand like pomegranate seeds, let the skin get stuck in his teeth.
He wants to devour you whole.
(to eat—)
Settles, instead, for pawing at your cunt.
Pressing the width of it against your slit, feeling the heat of your core on the palm of his hand. Branding himself with the intensity of your desire. Another scar among many. An uncountable number of jagged asteroids cratering along his flesh, making a home out of a ghost. A shell.
Reinforced, too, by the absurdity of how terribly contrasted his flesh is to yours. Monstrous. His scarred hand rests over your pussy, encompassing it entirely with extra digits to spare. Folding each finger on top of the other to wedge between the basin of your thighs. And as his gaze comes to rest on the way he swallows you up, he is struck by the garishness of his hand—hideous scar tissue, burns—falling over your pretty cunt.
Sinful. Frankensteinian beast palming the sweet pussy of a pretty, human woman, and—
Fuck.
His cock twitches, spits out a thick glob of pre-cum.
Ghost has never wanted to ruin something as badly as he wants to ruin your cunt. You. Mess you up so badly that everyone will know you belong to him, and him alone. To brand you with the tattoo of his teeth on your mons; force a claiming bite on the pillowy skin above your clit. His ownership bracketed between your thighs, at the very apex of your hip bones. Buried into tissue right under the bulge of your womb. A fecund valley for him to lay waste; for you to grow beauty from the rot, the ash.
Cinder scraps over his nerves. Fells his resolve in a brutal sweep.
He comes undone at the seams, unravels.
Simon curls his fingers into a loose fist, passing the rugged peaks of his bone over your soft flesh. Gathering slick on thick, scarred knuckles. He holds it there, folds pried apart by his hand, content to luxuriate in the softness of your flesh, the scorching heat.
Possessively, he unhitches his thumb from the coil of his fist, and swipes it over your clit. More slick leaks out as you keen.
“Sweet omega like you should ‘ave been claimed by now,” he rumbles evenly despite the sour twist in his guts at the thought. “Might not ‘ave ended up ‘ere, would you ‘ave? Beggin’ the first alpha you see to fuck this sweet little cunt.”
“Begging?”
“Practically gaggin’ for it, weren't you?” And even though the words are his own, they sit in his gut like a stone. An angry knot tangled in his intestines, snaking its way up his gullet. Bitter. It's quelled by the sight of your bare neck. Ripe for his teeth. And his alone.
But even if you had a pretty ring made by another alpha, Simon knows that wouldn't have stopped him from taking you, anyway. Biting over the claim. Breaking it between his teeth. Precious, loving union shattered by his crooked greed. He'd have relished in it, too. Basked in the way you sobbed as he tore your alpha into pieces. An obstacle turned into a pretty effigy at his feet. Wicker pyre burning to keep him warm.
(he'd have caught dinner for you, too; hunted caribou, moose, and roasted it over the open flame. Fucked you under the blume of orange. Let the fire lick across your skin as he sunk in deep—)
He rocks back on his haunches. Mood labile, quicksilver, as his rut grows. Festers.
You deny it, breathless, as he slips the mountainous peak of his bent middle finger into your hole, stretching your rim around the scarred cartilage. You pulse around him like the fluttering wings of a hummingbird. Rapid, quick. Wanting. It draws him in. Makes him want to spit on your pretty pussy, and then break you apart on his cock—
“Such a needy cunt, eh? Starving for a good knot, ain't it?”
You hiss out your protests, but clench tight around his knuckle. He chuckles, and it's liquid. Wet rot. Lungs polluted, spitting nocuous, black smoke into the air.
“I'm not—”
“You are.”
He pulls back, pursing his mouth, and spreads your lips apart, opening you up wide and vulnerable to his prying eyes. Saliva puddles on his tongue. He gives you a moment to clue into what he's about to do, your fingers tightening, nails digging into his scalp as you do on a shallow gasp of disgust. Then, brutish, he leans forward, and spits. Lets the glob hit your clit, and he has to hold you still when you jerk, cringing away from him, snarling out your displeasure.
“You're disgusting—”
The protests are weak. Your knees tremble, giving away the growing slickness gathering on the insides of your thigh.
He hums, watches as it oozes down between your folds, over your fluttering hole, before it falls to the ground between your legs. He lets his hand fall back over your cunt, middle finger gathering his spit. Rubbing it around your pebbled clit. It's done detachedly, perfunctory. A means to an end with hardly much concern for your pleasure. Not yet, anyway.
