sometimes (always) I'll catch myself talking to myself (having full-on conversations with myself, and the imaginary audience), and just think, how much weirder can I get (weirder. a lot weirder.)
It's getting quite bad.
i also have a tendency to film videos of myself, and then delete them
i have a three-hour-long video on my computer of me reading ao3. am I insane? probably. I'm blaming it on my (undiagnosed) adhd (undiagnosed because my mum isn't going to pay a thousand pounds for me to get tested with something 'i don't have'. I'm not even going to ask, because when I was 11, I told her I thought I had anxiety, and she said I was being dramatic. (I was pulling out my hair for fucks sake)). guys is this tmi
but. talking to myself has done more for me than my therapist did. so. benefits benefits.






















