#asch rambles

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i think i finally got a job. struggling to feel grateful about it because the manager interviewing me was a lot to process

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cursed with not caring about those two gay boys from heated rivalry. doubly cursed because someone i follow has turned into a heated rivalry blog and they don’t use tags

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I need yall to send me strength im going on a solo airport mission and I haven’t felt this fucked up about something in years

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okay I'm hoping someone can give me some advice or weigh in with their personal opinions because I'm hella confused! I think I may have a mild case of adult-onset dyslexia, but I'm afraid that I'm just reading words wrong every once in a while and jumping to conclusions.

At least once a day, no more than a couple times, I'll just straight up read a word or whole sentence incorrectly - either I'll switch around some letters, or words will move to other parts of the sentence, OR my brain will just straight up not see whole words. Sometimes I'll have to reread a sentence two, three, even four times in order to understand and see everything correctly. I feel the need to stress that this does not happen very often, but at least once a day.

The only reason I'm making this post is because I just had an experience where I saw a meme, and there was bit that was reduced to a series of "random" vowels and a handful of K's. Like, completely incomprehensible until the 4th go at reading it

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shit i did not expect to get from testosterone even though i've heard people talk about it before:

chest hair. on an afab chest. it's whack and looks very out of place (this is my own opinion about my body, no one else's)

weird cramps that feel similar to period cramps, but they last like 30 minutes as opposed to several days

acne everywhere! ive always had facial acne but ive never had it on my neck, arms, legs, back, and chest before.

mood swings a couple days before I'm supposed to do my next shot

thicc veins

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hey shoutout to butch women that use he/him pronouns! y'all are handsome as fuck and i'd die for u

sincerely, a trans man

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me, looking at cute shirts in forever 21 that have spaghetti straps: once I get top surgery, it's over for y'all bitches

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instead of pushing the message that ALL college professors never accept late work (which isn't true), public highschools should really be pushing the message that college is where you finally become comfortable with making phone calls to ask dumbass questions