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[intheafterlights]

Your blog is awesome oh my gosh

I'm glad you enjoy it :)

[the-yennefer]

gallifreystands replied to your post: i just wrote a letter coming out to my...

Hey it’ll be okay

buckysamnesia replied to your post: i just wrote a letter coming out to my...

*hugs* feel free to come to me if you need to talk to someone about it <3

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you’re going to be okay, darling. whatever happens, i’m with you ‘till the end of the line. you’re so brave for doing this, and if you ever need anyone to talk to, please don’t hesitate to message me. c: *hugs*

anseldorable replied to your post: i just wrote a letter coming out to my...

Hi! I think you’re being so brave! Please make sure it’s safe to come out to YOURE parents when you do! (Like a safe environment etc.)

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So proud of you darling! You’re amazing!

turnblrbot replied to your post: i just wrote a letter coming out to my...

I did the same thing when I came out. It wont be easy, but it all works out!! Good luck. :-)

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Thank you so much for you support, guys. <3 This means a lot to me, seriously. Thank you.

I was thinking about sending them the letter this afternoon before going to college, so that when I got back by night, they would have already read it and would be ready to talk. I also thought about handing it to them in person and waiting for them to read it.

But I'm too scared to do it now. They have literally made fun of every apparently gay person who appeared on TV during lunch, and they really are openly anti-gay, even when it comes to basic rights. Though they don't consider themselves homophobes because God forbid, right.

To top it off I keep having dreams about my mother's reaction and they actually turn into nightmares I don't want to come true.

But I'm also terrified that someone will tell them before me. Some fucker who saw me at the club with my girlfriend, and decided to "spread the news".

I live in constant fear and it's killing me.

Perhaps I will have more peace if I just tell them, because I won't have to worry about "what ifs" anymore. They probably will reject me and condemn me, try to fix me and tell the whole fucking family about how fucked up I turned out to be, but at least it won't be something just in my head, because it's driving me crazy.

Even though my mother is very religious and believes queer people will spend all eternity rotting in hell because they are disgusting and evil, and my father has the emotional stability of a pre-teen with mommy issues, perhaps I should just tell them so I don't have to deal with my maddening anxiety anymore.

I may share the letter I wrote with you guys in the near future. 

[lukehemmozs]

I'm hear to talk if you need me :)

all the time! :)

[greenlght]

My name is Ellie :)

ellie hood c:

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[ianoshea]

Books!!

So I told everyone I would make a list of the books I read over the summer!! (I tagged who I could, the rest of you will get an inbox message to the post) I am finishing two books today, and the next book I'm starting is over 1500 pages so I won't be finishing it before school, so I am posting the list now!

Each book has a little description beside it :) (Under a read more because I read 37 books this summer and it's long)

The Darkest Minds - Alexandra Bracken. This book was really REALLY good. It took me a while to get into because it was exams, but it was good. THE END THOUGH WOW

Pandemonium - Lauren Oliver. This was the second book in the series. Book 1 wasn't great, book 2 was better, but I didn't bother continuing into the series because I knew where it was headed and didn't care for it.

Shadow and Bone - Leigh Bardugo. LOVED THIS BOOK. This entire series was amazing.

If I Stay - Gayle Forman. - The book was amazing, I loved it and sobs, the movie was the best book to movie adaptation.

Where She Went - Gayle Forman. - If I Stay book 2, really necessary tbh and I loved it and it was beautiful and sad and adorable.

Lies - Michael Grant. - The Gone series is definitely one of my favourite series. Definitely worth reading and I am so sad I didn't get farther in the series this summer. 

Hush Hush - Becca Fitzpatrick. - This is a really cheesy typical series about angels, but I love it anyways. Patch is actually so perfect.

The One - Kiera Cass. - While this book was SEVERELY flawed, it was the perfect ending to the Selection series.

Crescendo - Becca Fitzpatrick. - Hush Hush book 2, not bad, but considering I don't remember anything... not amazing. Still like the series though.

Fallen - Lauren Kate. - I read this book because it was super cheap and there's a movie coming out. Another weird cheesy typical angel series but I mean it wasn't terrible.

City of Heavenly Fire - Cassandra Clare. - Good. A lot going on. Not really a fan of the ending but a good final book for the series.

