Senseless
An Amazingphil Imagine Phil discovers a new kink of his and wants to try it out. 1st person POV
*warnings*- smut, talk of birth control, impregnation kink, and impure Phil thoughts.
This is my first smut fic so please feel free to tell me that if I should continue writing it or not. Word count: 3,162
Phil’s POV
We never really have talked seriously about having kids before, only ever jokingly like what we would name our kid if we had one such as naming the baby Thor, Susan, or Pikachu. Then Y/N and I would laugh it off and never give it another thought.
That was until I saw Y/N holding her cousin’s new baby and how gentle and caring she seemed to hold her little nephew with such ease and how the baby had (y/c/e) just like hers and it really got me thinking about what our baby would look like.
It started off simply with me just going to those websites where you can mash your picture with another person’s and seeing it that way and then going deeper into the search of pregnancy as a whole and being amazed and grossed out at the same time.
It really got me thinking about my life I mean I was thirty years old now and not getting any younger. Most of my old school mates and friends were married by now and some have even had kids or trying to have kids now.
Having a kid with Y/N would be great just having to imagine her all big and swollen with my kid and plus having to make the baby is the best part of it all. That’s when I noticed I started to get hard from thinking about knocking up my girlfriend.
The more and more I think about Y/N carrying my child, I can just close my eyes and imagine it now with her breasts getting bigger and me sucking the milk out of them. Grabbing and squeezing my cock through my jeans and wanting to cum soo badly.
No. Phil stop.
My brain shouts at me, this is bad you can’t just think of your girlfriend getting pregnant and then not tell her you want to do those things to her.
Y/N and I have always been open to discussing our kinks, turn-on, and turn-offs it’s one of the few things that we have honestly talked about with no judgment or shame.
So I decided to text her. Hey if you are not busy I would like you to come over tonight.
I miss you.
She texts back: Ya, I would love too. I already finished my paper and I miss you too <3
Is Dan going to be there?
“Is Dan going to be there?” Is our little code we came up with to say ‘hey i am super horny and want to fuck you so hard till I scream your name so your roommate better not be there’. Well, at least we were on the same horny page.
I text back: I sadly have to say he will not be here. Also, I’m proud of you for finishing your paper before the due date. So I will see you later tonight love you.
Y/N texts: Love you too Philly.
Well now I just lied to her and now I have to quickly push Dan out of the house somehow. I go out into the lounge and see Dan in his sofa crease as usual.
“Hey.” I say.
“What’s up?” Dan replies.
“I was wondering if you had any plans tonight?” I ask
“No, not really why you want to go somewhere?” Dan asks.
“Well, I was wondering if you might want to go somewhere just by yourself?” I ask thinking if he is getting my hint.
“What? Wait, is Y/N coming over tonight and you want to have loud obnoxious sex without me here?” Dan asks sarcastically.
I feel my face go red and I nod my head and look down at the floor.
“Hhahaha all you have to do is ask, I guess I can go see a film with James and make fun of that new Residential Evil movie and then go for a pint after, that should give you guys enough time right?” Dan says.
“Yeah I think it should, I can’t thank you enough for being so..” I start to say.
“No don’t say anymore I really don’t mind, I don’t like hearing your sex noises or Y/N’s it’s just awkward.” Dan interrupts. “I guess I’ll go text James and get ready and don’t forget to #rubberupfordan.”
“Ok ya will do.” I say except maybe if I’m lucky I won’t need one tonight.
About twenty minutes later I hear the door bell go off and I know that she is here, so I rush down the stairs to greet my sexy girlfriend.
Your POV
God, I have been soo fucking horny all day. earlier today while scrolling through tumblr I saw one of those gif sets of Phil being ”sexy” and I couldn’t get him out of my mind since then. I was just very glad that he texted me. I need this and I think he needs this.
Phil is pretty gentle and sweet with our love making, but tonight what I need is just hard fucking and nothing else. I walk up the and ring the bell then wait for him to open the door. Phil opens the door and pulls me in tightly for a hug.
‘God he smells good’ Like some vanilla and something manly and rugged.
“Come on in you must be freezing,” Phil says as he shuffles me into the flat.
“Nah I’m all good your hug is all I need to warm me up.” I say and gesture for him to go ahead of me.
He nods and heads up the many stairs and I get a great view of his ass.
“So how was class today? Did you learn what dogs think when we aren’t there?’ Phil asks.
