#amistupid

[sunseared]

We wrap ourselves in towels and sit in the soak of the summer,

While I secretly hope it never dries us out.

The rocks and the crash of the waves bring me to my youth,

And your company keeps me anchored.

Oh, Ocean breeze

Please never seize.

- sunseared

[lovethewayyoulie19-blog]

But I love him...

This is my first blog. I'm going to pretty much talk about my whole relationship. From the outside, to strangers anyway, it looks good. It looks normal and loving... but what's it really like to be with an alcoholic? It's as bad as it sounds. Worrying about when he's gonna decide to mess up again, not knowing if he's gonna go to jail. It's all there. All the horror stories about being with an alcoholic is a million percent true! They blame you... they make you feel like it's your fault and that your "attitude" is the reason! But on our good days he's so loving, he's so amazing! Why can't it always be like that? Why can't he always be sober? I used to blame myself... maybe if I stop telling him to stop, maybe if I stop getting mad and act perfect he'll change. It hasn't happened. It's never our choice... it's the alcoholics choice... I need to keep telling myself that. There's nothing I can do for him except pray and be supportive. I shouldn't feel guilty for his mistakes. I cry so much, I'm crying now because we got into a fight and someway the way he acts comes back to it being my fault. I'm the bitch, I'm the one with all the problems. I'm the one who forces alcohol down your throat right? No! I know there are people out there who can relate to me! Who know my pain... being in love with an alcoholic. Just know you're not alone. I'm going to be telling a lot of stories... true stories about how it is when it gets bad. Feeling like your losing hope and wasting time. The times when it's super far from perfect. There is good when it comes to being in love... but loving an alcoholic comes with a tons of more drama and pain, tears and sometimes insanity.

[petry-baelicious]

This is why I sucked ass at school

So I just figured out how to add more than one tag to a post without all my attempted tags becoming one big long meaningless tag, apparently ya gotta use the enter key.

[the-cookie-u-ditched-for-cream]

Ever heard a joke which takes long to understand and till that time it’s not funny but it’s still good? That’s what I feel about this one.

[conorpbt]

I have an idea

I would love to have a YouTube Channel. But what would I do on it? Well, I was kinda thinking of writing my own songs, so I could maybe do a blog on my process :) or I could just talk, I'm very good at talking, a lot. Even if my sentences don't make sense.

Oh, YouTube Rewind 2017 was shit, just saying

[foxglove-grove]

Do you ever have multiple electronics (like a radio, computer, and phone) at the same time, and while you're listening to music on one, you turn the volume dial on the wrong device? Like you're listening to the radio and you turn the volume down on your phone. Am I the only one? Because sometimes I'm left very confused or feeling very dumb. Please reblog if you do this. I wanna know if I'm alone.

[lizwhitehead]

AP test? More like write the lyrics to Taylor Swift songs in my booklet.

[dawncast]

i need to chill the fuck out