The Power of Six - Pittacus Lore. - I think the I Am Number Four series is HIGHLY underrrated. These books are great.

The Eyre Affair - Jasper Fforde. - This series is really unique and so so so confusing but amazing and I wish I lived in this world. 

The Faut in Our Stars - John Green. - Reread I liked it just as much the second time. I wanted to read it before the movie.. I did, it was amazing.

A Million Little Pieces - James Frey. - Reread This has been my favourite book my entire life but I hadn't read it in 5 years. It reminded me why I loved it so much.

Shadow Kiss - Richelle Mead. - I love VA so much though FOR REAL.

My Friend Leonard - James Frey. - Reread A million little pieces sequel. I love the writing but the story was no where near as good. 

Orange Is The New Black - Piper Kerman. - Okay so I loved and adored this book. I started it last year when season 1 was on but because of school I didn't finish it till now. This is so important and honestly the tv show just pisses me off tbh.

Siege and Storm - Leigh Bardugo - shadow and bone sequel. Just as amazing.

Marked - P.C Cast - Reread I wanted to attempt to reread the series. I loved the first few books a lot tbh.

Lola and the Boy Next Door - Stephanie Perkins. - HER BOOKS ARE SO CUTE JUST READ THEM ALL

Hollow City - Ransom Riggs. - An AMAZING sequel to Miss Peregrine's. I absolutely adored it to bits and pieces. Spooky and creepy and beautiful.

Outlander - Diana Gabaldon. - I LOVE THIS BOOK. THIS IS A TOP 5 FAVOURITE BOOk. JAMIE FRASER IS A TOP 3 FAVOURITE CHARACTER.

Party - Tom Leveen. Reread Okay so I read this book a long time ago and when I found it I had to buy it and reread it and still so amazing.

Silence - Becca Fitzpatrick - So the series is not bad okay it's really not but this was a horrible direction to take ANY series tbh.

Ruin and Rising - Leigh Bardugo - THE ONLY TRILOGY ENDING I LIKED?!?!?!

Perfect Chemistry - Simone Elkeles. - So okay I read the blurb and was like okay gangs, GROSS, but holy shit I read this ENTIRE book in one sitting like I didn't even get out of bed to eat.

Rules of Attraction - Simone Elkeles. - So PC was so good I started this one right after and rEAD THE ENTIRE BOOK THE SAME DAY AS THE FIRST?!!?

Chain Reaction - Simone Elkeles - Really disappointed with the third books ending. She left something big open and I didn't like that.

Throne of Glass - Sarah J Maas. - So. Good. SO GOOD. Celaena Sardothien is my favourite I love her I want to marriage with her

This Dark Endeavour - Kenneth Oppel. - I bought this book 3 years ago and never read it and I decided to and it's a Frankenstein prequel and holy crapperdoodles it was good.

Fever - Maya Banks. - Erotica. I liked it. It's all the same but it was cute.

Bared To You - Sylvia Day. - So this series got popular around the same time 50 shades did and I decided to read it and wow I love it so much Gideon is my bae <3

Reflected In You - Sylvia Day. - Book 2, so good.

Entwined With You - Sylvia Day - Book 3, the best one tbh. SO glad to be getting two more.

The Archived - Victoria Schwab. - I am not COMPLETELY done this book but it is really REALLY good.

Crown of Midnight - Sarah J Maas - The second Throne of Glass book and wow is it ever good I am not completely done it either but I love it and my OTP GOT TOGETHER even though I think they'll break up now but NOPE IM IN DENIAL.

[zuzumes]

Happy birthday! Hope it's a great one!

thank you very much :)

[julianblackthorm]

12 and 18

12. ideas of a perfect date

Have my date drive me to a book store, give me his credit card, and leave Jk I think spending a day together at Disneyland would be perfect- for me anyway. That way we're moving around and having fun. And while we wait in line, we get to know each other better to pass time.  Also a nice picnic in the park and talk about whatever. I think dinner and a movie could work, but it's too cliché for me 

 But what would i know i haven't been on enough dates to know what would be perfect 

18. phobia

I hate heights. Like I love roller coasters, but being up really high makes me nervous