You've given him nothing in return yet.
He intends to change that soon.
As you grapple with the harsh reality he presents to you—one of ownership, humiliation, and pleasure on his whim—he drags his finger down, sliding it between your soft lips until he reaches your hole once more. Petting around the drenched entrance slowly, softly, humming under his breath about how wet you are.
Your hips drop, greedily chasing after his finger. You won't ask—not yet—but he likes the way you rut against him: all hateful, spiteful. Like you can't decide on what you want more—to bash his head in, or keep it locked tight between your thighs. Sweet thing.
“Need me, don't you?” He sinks his finger in. Nearly whites out at the pressure, the tightness, he feels. Soft, wet. Squeezing him in a vice as you yowl, whimpering into the stretch like it matters. Like his thick, scarred finger is the most you'd ever taken before. Sweet girl. So naïve.
He drinks in the sight of your flesh forcibly being parted around his knuckle, matting the wisps of blond on his skin as it leaks down to his wrist, until that, too, is pushed up into you. His whole finger now engulfed in the wet heat of your body as you squirm around the stretch, pulsing around him like a heartbeat.
He groans when he tastes your discomfort on the back of his tongue.
“Don't worry, lovie. M’gonna take good care’a you.”
You watch him with slitted eyes as he pushes you down to the forest floor, glaring over your shoulder as he adjusts you the way he wants. Maneuvers you around like a little toy. Forearms braced against the trampled grass, knees sinking into soft moss. Thighs spread. Cunt bare, drenched. Ready to be claimed. Taken.
He drops to his knees, shuffling close from behind you. His hand drops to your lower back, pressing your torso down further into the ground below. His cock aches between his thighs. Heavy, fat. He reaches down with his other hand to where it droops, smearing pre-cum over his inner thigh. He catches it in his fist, flushed the colours of a fresh bruise—angry red, purple—and strokes along the sensitive skin of his shaft, dragging it up and over his engorged head. Pre-cum weeps from the tip, drools long strains down to the forest floor. Puddles thick between your knees.
A prelude, perhaps, for what's to come. When he has you tied like a bow around his knot, milking all the pent-up spend from his heavy, full balls.
It's been decades since he had this—
(“shame.”
he concurs.)
Simon pulls his cock up, taps it against your pebbled clit. Drinks in the sight of you keening, cunt gushing more slick out of your empty hole, dribbling down your thighs. Mingling with the mess he already started making.
It shocks him how good it feels just to tap his cockhead on your pretty pussy. To drag it through your slit, teasing it against your fluttering hole that drools copious slick over him.
He wants to make a mess of you. Fuck your pussy until you cum, until all you can feel is the split of him inside of you. Filling you. Ruining you.
Until all you can think about is the thick drag of him against your stuffed walls. Empty without him plugging you up. Desperate for his cock, his knot—hungry little slut just for him. All for him.
He presses the head of his cock against your rim, letting it catch. Holding it there. A tease. Just a little taste.
Likes when you whimper, head hanging between your shoulders, fingers curling into the moss below. You make such a pretty picture like this—the expanse of your back bare for his eyes to roam, locking on the dimples of your hips, the curve of your waist. The plump shape of your ass inviting him in—eager for a bite. Your flesh looks bare, lonely, without his mark. The contrast of his own inked palm—fingers webbed with faded lettering, some slogan he picked up in his youth. Hands etched in black. Lines bleeding, bulky. The unmistakable tremble of an incipient artist’s first brush of a needle on real skin. Jagged, garring. Ugly. He lets his hand rest against the small of your back, groaning at the way it looks.
Sinful.
You're made for soft silk and a fluffy bed. Head resting on a plush cushion instead of your arms, forehead braced over the uncomfortable squeal of your polyester windbreaker that he didn't even have the courtesy to let you take off. No. Just trousers. Panties. Pushed haphazardly down your legs, left in a pile by the spruce tree so he could throw your ankle over his broad shoulder, feasting on your cunt.
There's a spot of dirt on your asscheek. The curve of it is scraped from the bark, red and raw.
The glare you aim at him from over your shoulder is venomous. There's a smear of moss on your cheek.
You're made for epsom salt baths. Being tended to by a besotted alpha who treats you like fine china, only to be taken out on special occasions. Brushed, always, in a fine layer of dust from disuse. Sweet, tender lovemaking under the waning summer sky. Your alpha apologising for ruining you like this, for making you take the brunt of his rut. Poor thing. Gentle kisses, and hands clasped together.
