#angsty thought

[vodika-vibes]

Actually, now I'm having an angsty-ish thought.

Just imagine—

You're dating a clone who is deployed more often than he's around. And you're fine with it. You knew what you were getting into when you said yes to a date, and you're perfectly happy waiting for him to come home.

But then, one night before another deployment, while you're sitting on the couch watching trash reality TV, he gets to his knees at your feet.

And you're confused because he looks pained, but so far as you're aware, the pair of you are having a really good night together.

"Cyare," he says, his voice slightly rough, as he takes your hands and brings them to his lips, "I have a list of...acceptable brothers for you."

You blink at him. Once. Twice. Three times. And then you nod, "It's nice of you to give me a list of emergency contacts if I should need help, but my mother is listed as my emergency contact since she knows everything about me—" you say cheerfully.

It's his turn to be confused, and he slowly shakes his head. "No, cyare. I mean...this is a list of brothers I'm okay with you sleeping with while I'm gone."

"What."

He hurriedly continues, "I know deployments are hard, so I figured I'd make it easier on the both of us to give you a list of people who can take care of you while I'm gone—"

"—do you really think I'm the type of person who will sleep with another man when I'm in a relationship? Especially the brother of the man I'm dating?" You ask.

He hesitates, "It isn't personal, but it's happened before. We're interchangeable, after all." He jokes weakly.

You're quiet, and to your horror, you feel a lump in your throat and a burning in your eyes, "Do you really think that little of me?"

"No!" He yelps, and then he winces, "No. Cyare, no. Of course not." He repeats, "I'd be happier if you never looked at this list at all. But...you need to know the option is there."

"Delete it."

"Cyare—"

"Delete it. There isn't an option. You're my choice. Just you. And the fact that you think that I would... that I could cheat on you is, frankly, insulting." You're surprised you're so calm. You feel like your heart is breaking in your chest.

"I wasn't trying to hurt you—"

"Should I make a list, too, then?" You ask, your voice pained, "Of people I'd be okay with you cheating on me with? It'll be a short list."

"I would never."

"And yet you think that I will?"

He's quiet for a moment, and slowly presses his forehead to your knees, "I'm sorry, cyare. Forget this conversation ever happened. I'll delete the list." He looks up at you, "So please, cyare, please stop crying."

[masterhallmark]

So I had a horrible thought.

What if the reason the other character's bios are in past tense isn't because they're dead (the guest book seems to indicate Wally is able to communicate with them) because they ABANDONED Wally and Home when whatever happened occurred?

Please note: this is not a theory, as there isn't much evidence to support it. Only a thought I had.

[nee-fragaria]

Tubbo makes a small grave for Ranboo in the middle of a light blue forget-me-not field. He never tells anyone about the grave, not even ghostboo or michael, but he goes to place some of the flowers from the field on the grave every day.

[adreamoverlife]

Heres a Small Angsty Wilford thought.

What if Wilford surpressed the memories of Damien After a long time of searching? And refuses to see the resemblance between Damien and Dark?

Until one day, wilford and dark are having a huge argument and wilford being wilford gets so fed up and shoots him.

“Please forgive me for, whatever I do. When I don’t remember you.”

And then he remembers....

I know that probably doesnt make sense but it’s a random thought I had. Ps the part in quotes is form the song ‘Remember You’.

[min-suga-min-blog]

Angsty thought

The worst is when it's three AM and you're suddenly all angsty because you realise that the bands that mean the world to you, the ones that helped you through tough times when you were depressed or were with you when no one else was, definitely don't know about your existence and probably never will.

[bigfan-fanfic]

Morgan Walker is actually shunted out of the Mass Effect universe and into Thedas after the Reaper War and the destruction of the Catalyst, so his dad has no idea he's actually alive. Ellis and Steve Cortez married a few years after the war and after another few years, adopted some children. The youngest, an infant, they named Richard Morgan, in honor of the people they both lost.

Morgan believes his father is happy but has no way of confirming this.

[dragontamer05]

I thought of a horrible au-

What if Alex had been created alongside Tim- Much to the scientist surprise of having to living specimens to experiment on.

Though it quickly became apparent that he was no where as strong as him. After awhile the experiments started to take their tole on him.

Of course the scientists contiued to push and push- figuring that maybe they could make him stronger.

In the end he wasn’t able to survive the tests and perished during one of them.

One day the scientists take him away for some test as they always do- but this time he doesn’t come back.

It’s a long time before he learns the truth of what happened.

[scribbles-by-kate]

Shit, guys, I just had a really depressing thought about Rumple’s expression after he pushed Milah into the river...

He looked shocked, devastated, like he couldn’t believe what he’d done, right? Maybe...maybe he looked like that because he’d just given into the Darkness. He didn’t kill to get the power back, but pushing Milah into the river was dark. Maybe that means his heart is starting to turn black again: the Darkness has got a proper grip on him again :(

Maybe that’s why he seems darker after this episode, even with Belle. He seems colder, less sympathetic, and he’s pretty impatient with Belle in “Ruby Slippers”. Part of that could be the stress of the situation, but it could also be the Darkness affecting him.

He almost seems the same as he was in “Skin Deep” and “Lacey”, resisting her efforts to highlight the goodness in him. Does it seem almost like a “Skin Deep” do over to anyone else? That ‘just to wake you up’ line, as I’ve already said, reminds me of ‘Is this you being the hero and killing the beast?’.

A “Skin Deep” do over with the opposite outcome? Maybe?