#anger issuse

[asher-the-diaster]

i'm so tried of being angry

so tried of loosing people to things i cannot control

so tried of being blamed when things go wrong

[asher-the-diaster]

why don't you go to the teacher

every time i have an incident at school the teacher asks why i didn't come to them before it happened.

they never expect me saying that whenever i have in the past it didn't do anything.

well school ended the day i came up with this analogy and i wanted to share it so here.

coming to the teacher when something is happening is a little using stairs.

if you spend years falling down the stairs.

if you spend so much time falling and getting hurt, on stairs in your house on your front porch, other people's houses, outdoors even your school.

then you finally figure out that the common link to every time you fall down was that you were running. so you stop running and the problem stops. sure it slows you down, but you aren't falling anymore.

and people kept telling you to run down the stairs.

they ask why you're worried, tell you it's a different set of stairs.

they grab your arm and pull you up quickly when you refuse to run.

it doesn't matter that its a different teacher, like it wouldn't matter if its a different set of stairs.

going to the teacher almost always results in things being the same or worse for me.

i think i was help after an incident that got me pull out of class once.

so someone please explain why would i go to the teacher?

[andyetimhere]

Lol I love how I can be fine one second and the next I'm ready to fucking rip a persons head off. So much fun. Love testing how far I can stretch before I break.