Out of Daycare: You come here, you just need a bit of love and some promos from a few friends and then you will get a lot of love from others who will love your blog!
I wanted a new start, something completely different but it still seems I still don't have what it takes.
I want to see Selyvn do good, I want him to do even better than my last blog! I thought he was...but. I hate talking numbers, idoireallyreallydo but seeing brand new blogs that get dozens of followers that talk to them kinda hurts. Seeing other blogs with their follower count and being surprised, hurts because simply getting 50 is feat for me...it makes me feel like I do in rl. Unwanted, watched but not talked to. It hurts so much. But I try to smile and be friendly in the hopes that maybe I'll be able to continue...but pulling teeth to get people to talk to me, or having to go to others to even be able to get Selyvn to interact, sometimes the ask gets buried for days because the blog is popular or it's eaten.
Of course there are people who talk to him, a few but people! That makes me happy! Then,,,more numbers from others blogs about their overflowing inboxes...
I hate numbers,I hate numbers...)