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Which annoyed Cassie. It annoyed her so badly she had come to me and asked, "Marco, what can I do to save those poor birds? They aren't allowed any dignity!" And I had said, "Hmmm. Parrots, right? They talk, right?" "Yeah. Why? Do you have an idea?" "Oh, yes. I have a definite idea." p. 5
I don't know why. But as I was reading this exchange something felt off. I kept re-reading it because Cassie didn't sound right. Just the first part of her dialog, really. Yes, Cassie would be upset. But something feels off to her word choice? The vibes are off.
Was Marco paraphrasing what Cassie said here? Or this whole exchange?
Marco's doing fine. He's fine. The Animorphs are all fine.
"I am way too young to have to deal with this kind of stuff," I yelled into my pillow. And then I pulled the pillow away from my face. My dad was standing there, framed in the doorway of my room. He mouthed the words "I knocked." And he did a little pantomime of having knocked. p. 68
Oops.
"Oh. Okay." He started to leave. Then he turned back and said, "You know, Marco, you can always talk to me." "Oh. Sure, Dad." "I mean, if there's anything going on that's bothering you." p. 68
You know, I like this little interaction. I think Marco's dad is spelling out that Marco can come to him for anything because he knows that he hasn't been the best father. For the past two years, he was too deep in grief to really be a father to Marco. So, knowing that Marco is probably used to shouldering things himself he is trying to make sure that Marco knows that he is there is there are any problems.
And having your kid yell into his pillow about being too young to deal with stuff would ring some sort of alarm bell. Just, Marco's dad isn't sure how to make sure that Marco knows he can come to him. He probably isn't thinking that Marco will actually come to him with his problems right away, but he needs to make it clear that he can.
Unfortunately, Marco is a little too far into a secret war. Because this offer isn't taken the way he thinks it will.
It was a nice offer. My dad's a nice man. I'd like to grow up to be as good a man as my father. But you know what? Right then, dark suspicion was seeping into my mind. Why was he interested? What did he suspect? Was my father one of them too? p. 68
"Nice world you live in, Marco," I said softly. I could trust my father and maybe end up dead. I could try to help my mother and maybe end up dead. And as a bonus I could get all my friends killed and doom the entire human race. p. 69
Marco is reasonably paranoid. But I don't think Marco's dad is a Controller. More because I don't think a Yeerk would actually be trying to check in on how Marco is doing without slipping in a thing about how the Sharing could help.
I couldn't really trust him. I couldn't go downstairs and spill all my problems out for him. But you know what? I could sure go sit with the man and watch the game. I could do that. p. 69
Marco declares that while he can't trust his father; he can at least put on the act of being a normal son watching the game with his father.
also there's a lot going on with the Visser One encounter but perhaps the most chilling isn't in what she says so much as in how she instantly recognizes Marco and just makes assumptions based around that recognition. So what if Eva and Marco are in agony seeing each other that way? She's got bigger fish to fry. No point in worrying about why the familiar face of Marco showed up here when she was expecting four technicians. His excuse for the other three's absence is exactly what she'd expect from Visser Three's childish antics.
We'll get to it more in Visser but yeerks' dismissal of humans as anything but meat puppets (V1 here) or irritants (the captain at Ocean World) may be an advantage to the Animorphs in the long run but it's also a horror element all it's own to see humans ignored as non-actors so easily.
We see that un-personing happen to Taxxons and Yeerks and Hork-Bajir too, from the perspectives of the Animorphs and Andalites. Dehumanization (yeah I know they're aliens but you know what I mean) is a potent, dangerous thing.