“It was fine, and yeah they try to plot a way for to get more treats and practice their begging faces,” I say
He laughs and opens the door to the lounge for me and I put down my bag near the table. I casually look around and ask “So is Dan here?”
“Ya he still is here.” Phil says.
I give him a look that displays ‘Um I thought you said he wouldn’t be’
“He will be leaving soon don’t worry.” Phil reassures me. As he walks up to me and takes my chin and tilts it up lightly and gives me a kiss that is soft and light. I stretch up to wrap my arms around his back to just get a bit closer and wanting to just surround myself in our little bubble.
He pulls away and I chase his lips wanting just some more of this and I can’t wait any longer and I just want all of him now.
“Wait I need to talk to you about something before we go....uhm..into things.” Phil stammers out.
“Ok no problem,” I say and I can tell from his face that it’s about something sexual. Phil can become super easy to read after you get to know him. And I just have to wonder what kind of thing he wants. Gosh, I hope he wants to try something new tonight.
“We can talk in my bedroom,” Phil says tentatively and takes my hand and leads me to his room down the hall. I see that he has grabbed my bag already and takes it and places it on his rug in front of the TV in his room. I watch him as he closes the door.
“You can go ahead and sit on the bed, you don’t have to wait for me.” he says.
I laugh as I sit on the bed and say “Oh ya sorry. I just get distracted just looking at such divine beauty.”
He laughs and turns slightly pink from my compliment. “So what did you want to talk about, my love bug?” I ask as I take off my shoes.
He chuckles at the nickname and walks to lay on the other side of the bed and turns to look at me. “Well I wanted to talk about a new kink I think I have and I was wondering what you might think of it.”
‘Wow I got it right’ Mental fist bump. “Well you know you can tell me I am going to be open-minded and no judgment here.” I say as I lay down and take his hands and give a little kiss on his knuckles.
“Well.....remember when we went to your cousin’s house to see her new baby? I just saw you with him and you were just such a natural at it and I got into think about babies and you and I having one.” “And some fun web things and research later and I got to thinking about you being pregnant with my baby and I got hard about just wanting to impregnate you like I got really hard.” Phil says and his face goes completely red and just looks at our hands held together.
I couldn’t come up with an answer right away all my brain could think was that ‘He wants to have a baby with you’. I look him in the eyes and say
“Phil for one I must say that there is nothing wrong with your kink and it’s valid.”
“Second, I am very flattered that you want to have a baby with me, but I don’t want to have a baby right now. I’m going to school right now and I wanted to finish it before I have a baby. I have thought about having one with you and I would love to eventually, just right now I think it’s not the right time.”
“Thirdly I am on the pill and we have never gone bare before, because of having just extra protection but we know we are both clean now and I wouldn’t mind just pretending like we are having baby making sex.”
I say and just look at him and wait to hear his response.
Phil’s POV
I was very happy to hear Y/N’s response she has always been so understanding. I look up to her beautiful (y/e/c) eyes and pull her into a kiss and nibble on her lips till she lets our tongues tangle together. I climb on top of her and slide my hands down her curves wanting to just take her all in.
That’s when I hear a loud yell outside my door “I am leaving now hope you guys have fun.” I can just hear Dan’s smirk from just that sentence.
We stopped just briefly and Y/N says “Ok and you bet your ass we will.” and gives me the most cheeky smirk I have ever seen. She pulls by my shirt down back to her lips. I let her dominant this kiss and she tastes soo sweet it becomes intoxicating.
I move to her neck and nibble on the skin right under her ear. I lick after each nibble and her moans only egg me on. She tugs on my shirt and I get the message and I shuck it off and toss it to the floor.
I feel her hand at my chest and teasing my nipples as she leans up to lick one and twist the other one then switching over. I feel my jeans get tighter and I just want her to take off her’s as well.
“You too.” I say my voice sounding deeper and huskier. I tug off her sweater and her undershirt all at ounce and toss it with the other clothing we have shed. I then just stare at her and I take my hands and run them over her arms wanting to just live in the moment. I run my fingertips over her breasts and cup them and squeezing and I see she gets goosebumps over her arms.
I reach around and take off her bra with ease and I run my thumb over her nipples and tug at them, she shivers and moans. I go back to kissing her neck with much harder bites and go at her ears tugging and pulling at them with my teeth. I feel her nail scratching my back her breath in short pants.
“Phil I need more.” she whispers in my ear.
