#myidea

[ane-doodles]

OC vampire, but instead of being based on a bat it is actually based on a saber-toothed cat and instead of just biting and sucking blood it ends up tearing all the flesh... this is the true middle ground between werewolf and vampire

[skintnminted]

this valentine's day let's all get really unhealthily invested in peter doherty and carl barât of the libertines

[steel--crusader1785]

Clark and Bruce have a one night stand... hot, heavy, full of uncertainty and unspoken desires...Clark is scared that nothing could come of this...that Bruce would never truly admit his feelings...Clark takes away any guilt, wiping Bruce's memory with his kiss. Clark thinks to himself...this has to be the final time my lips will ever meet Bruce's....They go about their lives and move on..or so they think. Clark is pregnant from that one night...how can I tell him? I still feel his lips and now, I feel his child within me.

[anuen-13]

My design, Seraphim.

[kaixenyox]

Kyle and stan holding hands😯

Sadly it isnt the same one in the pic but i tried- :,)

Style

[halogenrobotics]

Idea 13: Things Vanessa does to get over Vanny, a sequel to Idea 6 (kinda)

As has been previously stated, I consider Vannys personality to effectively be the polar opposite of Vanessa's with some exceptions. I wanted to expand on that with this idea that Vanessa would try to do things as differently from Vanny as possible. This is done in order to help convince herself that they were not the same. Here is a list of some of those things, ranging from minor to major in no particular order:

She stops wearing hats indoors

Uses a different hair style (something easier to do than a damn ponytail, which according to Roxy, "hasn't been popular since the 70s". So Roxy gives her a friendly makeover)

Tries to avoid getting slightly upset or mad at anyone, but especially children. Vanessa is absolutely TERRIFIED of losing her temper in front of children, because then that means they will be scared of her. This makes Vanessa, in her mind, just as bad as Vanny. This is because Vanny was constantly irritated and annoyed by everything and that was basically one of 2 emotions that she felt. The other emotion was…

…pure unadulterated bliss, which Vanny only felt when she was murdering her victims while also wearing a deranged smile. As a result she tries to find more reasons to be happy and smile softly in her life. This is comparatively easy, (although it is still a lot more difficult to be happy and positive then it was before) the animatronics help her by being available to talk to. Luis also assists by just being supportive and he is especially great for whenever she needs some comforting words of encouragement. He and Gregory also offer to play some games with her, which she really appreciates because of the company.

Stops wearing clothes with long sleeves like sweatshirts and jeans. The stuffy feeling they give her feels way too much like HER costume, something she only discovered after she tried wearing "her" work uniform for the first time after being freed. She had a flashback, had a small panic attack, and quietly sobbed for 30 minutes in her bedroom. She ended up just showing up out of uniform, but no one really cared so it was fine. 

Starts making cupcakes and cooking again, something she loved doing before this mess happened (check the cut FNAF AR emails.) Everyone at her workplace loved them, Luis even had some made for him especially ;). Chica even asks for her recipe after Vanessa brings some to eat at the pizzaplex and the 2 end up sharing multiple recipes with each other and become great friends. 

After being freed, Vanessa is extremely hesitant to be near knives, let alone hold one, for obvious reasons. However she really wants to get over this fear she has because she wants to start cooking things since that was a hobby she had before…before. (again, cut emails) 

Vanessa would start by having Gregory take out a knife and put it on her kitchen counter.

Then once she gets acclimated to the knife's presence, she would move a bit closer.

She would repeat these steps until she is within arms reach of the knife. Now comes a more difficult step, touching it

Vanessa moves her arm very slowly towards the knife, gives it a small poke, and then quickly darts away like she touched hot coals. This repeats, each poke lasting a longer amount of time, until she is able to rest her hand on the knife.

The next step is the scariest for her, holding it. She takes it even slower, constantly reminding herself that she is in control and that nothing bad is going to happen. She manages to give it, moves it around, and then gently places it back in the drawer.

Vanessa relaxes, lets out the breath she was holding, and walks out of the kitchen.

Actually cutting something will come later, but for now this is enough.

[siriusbutwhite]

[olurgibiyimbe]

Aşkın kalbimi bu kadar acıttığını bilseydim bu aşkı yaşamazdım diyor sen bunları diyorsan o aşkı hiç yaşamamışsın demektir paşam.