And then I heard a rasping, rumbling, almost belching voice. It said, "Ha tu ma el ga su fa to li." An alien voice speaking an alien language. But I understood it. I felt it in my mind. It was like thought-speak, only this was deeper, more profound. This voice seemed to use my own words in my own brain. What is said was, Don't be fooled, Visser One, this is no Andalite. I spun around. And there, standing just behind me, was a Leeran-Controller, its tentacles waving. I could squash the big amphibian without breaking a sweat. But I just froze. I froze and looked back at my mother. It is not Andalite, the Leeran said again. It is a human. Visser One's face remained impassive. "No, you idiot," she sneered. "It's a gorilla. They are related to humans, but not human. This is an Andalite in morph." I beg your pardon for disagreeing, Visser, but - p. 144-145
Luckily for everyone, Visser One assumed that the Leeran was talking about Marco's morph and though that they got gorillas and humans confused. And luckily they weren't able to finish explaining what they knew.
But there is a chance that the Leeran could tell Visser One if they survive what they know. And that will be bad. Real bad.
<Where did you hear about Leerans?> Ax asked me again. "Look, can you just tell me what you know about them?" Ax hesitated. He is still a little uncomfortable being open and honest with humans. The Andalites are not used to trusting other species. <They are an aquatic race. Their planet is mostly water, like Earth. Only their land masses don't have much life. The most advanced lifeforms are in the oceans. The Leerans are a sentient race of amphibians.> He shrugged. <At least, that's what I learned in school. I've never met a Leeran, of course. They aren't allowed on our world.> "Not allowed? Why not? Are they dangerous?" Ax laughed. He gets this kind of superior, know-it-all attitude sometimes. <Of course not dangerous. More like embarrassing.> "Why? Do they fart in public or something?" <Leerans are supposed to be psychic. They can read minds. At least they can do it if they're within close range. We have technological and military secrets we don't want the Leerans to know. Plus, you know, thoughts you might not want strangers listening in on. Now, where did you hear about Leerans?> p. 23-24
New alien species details just dropped. So, are we talking amphibians like frogs? Newts? Combo? Neither of those?
But also, mind reading species are a thing. Is it just like surface thoughts or can they go further into someone's memories? Is there a range limit on how far away someone had to be to have their mind read? How many minds can a single Leeran read at once?
I get that Ax doesn't fully get how a mind reader is dangerous. But he does mention some of their danger in that they can find out military and tech secrets that you don't want getting out. He is a kid, so part of this is just him not thinking through what they damage they could do if they get their hands (?) on the right/wrong information. He's just thinking in terms of they'll find things that are embarrassing.
How do Leerans do diplomacy with other species? I doubt Andalites are the only ones that have secrets that they don't want getting out.
"Erek. The Chee. He says there's some kind of secret underwater thing going on with the Yeerks. He says some Leerans are involved." Ax looked puzzled. <Yeerks and Leerans? It doesn't make sense. The Yeerks could never invade the Leeran world like they're doing with Earth. The Leerans are psychic. They would instantly know if one of their people were a Controller.> p. 24
This means that the Yeerks have more firepower than the kids think that they do, doesn't it. They are using force. They literally can't be subtle and sneak around while taking Leeran hosts.
"Yeah. You're right. On the other hand . . . if you could make Controllers out of these Leerans. Psychic Controllers." Ax swiveled his stalk eye toward me. <They would be able to root out spies. Like the Chee. They would be able to sense traitors.> "And they would be able to find five human kids and one Andalite." I said. "They would see right through an animal morph. They would mean the end of us." p 24-25
Oh, new stakes. The kids have been able to fight back against the Yeerks because no one realizes that they are a bunch of human teenagers and a single Andalite. They know that Ax is a teen/kid by his species standards, but they don't know about the humans. And if the Chee are found out they lose a vital source of information.
So, clearly, they need to take out the Leeran-Controllers if this series is to go on to be 54 books long. Seems a little soon for the secret to be blown out of the water.
But that would have been fatal. And I'm not someone who does emotional, stupid things. Sometimes I wish I were. p. 133
I burst out laughing at this.
I'm sorry, Marco. What was it that you were doing in the pool then? How about as a bird on the roller coaster? How about pretty much this whole book?