He can see it so vividly in his eye. So viscerally that it almost feels like a crime when he glances down at his cock, the weeping, engorged head almost comically too big for you. The thick of him could easily swallow your cunt up if he flattened his length against you. Covering you wholly by his girth.
It's a thought that makes his hand tighten, and nearly chokes him on a moan.
Even his thighs bracketing the backs of yours is hideous to look at. Bigger, broader—there's a considerable gap on both sides of his legs that he thinks nearly his whole fist can fit there, notched against the outside of your thigh, covering the expanse of his own. Garish.
He can't wait to lay you down on your belly, lock his thigh tight on either side of your own and rut into you like that. Crushing you under his weight. Swallowing you whole. Until anyone misfortunate enough to wander by thinks he's fucking the cold ground.
His thumb strokes along your fevered skin, collecting the sheen of sweat building up on the pad. Rubbing it in. He feels it too. This unrelenting swelter. A cage, pushing down from all sides. Inescapable.
The only way to quench it is on you. In you.
“Ready for me, pretty girl?” The words are mangled in his throat, thick with want.
Your shoulders tremble. In worry, he thinks. Scents the air like a viper, letting your emotions curdle in the back of his throat. “Just get on with it—”
He meets you in the middle of that taunt, teeth against your throat.
Ghost pushes inside with a groan, eyes rolling back at the way you swallow him up. Stretching around the considerable girth, fluttering around him. Pulsing like a heartbeat.
It's heaven.
Nirvana nests between your thighs, bracketed by rings of blood. Red. Absolution imbued in tender flesh, parting perfectly around his cock in a loving embrace.
You haven't confirmed it for him, but the tightness of your cunt around his fingers, the heady scent of discomfort burning the back of his throat when he buried them inside of you, make him mutedly aware that you're inexperienced. A fact he pockets for later because if he thinks about being the first alpha, the first man, to ever claim you, take you, then he might lose his mind, he might fall down that yawning chasm that reeks of damnation, of brimstone and ash, and never recover—
So, he doesn't. Won't.
Can't.
His pace is slow as he feeds you the fat length of his cock, eyes drilling into the way you swallow him up. Rim stretching taut, flesh paling under the strain of taking him. With one hand anchored against your hip, holding you tight, and the other curled over your shoulder, fingertips resting on your collarbones, he slowly, slowly, sinks inside of you, bottoming out with a deep groan.
The outstroke drags with it an iron scent in the air. He huffs, nostrils flaring. Greedy for more. There's discomfort leaking from your pores. His girth is more than you can conceivably take, even with the preternatural help from your heat, leaking slick down your inner thighs in thick rivulets.
He holds himself there, breathing—heavy, tremulous—through his nose. His hands shake. The pressure, the pleasure, is indescribable. It coils in his guts, spumes liquid bliss in his veins. The way you feel pulsing sweetly around him is—
Equilibrium.
Every misfiring synapse inside himself is slowed. Imbued with a potent sense of ataraxia. His mind comes to a standstill. Thoughts looping over themselves, tangling into the gossamer threads of control floating in stasis. Unmoored. You unravel him.
It's further proof that you are his missing part. His ruts in the past have been calamitous. Snarls wrenched from the trenches of his chest; a gluttonous feast—a sacrifice to Hēdonē. Violent, vicious.
But this—
It's drinking ichor from the vein of Anteros.
There's a crack in the back of his head. The sound of everything, all of it—
Falling into place.
His hands tighten. Tighten some more. He holds you, sure and firm, keeping you nestled in the anchor of his embrace, unable to run, to flee. You're his. Settled. The caveat is ironclad, bound in permanence.
And Simon moans. Deep, and low. The noise jutters out of his chest, and seeps into the evening air. Fine mist, crystallising in front of him. Phosphenes of ice cemented his decision, gluing to his cheeks. The nape of his neck.
His ears burn.
“Fuckin' hell, sweet thing,” it's a guttural growl in the hollow of his throat. “Where ‘ave you been all my goddamn life?”
It's a nauseating confession, one scraped out from the vacancy between his ribs. It peppers the air in a soft, saccharine kiss. Makes you shiver beneath him, gasping in lungfuls of loam, dirt in your throat.
He grunts. Stills. He doesn't want that for you. Ever. Would rip off his own limbs before he ever let you feel the crushing weight of dirt congealing inside of your lungs.
