#and now what...

[candymay]

[diamondlashes]

i took a bus and a train to go change the foundation my sister gifted me for christmas and the salespeople at sephora were like sorry but we dont change stuff due to being in a pandemic and i was like that makes cence but also the salesperson who sold this to my sister told her she could change it and they were like mmh then she was given incorrect information and i was like mmh ok and they were like mmh ok. and then i went home with my L because i dont have it in me to be a karen 

[califormia-roll]

I am actually still really upset.

I mean, like unbelievably so.

And that dude that parked his car so far over...I mean, really? I hope you learned something along the lines of "gotta park better, maybe won't kill anyone today"

yeah, that's right I went there.

I just mean...he was our valedictorian, ok? Best kid ever, such a huge sweetheart, and now...well we'll never know what he was gonna do or who he would've become or anything, and as somebody with a good degree of separation between us, who is incredibly upset about it, I literally cannot imagine how his family, and close friends must feel. I just, can't fucking believe it.

Life is short, live it to the fullest, take charge of your potential, and remember, it's never too late to change. Isaak's death is incredibly tragic and a huge freak accident, and I really hope this incites some kind of positive movement, or something, because he deserves that. I just. Literally wanna cry, and I can't stop thinking about it. You just gotta move on, but it's never easy.

Sorry for my long rant, but I mean, I just can't get over it, how he must've felt, and how different life could've been for him, and now it's just all gone.