#anon talks!

[ummmlife]

i just love your miserable salaryman!nanami 😩😩 i imagine having him sobbing and gnawing at your feet as he’s so desperate for you in every way possible; heart, mind and soul. he’s so grateful and loving, always thanking you for everything. you make him lunch everyday while also reminding him he deserves to be happy in his work (if he even wants to work) and that he has enough savings to quit. he finds it hard to internalise your words as he’s afraid of any possible loss so instead, he finds his eyes pooling before leaving for work but won’t let the tears slip as he goes for another miserable day, his only comfort coming from you AAAAAAAA

our beloved tired man deserves nothing but kindness and love 🩷 ... an a vacation trip to the beach... and a promotion

i actually have a kind of a small story full of angst where nanami has a big discussion with his partner due to his self doubts and, when this threatens to leave him, he completely breakdown but his partner ends up comforting him, sigh... my savior complex needs to take care of him 😔

anyway, hail sad salaryman nanami

[ummmlife]

YOURE BACK!!!! 😭🩷🩷🩷 I MISSED YOU!!!

HIIIIIIIII I RECOVERED MY ACCOUNT YES!!!

although i have literally no inspo to write anything since i became this dude 👇

(that's right!! i'm employed now!!!)

but hopefully one day i'll write again something!! ... hopefully

lately i've been thinking about office worker nanamin and how life was probably to him now that i'm an office worker too and damn... maybe i should write an essay about it

[ummmlife]

OMG PLEASE COME BACK!

Have you seen the new illustrations of Nanami in the phantom parade game????

I'M FINALLY BACK AAAAA honestly when i saw those cards (i think they're cards?? idk i've never played phanpara) i had to excuse myself to go to the restroom in the middle of a meeting with a client at work. i just couldn't stand myself i love my husband so much, i love him

[ummmlife]

do you not answer anon messages anymore? :(

i do! but most of them are requests im trying to write and with the other ones i try to make a decent answer since they're kinda long and they deserve a good answer, but with college and my personal life i often short of of time (for example , im answering this at 4am) so... im taking my time to answer 🫡

in other words, im answering short messages at the moment... sort of

if i haven't answered to your messages, im really sorry, im short of time most of the time but i swear i'll answer your messages

[ummmlife]

Bibi give us some Bibitastic fun facts about you! I don't want to sound weird I just think you're interesting 🤭

me? interesting?

alright

• i have other hyperfixations or whatever you call them

• i know a lot of things, like, random fun facts

• i only write about nanami because i think i understand his character enough to represent him in my whatever-i-write

• i also dyed my hair blonde because of nanami (although now i dyed it black)

• i learned english on my own because i wanted to play mystic messenger but it was only in korean and english

• im currently a college student

• my favorite sanrio character is cinnamoroll and i have two tattoos of him

• im very social awkward and i don't talk to people unless they talk to me first because all i have in mind is the weeb things i like

• i don't like seafood and im a sucker for sweets (gojo's level)

• i like learning, a lot, so basically everything i read are essays and science papers

• i recently got new glasses 👍

• i, also, recently gained a lot of weight but im recovering from an eating disorder so

• i often faint since i have dysautonomia

• im also chronically in pain since i have a condition that affects my ligaments, so im basically a granny at my 20's with granny body pains

:) i hope this is to your liking, anon

[ummmlife]

to the anon who actually enjoys my ramblings

although you said that what you wrote was meant for me to read only (unless my english comprehension was wrong) i still wanted to answer you. i want to thank you for your nice words, they made me smile (and right now i feel like it's almost impossible to smile)

to be honest, i struggle a lot with sharing my thoughts because i always think that people around me just don't care about what i could say, this has led me to be a very quiet (and socially awkward) person in general with everyone, after all if i don't say anything i won't be bothering anyone. that's why this blog is, somehow, a safe space for me and the fact that there's people, like you, who are willing to read and who enjoy my thoughts/ramblings (and more) makes me feel better with myself

what that other anon said didn't bother me, it was like a “ok? lol” moment, tbh. but i'm glad to know that i'm not that annoying and uninteresting, at least for some people

thank you once more and i hope you feel special just as i'm feeling right now thanks to your words

🩷

[ummmlife]

You barely post anything but rts of X and now you're taking a break from doing nothing? Wow I hope you start writing again what a shame I like what you write but you do nothing but ramble 👎

and? what you want me to do with your comment?

"oh no, im so sorry 🥺" ? bfr

[ummmlife]

An emo Nanami for you

https://twitter.com/nanamistudies/status/1754391915649188091

he's so precious riding his little bicycle 🥹 baby boy indeed