The way he arches over you is damning. Nauseating. He curls his arm around your shoulder, your chest, traps a heaving breast in the palm of his hand, holds tight. The other falls from your hip, closes over your mons. Greedily feeling your slick, hot sex pulsing wildly around him when he passes over your clit, toying with your stretched, swollen rim. It's perfection, this.
He pulls you up, up, leaning back on his haunches until you're balanced on your knees, nearly sat on his lap. Taking him deeper than before. He drops his head back with another moan when he feels your slick gather, dripping down to coat his balls.
Everything about you is just—
Perfection. Absolution.
Your hands fly up, curling over his forearm, mewling when he pinches your nipples between his middle and ring finger.
“C’mon,” he rasps, leaning forward to press his face into your nape. You smell sweet. “Play with ‘em for me, pet.”
Nails bite into his skin. You whimper. Squirming around on his lap. But you do as you're told. Slowly, slowly, reaching up. Touching yourself the way you like. Fingers ghosting over your flesh, brushing across your nipples. Pulling, petting, the way you like. He hooks his chin over your shoulder, watches. Devours. Commits each movement to memory. Every sound, every breath. Everything.
He keeps a slow, languid pace like this. Content to just feel you pulsing around him, listening to the slick, wet squelch of him filling you up. Over and over again. A lazy rut.
It's unexpected, he knows. You've been bracing yourself this whole time, fingers digging into the podsol, spine tightening up. Waiting for the savagery to befall you.
When it doesn't come, he feels your quiet acquiescence come in a soft breath. In the way you slowly drop down to meet the deep rut of his hips. Taking your pleasure, pulling him in deeper. There's an edge to your voice, one still dipped in threads of discomfort, a waning pain that rings out, shrill, in the satin spill of moonlight over the indigo forest.
It's good like this. Tender. Not something he'd have ever imagined for himself, and the reality of it is dizzying.
Reedy, he groans. Nuzzles his misshapen nose into your scent gland. His gums pulse, ache—
But he ignores it. Swallows it down.
He's not sure what compels him to do so. Spellbound, maybe, by this unnatural softness that spools silken threads between you. Sutured in tenderness—so unbefitting of the man he is. The monster—
His hips stutter. Jerk.
“Simon—!”
You whine into it, arching back. Sweat gathers, drips down your spine, smears into his chest, belly. Matts the thatch of hair running in sparse, patchy clusters down the thickness of his midsection. A bountiful spring fattened him up. Made him soft and pillowy over his abdomen. Something you can't seem to get enough of—pressing the flat of your back against him, leaning into it. Groaning when his arm shifts, boxing you in. Crushing you to him.
Wily little kitten, purring so sweetly in his lap.
He draws lazy circles over your clit, grunting with each clench of your cunt. You're soft in his arms. Malleable. He slides his hand up from beneath your breasts, catches your jaw in his palm. Fingers spanning from cheekbone to temple and, oh—
Doesn't that just make him preen.
He drags your chin to the side, catching your mouth in a sickening kiss. All tongue, teeth. He wants to taste, to devour, every part of you. Bones and all.
It's a fight, though. You tense in his grasp, lidded eyes snapping open, wide and around. Cheeks bulging between his fingers when you twist, trying to pull away.
“Don't—I don't want to—” he bites the protests from lips. Messy, sloppy. He flicks his tongue over yours, wrapping it around you like a satiated snake burrowing in after a heavy meal. “Don't—f–fuck—”
It earns him a nip. Teeth digging into his bottom lip. Drawing blood.
He huffs into the seam of your mouth. Only fair, he supposes, and then pulls you down—hard, fast—onto his cock. The air is punched out of your lungs, flooded into his esophagus.
“Be a good girl for me,” he warns, bucking into you. It's harder this time, deeper. Tempo increasing. Growing. He feels himself thicken. Knot fattening up. Each piston of his hips seems to knock something inside of his head loose. Common sense, maybe—
The fraying knot of his self-control winding tight. Pulling taut.
He huffs again, feeling himself slip. Lost in the sensation dripping down his spine, the unified pleasure blooming in the pit of his stomach.
The air plumes with the thickening tang of your arousal—all sweet, spice. You can take it, now, he knows, and tries not to growl when you hiccup his name wetly into the air.
The muscles in his thighs bunch tight. Corded and powerful. He arches up, up, forcing his cock deep inside your cunt, splitting you apart. Rutting desperately, edging into something animalistic.