I get off her and stand on the side of the bed as I take off my jeans and my socks and I stand there and watch her take off her jeans, socks, and her underwear. She catches me watching her undress and she sees that I am still in my underwear and she says.
“Let me do the last part.” She slides to the side on the bed and grabs and pulls me to her by the hips and caresses my sides and stomach and pulls down my underwear. I step out of them and she takes my cock in hand and runs her thumb over the slit and I moan out.
“Use your mouth, sweetheart,” I say and she does and wraps her mouth it and runs her tounge up and down and takes her hand to my balls and massages each one. I grab her head wanting to go deeper, I know to go slow so not to choke her. She puts her tongue right at the head and then just sucks at the head and moves her hand to rub at what she isn’t reaching.
She twists slightly and squeezes and I can just feel like going over the edge. “Y/N I’m getting close,” I say and then she stops and looks up at me with the most innocent eyes and says.
“Well we can’t have that we are going to need all of that cum because if not how will we get pregnant?” Her lips pouty.
That’s what did it, I could feel my cock get hard and I leak pre-cum. She slides up on the bed lies down. And gestures to me to come to her. I jump onto the bed and on top of her and go to her breasts and start sucking at her nipples.
“I can’t wait till you start getting milk, for our child.” I say and fondle the other I nibble at the bud and start to work my way down and rub my hands down her sides and grasping her love handles her curves and soft skin are some of my favorite things about her.
Her move her legs to bend at the knee and spread her her legs and finger her clit.
Her moans are getting louder she screams “Fuck Phil, please stop teasing.”
“I’m just trying to make sure your nice and wet for me baby.” “I need you soaking it makes it easier for you to receive my seed,” I say.
I go down and kiss her clit her move my fingers into her starting with just one and arching them ever so slightly trying to reach that spot. Her legs start to shake I move my mouth lower and add my tongue to her hole. Swapping it out with my finger and swirling and moving it slowly and then putting it inside of her.
I keep swiping at her clit with my thumb and pinch it. I hear her cuss and sit up to grab at my hair pulling it. At this point I almost rubbing myself off on my sheets. I am soo hard it hurts I need to put it her pussy now.
“How are you, sweetheart?” I ask “Are you ready for me?”
Shes nods yes.
“Use your words, Y/N. I want to hear you say it.” I say.
“I want you to fuck me senseless until you drown my pussy in your cum.” she says.
“Ok sweetheart,” I say and I line myself up and start with just putting the tip in. I hear her moan long in my ear and I slowly thrust in more and more till I’m all in. Y/N pulls my face to her and we share a ravenous kiss that takes my breath away. I can feel her pussy is tight around my cock, I can feel such a heat and it’s wet and glorious.
I move and thrust harder hearing our bodies slap against each other. I tell her to move around with ass first. She gets on all fours on the bed and turns her gorgeous ass to me. I squeeze and slap it, just to keep it spontaneous. I line myself back up and go all in. I grip her hips and it takes us a second to find a rhythm when we do she moves her hips back and reach around to play with her clit more.
Y/N is just about moaning louder now and trying to smother them in my pillow. I move my hand to her head and pull it up. “No silencing those moans sweetheart, if you are going to scream you have to let all hear you.”
She gets up and sits up in my lap and says “Ok baby.” She moves my hands to her breasts and moves her hands on top of mine and having me squeeze her tits more. She starts moving her hips up and down while I take a rest. She lets out yelps in this position we are hitting new spots I can feel her get even wetter and clenching down.
I pinch at her clit again and say my turn again and I lay her down again and I slip back out and back in again. Slow than faster I love teasing her and I know she is super sensitive at this point. I have been close but now I am ready to explode now.
“Sweetheart I am very close,” I say
She looks me right in my eyes and says “Baby give me all of it, I want your baby soo bad.”
That's when I cum and I can feel it’s a lot more than usual. I feel blissed out and I just tumble onto the other side of the bed in exhaustion. I can feel the sheets soaked with sweat and other body fluids, but all I care is that I bring Y/N to me and pull her to my chest.
She grabs on to me and makes shapes on my chest with her finger.
“That was great like really great, you were just soo good.” she says.
“Sorry after-sex brain can’t make full sentences.” she babbles on.
I just laugh and kiss her on her forehead, “You know I don’t think will be home for a little bit longer, how about round two in a couple minutes?”
“You read my mind Mr. Lester.” she says.
Oh, I know what roleplay she wants next.
