I swear Temu I so fucking confused what my gender is....
...lile holy shit I didn't know we had something in common!
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I swear Temu I so fucking confused what my gender is....
...lile holy shit I didn't know we had something in common!
whoops went too long without food again and now I have a debilitating headache
indie here. Sooo I've mentioned how I designed Vanilla (my form) as an oc then gravitated to it as my in headspace form. Well on top of that I made the species as I've said, I've had to think of details on them. Which included details like if prosthetics/missing limbs could happen... and the idea of that was easy... but also I keep seeing one of my legs torn...
I can't feel it, but the emotional pain, the anguish... I can't say it's past memories or future memories, idk WHAT it is but I can perfectly feel (again emotionally) what it's like to lose one of my plastic legs, to watch the ballpit balls fall out and move across the ground.
Idk I'm just writing this down for my own sort of records, but if anyone has any idea on what this could be feel free to say in a reply or reblog, I love reading people's input on what the hell I have going on. /gen
Arcane ending: 😭💗💔 I will need 10-15 business days to process, thank you 10/10
If Joshua falls in love, he'll be so damn messy and it's gonna be so fun to write 😂 LIke, he knows nothing about love. He couldn't learn during all these years hiding with the Undying. He doesn't know how to flirt, and he's also clueless. If your muse has feelings for him, he probably won't even notice.
And if he falls in love, he'll be so scared because he thinks he will die. A part of him would like to experiment it, but another part of him doesn't want to because he wouldn't want to leave the other person, to let them grow closer just for him to die later.
So he'll probably hide his feelings as much as he can, but he'll maybe open himself to Clive about it.
woke up, i'm in the in-between honey
one foot out and I know the weight is coming
because I left it by the bed last night
open my eyes and I stare and pray for light