It runs a knife along the thin skin of his hindbrain. Come out, come out, come play—
He moves you again, pulling his hand away from your jaw and pushing you back down the forest floor. He stays glued to your back. Tucks his arm under your chin, and smothers you under his bulk, groaning when your thighs give out, sliding on the sweat-slicked moss below.
“Simon, ah—” your voice tapers off into a breathless cry when he pulls his hand free from beneath you, wrapping it around to join the other. Holding on, clinging to you. Keeping you locked tight against him, under him. You can't move at all like this—
The swell of his knot bumps against your stretched rim. He presses the brunt of his weight into each thrust now, spurned on by the needy way you yowl into his forearm, drooling all over his skin. Begging for it.
“Please, please, please—”
Your body is jostled forward with each harsh buck of his hips as he gives you everything he has, feeding his cock into your sopping cunt over and over again. Eager now to fill you up, to flood you with his cum. Make you swell with it. Overstuffed.
Perfect little omega, you rut back into him with each thrust, taking his thick cock to the root. Mewling sweetly when his knot begins to catch. Too much, he thinks. It might just wreck you for good—
pomegranate seeds splitting over your teeth, blood red juice leaking from the tear. spilling into your mouth. just a drop. just a drop, and Persephone is all his
—Perfect.
He teeters on the edge of ferality and control. Spinning, spiralling. Loosefooted on the wobbling chossy. Coming undone in a magmatic end—wicked heat, ashes, brimstone; he catches fire, and smoulders you under his heat. Letting the flames lick across your skin until you whine his name, desperate and needy, in the back of your throat. The thrill a bludgeon against his skull, spilling pleasure, bliss, in the broken hole you wrought.
You tighten like a vice around him—tight, tight—and he pistons into you, burrowing deep. Deeper still. Until you thrash around beneath him, soundlessly screaming his name into the dark forest. Begging for mercy, mercy, please—
He won't. Can't.
He can't get enough of the way you feel wrapped around him like this. Silken, whitehot. Tight. Tight—
It squeezes the air from his lungs. Static in his head—
And then you let go. Pulsing, throbbing around him. Pulling him in deeper, blanketing his mind in white noise. In nothing but magmatic pleasure.
“Fuck—!” He snarls, almost angry. Vicious. Chasing after his end in the aftermath of yours. Instincts are at war within him, banging against his skull. Demanding recompense. Paid it's pound of flesh.
It's what he's promised. What it's owed.
(and he always keeps his promises, doesn't he?)
Most describe their ruts as mindless, driven by instinct. No control. But Ghost has never felt more present, more alive, than when he sinks his teeth deep into your nape, nearly choking, drowning, on your blood.
For the first time in decades, he feels the crater inside himself, suffused with spare, broken parts, seal when you yield with a mangled yowl of his name, raw and fractured as it splits between your teeth. Pretty pussy swallowing up his knot when he bullies it in deep, locking you together.
pretty little lamb—
a perfect fit between his teeth.
His rut is a voracious thing.
Ghost has you on your back for the second and third round, heels resting on his shoulders as he bucks into you. Makes you stare at him—don’t look away from me, pet—as he commandeers your body with an ease that seems to break apart all demurrals as they form, rendering you sweet, malleable, beneath him to do with as he pleases.
And you are, aren't you?
So fuckin’ sweet.
(“gonna give me a cavity,” he rasps, thick with pleasure, into your ear. he has you on your belly now. holds you down with his weight, crushes your chest against the soft moss below, thighs squeezed tight between his own. you can barely make a sound with his forearm digging into the dirt right above your crown, swallowing you whole under his bulk.
(owns you like, he finds. no one would be able to see you beneath him if they wandered by. encompassed wholly by every iota he has to give—
he cums like that. nose buried in your crown, moaning low, scorched, in the back of his throat as you twitch beneath him, unable to move at all—)
It's early in the morning when he finally finishes, when his rut begins to slowly recede, and a fresh bloom of clarity yawns over his periphery. Moonrise peppers soft kisses over his aching shoulders as he glances at you curled up against his side, sleeping soundly. Exhausted by the hours and hours of mating, fucking. Taking him, his knot, drinking down everything he has to offer.
The sight that greets him is gnarled fingers wrapping around his rotting heart, affection peeking out between the brackets of his ribs. His appetite for you is dizzying. Unquenchable. He wonders if he'll ever be able to look at you without wanting to crawl inside your body. To reshape your tender flesh around his bulk until it is indiscernible from himself.
