How you deal with the side-effects of your beast side (sensitivity to silver, herbs, insomnia, etc.)? Has being a werebeast generally effected your moral system in any way?
Tor-Acr could finally get back to some of the mail that friends had written to him. After reading the first letter, his quill responded:
“Not getting enough sleep is the hardest part, to tell the truth. The longest amount of time I can rest for is between 3 and 4 hours. That adds up over days and nights and years. It’s probably aging me faster than most saxhleel.
I tend to simply stay away from silver jewelry and I can usually smell those herbs before they get too near. The easiest part is managing the beast’s hunger, at least here in Skyrim’s bountiful woodland. It’s easy enough to stay hidden and away from society when the beast calls.
As for my morals, well...when I first gained the gift, I had asked for it from Hircine so that I would have more power to protect those that I loved. I see now that part of who I am now endangers those around me. Hircine loves that I am both predator and prey in the bargain we have made. Still, I see it as a boon.
I justify my consumption of other sentient beings as a way of returning them to the earth, much more natural than a sword or my spear. Doing so sends their souls to Hircine or to the Void, and their bodies to the bones of the earth which feeds the Hist.
Some may call this viewpoint cold. It may well be, but the power within the Hunt is evident in nature and the world of trade. It means survival.”~Signed,Tor-Acr
