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og image that i traced: (unfortunately can’t track down the artist please comment if you know them so i can credit ☹️)
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i drawed jay gatsby
og image that i traced: (unfortunately can’t track down the artist please comment if you know them so i can credit ☹️)
finally!!! our debut album is out!
of course now i would surely make this record not the way i did. of course, my lyrics are quite simple, my accent is thick and my vocal parts in general could be much better, but i'm really proud of this album. and i'm genuinely grateful to my dear nick for the opportunity to make music together, to sound together... he made my childhood dream real. thank you, love, thank you for this miracle. it doesn't need to be perfect, it's still worth being loved and appreciated.
I wanted to go back to FNV but lost access to my friends shared steam library so started FO4 instead, have my sole survivor Parvati 🫰(she/her)
Some Oathbound Thoughts
There's a larger post regarding the Order that's still percolating in my head but while I was drafting that post, something occurred to me:
We have very little in text proof that the Shadowborn are as big as a problem as the Order makes them out to be- But do you know where they seem to gather and most attacks happen: The 4 Legendborn Chapters.
This made me start made me start to think about what we know about magic in universe, and also what we know about the Shadowborn.
The Order makes the Shadowborn out to be this huge problem, but Valechez, Patricia and every Rootcrafter we meet treat them as a problem and certainly something to be cautious about, but a known factor.
And none of the Rootcrafters spend their lives at battle-ready mode waiting for the next attack. It's just the Order that does that. But everyone else acts like the Order is the much bigger problem and danger of the two.
But Scions and Squires have been being called ever since the Order's inception to handle all these demon attacks? And we see there is truth to this: The Shadowborn are Undeniably Attacking the Legendborn.
Which begs the question: Why the Order and not the other magic users?
And then it hit me.
The Order of the Roundtable has been around for at minimum, per William, at least 60 Generations. Like with Vera, the spell is somehow bound to the bloodlines. But Vera's bargain is tied to The Shadow King - He cast the Mark and as far we can tell he's been maintaining the Magic required for it to Work. With me so far?
So this begs with question: With Merlin (as far as the text informs us) 100% Dead
WHAT'S POWERING THE SPELL OF ETERNITY?
IT CAN'T BE ARTHUR. EVEN IF MERLIN ANCHORED THE SPELL TO HIM ORIGINALLY LIKE THE CHARM BRACELET (AND WE DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW THIS BTW, EVERYONE IN THE ORDER THINKS ITS THE CASE AND EVERYTHING THE ORDER THINKS IS IMMEDIATELY SUS) CANONICALLY ARTHUR PENDRAGON DOESN'T HAVE ACCESS TO THE MAGIC TO KEEP IT GOING BECAUSE HE CANNOT WORK AETHER (proven by that scene in BloodMarked)
Arthur Pendragon can use the abilities gifted to him by Excalibur and Merlin's original spell, but he can't power it himself. But SOMETHING must be- because as per Sel, aetheric workings can only last so long as the caster can maintain them and live, as as per Valchez and Patricia, all that Power has to be coming from SOMEWHERE EX.1 Bree's whole existence.
Which brings me back to the Shadowborn and the Shadow King's whole deal:
I think Merlin's spell wasn't supposed to last past the OG Table's death. Not originally anyway. Arthur and the Knights were supposed to win decisively and then the portals would be closed forever. And Bree's Bloodwalks seem to support this.
But then, The Table Captures the Shadow King's Crown, and we now Know that is an extremely Powerful Object- but we don't know what happened to it.
Just before Bloodmark's final kicks off, we get the last Arthuriana themed lore drop of the novel- And that is that the last place we saw the Crown was in the OG Table's possession- but not broken and destroyed. IN fact the text seems to support they couldn't destroy it- SO WHERE IS IT? NO ONE IN ORDER HAS EVER HINTED AT SOMETHING LIKE THIS EXISTING- IT'S VALCHEZ THAT FIRST TELLS US ABOUT THE SHADOW COURT TO BEGIN WITH.
And then we remember Morgaine Had A Plan to use the Crown somehow. Now, of course, we don't get to hear exactly what that was because Bree had some shit to work out, but I think its important that we know about that it because it provides a reason for the concentrated Shadowborn attacks on the Legendborn and also a reason for the King to still be kicking around. The Shadowborn harry the Order so hard because the original War never stopped, it just changed.
The King seems to a bit like Sauron - separated from his Crown, he's a shadow of himself (excuse my bad pun), still powerful, but limited in scope. There's no reason for a long game otherwise. But if he were trying to get his Crown back? Because the Order STILL HAD IT?
Well, that would re-contextualize a few things, wouldn't it?
you know, I think that in my life the messiest thing I have seen is def Only Friends The series and now that I’m seeing Only Friends Dream On (friday come sooner) I can confirm it.
but yall, when I tell you that I LOVE these series and I can’t stop thinking about it these days thanks to season two. ugh
I bring a sort of lobotomy vibe to the function.
charlie spring is the most precious boy and he deserves better