This want is agony. It's dread, desire. Greed.
His shoulders bite back in protest when he reaches up to drag his dirt-crusted nails through the prickly hair on his scalp. As dawn slowly unfurls across the midnight blue aether, he knows he'll have to leave soon. Can already feel the creeping heat gnawing in the pit of his belly. His rut starting anew. The scant hours he has of mental clarity, moments meant to eat, to feed, and regain strength for the next marathon of fucking, are needed to feel out his next move.
He glances at you again, and feels the same covetous tug in his chest as he did before, when he was thickly entrenched in the urge to mate. But as the burnt orange of the sun smears hazy fingerprints across the moulted sky, he sees you in a new, cleaner light. You're young. Much younger than he is.
It's something he ought to worry about. To feel some shred of shame, of despondency over shackling you to himself—a defective alpha with more scars than morality—when you're in the burgeoning bloom of your freshly untethered youth. All jejune beauty outclasses nature itself. Snow melts on the alpines, trickling down to feed the valley below. Life itself—
But you are his.
The ugly rings around your throat—mangled tissue swelling in the morning dawn, caked in a thick river of blood—all signify that you belong to him. And while it's a little extreme as far as claiming bites go—one would suffice, but he buried his teeth in you over and over again, biting down on both sides of your neck, your jugular, your nape; inner thighs, mons, wrists—it’s proof enough that you are meant for him. Made for him.
His pretty omega.
The rest doesn't matter. He ought to feel shame, but instead he luxuriates in it. Stares down at you with a needy sort of possession spuming in the putrid remains of his chest, mapping out the marks he put on you. And the ones he'll add to later, not stopping until covered in the perfect impression of his crooked teeth. Tattoos of his ownership all over your body.
Mutual, of course. There's a scant patch of skin, restive and empty, above his heart, save for a fine, jagged line from a serrated dagger. He'll have you bite down on the flesh until your teeth meet inside his muscle. Scarring down to the bone. He'll go, then, to the man who inks him up whenever he has the whim to desecrate scar tissue, and have him etch midnight black against fine silver. Permanent, forever. Always.
And anyone who kicks up a fuss—stupid as they might be—he’ll sort them out. Prove to them that you are meant to be his.
(unshakeable:
his spend leaks out of you, drying, tacky and thick, on your thighs. under the sleepy citrine of the dawning sun, it's tinged pink, and looks just like pomegranate juice.)
Ghost rolls his shoulder, and reaches for his discarded trousers. He's covered in a thick layer of dirt, and reeks like soil. But the thought of being buried alive is miniscule compared to the want of being buried inside you again. The urge. Insatiable. He groans with it, cock throbbing already.
He leaves you naked. No point in dressing when he plans on going home and sinking back inside of you before midday, anyway. An unneeded obstacle, really—
The clearing is close to his truck, and he sets a leisurely pace, yawning into the dawn, as he gathers you into his arms. Carrying you to it as you drool on his chest, brows pinched at the soft jostle of him trudging through the thicket until he reaches it.
He's not in a rut when he stretches you out in the back seat, spreading your sticky thighs around his hips, sinking inside, bottoming out just as you come to, waking up with a gasp.
The intense fucking from before lingers in the air. You're soft, molasses; arching into his chest, whimpering out the name he hissed into your nape only hours ago, folding into him with a somnolent submission. It won't last, of course—
You're a vicious little thing, and his back and chest twinge with the rivers you carved into his flesh when he didn't move the way you liked. Wolfish, aren't you? Spitfire hiding under the soft pelt of a slain lamb. He wants to devour you, bones and all.
He takes his fill of your malleable concession, rutting into you with a sluggish ease. Mapping out the starlight sparking in the depths of your glossy eyes. Magnetic. It pulls him deeper. Unravels him at the seams.
His hand spans the expanse of your jaw from ear to ear. He holds you like this, thumb buried in the tender embrace of your soft tongue, and begins to understand the reason behind Johnny's niche appetite when you toy with his flesh, coquettish and sweet, suckling him in—pretty seductress—and then mewl when he pushes in too deeply, bringing crystalline gems to corners of your eyes.
Angelic innocence. The type that demands he prostrates himself at your altar, let his bones be picked clean when you so wish it. And he'll give it to you—body, blood, tissue; all of it. The entirety of him, however broken, shattered the fragments might be.
