normal -- hello dear you're a cool cucumber and i dig that
italics -- i like you like a lot lot please be my friend
bold -- you make my heart go doki doki when i see you
strikeout -- url changed/account deleted
50-shades-of-armin-arlert || amiable-huntress || apexjaeger || askerenjaegar || assfacejean || attack-on-humanity || beluavoluntas || beyond-these-walls || broken-wings-of-containment || coffeeshop-jean || dreamsofoutside || fuckingjean-kirschtein || freckledbodtsoldier || fullmetaljaeger || god—dammit-eren || goingafterthetitans || hisonlybeloved || innerekonflikt || killingallthetitans || kyojinslayereren || lightofthedeep || merciless-soldier || mercilessvictor || notabadleader || onewhoseeksdeath || outsidethesewalls || scoutinglegioneren || silensvox || soleverity || shinymetalwings || tacticalintelligence || tatakautowin || titansatemybaby || titanshifterjaeger || waffleminx || yourhairispretty
Okay so some of you are probably going "who the fuck is this chick" and let me just say, that I have probably gone through your blog links and take a liking to you -- so it's normal don't be alarmed uwu
Back to what I was going to say, urhm, well I have 100+ followers now, and I felt the need to do something special I suppose. Some of you have roleplayed with me, some have not -- and probably at least one of you don't want to rp but that's cool.
This is dedicated to those I stalk admire, have spoken to and befriended, and those who I really want to roleplay with but am too damn shy to ask. Really, you guys don't even speak to me, but it's just knowing that out of your own free will you chose to follow me and put up with my shit and hang around -- even if no one says anything, I'm still glad you're still here, and reading this nonsense.
So... um, I decided to take a step out of my comfort zone and, uh, reveal something I've thought about each person on this list that I have been too afraid to say to their face, but only to those I know somewhat, excluding a few because they either already know everything about me or I had only followed them just recently.
{Here comes my living nightmareee ----}
50-shades-of-armin-arlert || I see you many times on my dashboard, and I don't remember what it was but you replied to an ask one time and I laughed so hard, oh my god, I hit my elbow on my desk and my laughter mixed with sobbing so yeah. Basically I think you're funny and want to be your friend but how do become the friend.
amiable-huntress || You're writing is amazing, better than mine hands down. You're a very intelligent, wonderful person, and I love your url because it's pretty okay.
apexjaeger || Oh my god, you. Yooou. I want to hug to so bad, it's not even funny. Like, you pop in on my dash rarely for me, so I panic sometimes and want to start a conversation but, yeah, I do admit that I believe you are way better than me and I feel intimidated by it a lot. But, in a good way! I look up to you, so I hope I can meet your level of skill and we can plot one day!
askerenjaegar || I spoke to you one time, but never again, and I am a bit saddened by it but that's alright. You actually sent me/replied to and ask one day, and I seriously almost had a heart attack because I didn't even know you, ha ha. But, talking again sometime, I would like that very much.
assfacejean || Dear god, you're blog is gorgeous. You're everything is gorgeous. Yep.
attack-on-humanity || So I was really bummed out that you haven't replied in two months, but uh, I never said anything because aha, you know me, too shy.
broken-wings-of-containment || Mama MarMar, you are just an amazing person that I love seeing happy on my dash. Sometimes I feel like I'm annoying you honestly, so that's the reason I haven't spoken to you much if you were wondering, but I still think you are a excellent friend to have, no lies.
coffeeshop-jean || FIRST PERSON I'VE EVER PLOTTED WITH. Amazing friend, amazing muse, just amazing. I feel a bit disheartened that we don't chat as much anymore, but I understand we have lives of our own, so I try not to be selfish.
fullmetaljaeger || Ugrhfhszjajsch I love talking to you and I feel sad thinking that our rp might have been dropped, I really loved the thread.
god—dammit-eren || I feel like an ass for saying this but thats the point of this I guess, urhm, I'm sort of sad that you never replied to the starter I made, but I'll take it that it's my own fault because I didn't say anything. Though I appreciate the fact that you plotted with me!
goingafterthetitans || IT WAS ME. THE STUPID ANON THAT TRIED TO COMPLEMENT YOU BUT THOUGHT YOU WERE A GIRL WAS ME AND I'M SORRY SORRY OKAY.
hisonlybeloved || For a long time now I wanted to say that I still feel guilty for THAT reason. "That" as in that I think its my fault we haven't spoken anymore because of my OC and everything.
killingallthetitans || YOU'RE SO ADORABLE. I've been longing to start a thread with you but I'm such a weenie and kept dropping out while trying, ugh, sorry.
notabadleader || Yeah, so, I admire you a lot, but also feel intimidated just a bit so, I take three steps forward and four steps back -- iM JUST EXTREMELY SHY YES.
tatakautowin || LISAA ILY STILL. If there's anything you ever need, I'm still here and havent forgotten about you, my dear friend.
titansatemybaby || sENPAI. Still my glorious Senpai. Also I like you're Jean, and his sparkly colgate fuckin teeth. Muwah. ha that was so gay but dont care
titanshifterjaeger || I remember you. I do still have my hopes that we are still friends, but I'm scared to bring it up because I'm a big baby yup.
In conclusion, I'm a gigantic weenie wimp yeah I know.
Okay I had to rush it a bit because this was taking way too long so now it just looks like random stupid shit.
But I hope you guys don't hate me too much and my follower count doesn't plummet through the ground after this. No favoritism is intended!
