talking about starting a family together for the first time🥺
Went a little off beat here, but I think you’ll appreciate where I took this…
“So, are you ready to hold her, auntie?” Didi questions, a tired yet content smile on her face.
“Beyond ready,” you nod, sliding the tiny bundle out of her arms.
“Oh Dee, Natalia is perfect. You two did good,” you whisper, looking down at the baby. She blinks, bright blueish green eyes looking at you owlishly wiggling slightly in the blanket to get comfortable.
“I can’t tell you how much it means that you’re here,” Didi says, watching you. “We want you to be her godmother. I’m going to ask the tall one when he gets here to be the godfather.”
You try not to cry, but you’ve got your niece in your arms and your best friend just asked you to be her godmother. “I wouldn’t be anywhere else but here, you know that. I’d be honored,” you reply, leaning down to dust a kiss to the baby’s head. “Even more legit standing to spoil her rotten. He should be here soon though; flight was supposed to land at 6.”
Neither of you noticed or heard Shawn come in, but he stands leaning against the doorframe into Didi’s room watching the scene in front of him. There’s something pulling at his gut watching you with the little girl in your arms.
“A sight yeah?” Tomas asks, leaning on the opposite side of the door from Shawn, a tray of drinks from the cafeteria in his hand.
“Yeah, seriously. Congrats though man, heard she’s a beauty already and Dee was a champ through it,” he says, hugging Tomas.
“She’s got whatever she wants for the rest of eternity after 14 hours in labor,” Tomas answers. “Little one too, she’s got me wrapped around her finger already. Come on, you need to meet her.”
“Found this one so I figure he should be in here too,” Tomas jokes, placing the tray in front of Didi before sliding down to sit next to her on the bed.
“I’m not sharing yet,” you murmur as Shawn puts an arm around your waist and kisses your shoulder. “Meet your niece, Natalia Rose.”
“Hi sweetie,” he whispers, back of his finger running down her tiny cheek. “She’s all you Didi. Gonna be a stunner.”
“Charming me even while I’m in a hospital bed only a couple hours removed from labor,” Didi quips. “We’d like you to be her godfather, Shawn. She’s already agreed to be her godmother. We wouldn’t trust her with anyone other than you two.”
“I’d love to,” he replies, eyes not off the little girl in your arms.
“I guess I should share,” you jokingly roll your eyes. “Ready for her?”
He nods as you slip her from your arms easily into his. She looks even tinier in his hold. The baby starts to stretch bordering on almost a fuss, but he starts rocking her. “Shhh Natalia, it’s ok. Uncle Shawn’s got you,” he says quietly. Then you hear oh so quietly the singing under his breath to her. Your heart melts at that moment.
Sitting down on the other side of Didi, you sniff a little. “You realize you have full rights to ask for him to record you lullabies now if she’s already swooning at his singing? Aside from the godfather card.”
“Already planning on it,” Didi agrees, leaning her head against your shoulder. “He looks good holding her.”
“I know, Dee. I know. It’s…” you start. “Yeah.”
“You’ll get there. I know you will and when you do, it’s going to be amazing. Just look at him with her,” she responds. “Plus, you’ll have me every step of the way to pester and whine to.”
You side hug her as best as you can.
“I think someone’s hungry,” he chimes in, walking over to the bed. “She’s making pouty sucky faces at me.”
“We’ll let you be with her, back in the morning I promise,” you say, kissing the baby’s nose lightly while she’s still in Shawn’s hold. “We’ll bring real breakfast.”
Shawn leans down, sliding the baby into Didi’s arms, kissing Didi’s forehead before repeating it on the Natalia’s head.
“Bless you,” Didi sighs. “Doc’s coming at 8, lactation specialist at 8:30 so anytime after 9. Bring good decaf please!”
“So,” Shawn starts, pulling you close once you’re settled into bed at the hotel you’ve been posted up at the last 2 days. “Am I allowed to say you looked really good holding Natalia? Like sock me in the gut holy shit she’s going to be the mother of my children good?”
You flush, burying your face into his chest. “I could say the same thing, especially you singing to her. I may have cried a little into Dee’s shoulder at that.”
“I know it’s been a while since we talked about this, but maybe, we should revisit?” he asks carefully, his hand running through the ends of your hair. “Think about timing, you going off the pill? I know it could take a bit after that.”
“Maybe after tour?” you reply. “You’ll be done for a bit. Around. I can go to the doc just before you wrap. Then we see how it goes?”
“I’m going to be there, through everything. Every doctor’s appointment, every random craving,” he states strongly, pulling you tighter to him. “That’s a promise and a non-negotiable. The team knows this. Me and you always, remember? We’ll shift things around, you and when it happens, our little one, are always going to be my priority. Just like you have been now, pretty girl, except this time we’ll just be adding a little one into the plans. I love you, sweetheart, so much. I cannot wait to start a family with you, whenever it happens.”
“I love you too, Shawn,” you respond, stretching up to kiss him.