He promises it all to you without a word, drilling holes in the gaps of your eyes, chasms wide enough for him to fit. When he cums, it's to a songbirds sonata. Your moans are a whisper, your pleasure swallowed down as it ghosts over his lips, clenching around him like a vice. Pretty bow. He doesn't hold back—groans, baritone; woodsmoke, into the gathering symphony, filling you to the brim. Thick, copious. He wants it to stick. To root.
When the blood sputters back to his head, he gathers you in his arms once more. Keeps you seated on his lap—shush, pet; s’alright, jus’ close your eyes an’ I'll ‘ave us home in a bit—as he starts the old pickup, and puts it into drive. One hand on the wheel, knuckles blanching white in the glimmering sunrise; sparse forests of muted blond catching, limned in the coruscating light. The other is placed on the small of your back, holding your belly to his.
Quietly, your body eases. Melts. You press your face into his chest, fingers curling into the fabric, and nuzzle into the heady scent of his sweat, his musk, still clinging to his shirt. Signing, soft and twee, in the cup of his embrace as you slip back to sleep.
He drives home like this. Mind a quiet place for once. Silent in its contentment, it's comfort. There's an itinerary still left to do, but he pushes it back for now, gaze roaming the dense green of the forest bracketing the road.
You'll like it, he knows. There's a fen on the outskirts of his territory, a little pond where wild rabbits have been known to make burrows. Deers, elk. Bears. They all come and go. You'll amuse yourself in the untamed wilderness of his abode, drawing delineations of your own as you carve out places in his home just for you.
And as he makes the turn to his hidden driveway, this buried sanctuary, he can't help but glance down at your crown, and think—
Persephone, finally home.
He finds your identification in your rucksack, nestled underneath the contraband you smuggled from the park—mushrooms, berries, bark, feathers—and sears your name to memory. Every part of you will be unravelled in the coming days, pulled from the depths of your being until it's all ingrained in his head. A gaping chasm chiselled into bone just for you. All for you.
Your address is a rental. He'll have to call them later today to cut your lease. Your job, too. They'll need to be notified on both your off time for his rut (and your burgeoning heat), and to update your contact information.
But that's later. Now, he just wants to get home. Sink down into his bed with you beneath him, and fuck you until sundown all over again. Stain the house with the scent of you. With the potent tang of your coupling.
It's yours too, after all. Should smell just like you.
And when you wake up later to him fucking his tongue into your drenched hole, fingers toying with your pebbled clit, Johnny will be busy packing the rest of your things into the pack of his pickup truck. The majority of it is already stacked on the porch, waiting for you to rearrange it all in your new house. Lease cut. His name added to your contacts as spouse, husband. Address updated. Marriage certificate laying on the table, only one line unsigned. Waiting for you.
Maybe it's too fast. You'll certainly protest like it is, bearing your teeth and hissing at him from across the room about too much, too fast, slow down, you don't even know his last name—
(“Riley,” he grouses, arms folded over his broad chest. Eyes burning in the cresting twilight. “S’your last name now as well, pet.”)
Fast—sure. He might think so too for a brief moment when he as you purring against his chest, submissive and docile after he fucked the fight right out of you, bullied you into agreeing to everything—it's for the best, after all. No one could ever protect you like he can.
Made for each other. Reinforced when he presses your fingers to the soft spot where his last rib once hung—
(“stole it,” he murmurs into the seam of your lips. “right from under my nose. only fair that i get to steal somethin’ right back, ain't it?”
the look on your face is rapturous when you press your hand to your side, eyes widening when you feel the extra rung—)
He's had decades of waiting. Waiting. And now that he's found you—
He's never letting go.
You're it, he knows. Feels the certainty in that statement simmering in his hindbrain, in his essence. He'll have you—now, forever. Non-negotiable. Where you go, he will follow.
(after all, there's something about three-headed dogs and their bones—)
Alpha!Ghost's idea of meeting omegas is going to restaurants or cafes looking for couples on dates and if he thinks the alphas are rude or dismissive with their partners he crashes their dates and convinces the omega to leave with him.
Alpha!Ghost that is ready to play knight in shining armor yet again when he sees you catching your boyfriend cheating, but before he could intervene you already poured the coffee on the ex-boyfriend's head, flipped him off and closed the door in his face when the guy tried running after you.
Alpha!Ghost that decides he finally found his match and starts to follow you home to make sure you stay safe of course. But when he turns the corner there's a painful zip of electricity straight to his thigh and while bending down in pain he sees you holding a taser gun in one hand and your phone in the other.
Alpha!Ghost that now looks at you with hearts in his eyes while you don't know if you should dial the police or tase him again and run away. Someone on the other side of the street shouts a "Congratulations!" and you realise this whole scene looks like some kind of proposal to passerbys. Kind of embarassed you quickly walk away from this weird man.
Alpha!Ghost who follows you with his eyes while calling Price to request some time off, when asked the reason he just tells him about planning a wedding. Price just chuckles and asks him to send him an invitation.
Alpha!Ghost that uses his job connections to find out everything he can about you and starts leaving suspiciously accurate gifts on your doorstep and some pictures with your ex's trashed car and apartment. You scroll through them while munching on some of the chocolate from Simon (that's how he always signs himself on the cards accompanying the gifts with a little skull near his name).
Alpha!Ghost that always seems to know when you're in a bad mood because not even fifteen minutes after coming home there's doordash from your favourite restaurant. After that you let him walk you home hand in hand with you and not three blocks behind.
Alpha!Ghost's morbid sense of humour that charms you while watching scary movies or true crime documentaries, listening to him pointing out inconsistencies and explaining how he would do things different.
Alpha!Ghost that is surprised at your request to spend the weekend renting a cabin in the woods, but happily obliges. After the initial surprise of not finding you in bed in the morning, but sniffing the unmistakeable smell of omega in heat, he sees the front door open and the trail of your smell towards the woods.
Alpha!Ghost that is thrilled to hunt down his omega, maybe claim them right then and there. He thinks he might have to move the wedding date earlier.
Alpha!ghost and omega!reader who is nothing like an omega.
Ghost only really knows ur an omega bc he saw it on ur file, wouldnt know otherwise given scent blockers are mandatory. you are everything people say an omega isnt. ur loud, agressive, bold. you dont apologize unless you think its deserved, you growl at people who piss you off, hell hes even seen you scruff some of the younger people around base.
ghost doesnt mind, you get the job done well. whether youre an omega or beta or alpha means very little to him....until you ask him to be your heat partner. his mind lowkey short circuits. ur still talking abt the logistics and benefits of having him over someone else and hes thinking abt how nice youd look underneath him and gasping.
needless to say, he agrees. necessary paperwork is filled out and eventually ur showing him around your apartment and tossing the extra clothes he brought into ur nest. he kind of expects ur heat to be when you really show ur omega designation, and initially he thinks hes right.
ur sprawled beneath him with a flustered expression, legs spread invitingly as he runs his tip along the edge teasingly. "cmon lovie, beg for it." he says, a tried and true phrase from heats spent with other omegas. except you dont whine, you growl and lock ur legs around his hips. suddenly ghost is beneath u, back pressed into the nest, and ur setting a brutal pace on his cock. he tries to grab ur hips and set the pace put u just slap them away with a growl that makes his head buzz.
long story short you walk out of that heat asking if ghost can help u with the next, and ghost doesnt walk out of that heat bc hes so worn and fucked out he cant even stand lol.
Sweet Simon taking in a needy, lost little omega, not a clue what he was getting himself into.
He found the sweet pup sniffling on a park bench in the rain, all their stuff having to be carefully hidden underneath the wooden structure. You were holding back sobs, or maybe you were already crying, it was hard to tell with the rain pouring around you both.
He remembered approaching you slowly, so careful not to scare off the poor kit he just found who had no idea where to go in this big, scary world. It was actually fairly simple to guide you home, handing you a few snacks and having a deep conversation about your ex. He helped you load up in his truck and drove you far, far away to his shitty flat.
The first thing you needed was a proper bath, and such a young pup like you obviously wouldn't know how to take care of themselves. So he ran the bath for you, filled it up with scented soaps and bubbles and helped you detangle all the would-be overstimulating and frustrating knots in your hair. Poor thing, you would've been so lost without him, you're both so lucky he found you!
And of course, he dressed you in his slacks for bed, promising to wash all your other clothes the next time he went out to do laundry while you were left in a gray t-shirt and baggy pants that you had to hold up, less they slip down your ass.
You curled up in his side, leaking pleasant omega pheromones, brushing them into his scent gland and purring lowly. It fed into his ego, letting him know that he did good in helping this poor, lost pup he found. God, he had no idea your pre-heat was coming and his cock would be fucked..