This may be too forward, and I don't tend to use anon option, but that was the deal. So my assumption is that you were quite misunderstood as a child and perhaps felt out of place/excluded by your peers. Despite that, you didn't turn out bitter, instead you kept your integrity and treat the world around you with patience and kindness (not sure if this last part can be confirmed by you, people on the receiving end should probably weigh in : D).
I don't know a lot about you/your profile, but whenever I see your posts, they come across as someone who can't be baited into negativity, even when addressed with such, and who always tries to respond calmly and respectfully. You also don't seem to utilise sarcasm much and are never rude or mock any questions. The responses can also reach an impressive level of detail, which is probably to meet your own standards, not the expectations of those who asked. Hence my assumption about potential issues with finding common ground with other children in early life.
This is obviously a crazy assumption to make from very little info. Please don't take it too seriously, it's just for fun.
Warning! Long entry alert!
This has taken a while because my first three attempts, for various reasons, didn't quite answer the question that appears to be asked.
Part 1: Childhood and why "Warning! Long entry alert! sometimes gets used on my blog
Some of what you see can probably be attributed to things like this, other parts are more setting-specific. Also: I'm not the youngest or newest person on Tumblr. Demonstrating kindness and patience is easier for people who have had more opportunities to practise, including specifically in the Tumblr setting.
I was diagnosed autistic before starting school, at a time when written information about autism was limited (and often assumed a special-school-to-institution pathway, which my diagnostician said would be a terrible idea in my case). Thus, for most of my childhood, I was in a situation where nobody fully understood me, including myself. A lot of time got spent explaining things I regarded as obvious to well-meaning but misunderstanding people.
(It still happens today. Part of that is because of my job; an IT phone technician who doesn't get a customer who doesn't understand what they're saying at least once per day probably isn't taking enough calls. Also, I'm partway through degree #2 and if pushing the boundaries of understanding enough, controlled mutual misunderstanding becomes part of the learning process. Also, being autistic in a neurotypical world lends opportunities for everyone to misunderstand each other).
I think everyone starts life meaning to be, then progresses to meaning to be kind. However, one has to learn how to be kind in a way that other people can appreciate, otherwise the best one can hope for is to come across as random and strange (because they are being, but don't know how to express the being they actually are in a form they can understand). My primary school was good at teaching how to be kind in a structured way, which meant most of my class ended up generally choosing a mutually understood form of kindness by the time we were 11. The one person who didn't learn that set off a fire alarm (when there was no fire) at age 10 and got expelled.
It's hard to hold people not knowing stuff against them if it is established early on that nobody could have taught them otherwise.
Also, it became apparent early on that if I wanted to have grace extended to me for not knowing that (for example) one is meant to check before giving a full answer to "How are you?", it paid to extend the same grace to people who don't understand that an unseen and unwarned pat on the back is painful for me. (People don't do that as much on Twitter, which more than once reminded me of secondary school and the deliberate misunderstanding bullies did there).
The way I got into F1 social media is also a factor in my personality and how it is conveyed on Tumblr.
It was 2003, I started on a forum, and the one I started on (Home of F1) had a particularly argumentative (and blunt) forum member who would argue about anything. If that forum member was writing here, I think half of F1blr would have blocked them. However, I quickly discovered that if one knew one's position well and could provide evidence for that position (something I'd learned to do in ethics class), that forum member would be impressed instead of argumentative.
The result was that I got a reputation for writing essays. (The "Warning! Long entry alert!" comes from there. I was once informed by a forum member that although they appreciated reading my essays, they also sometimes had only 20 minutes to read the forums, in which case reading one of my long essays risked using all of that time on one post!
Assumption about you: if you're playing w/o friends and you don't get imposter in among us you leave the game 🔫
I AM NOT!!! A LITTLE BITCH BOI!!! I PLAY FAIR AND SQUARE!!! I DO MY TASKS LIKE A GOOD CREWMATE SHOULD!!! AND WHEN I DIE I STICK AROUND AS A GHOST AND FINISH MY TASKS!!
You give the vibes of a person who has a lot of friends and is very outgoing and friendly :)
Aw, I'm glad you think so!
Before quarantine and all, I had quite a lot of friends, with varying degrees of closeness of course. Since I've spent all school year online, I've only kept in touch with my closest ones, so hopefully I'll be able to catch up with the others next school year.
As for the outgoing and friendly bit, I think so?? Idk if that's weird or not, but I draw all my confidence and outgoing-ness from people that I know around me, so it's way easier to make a friend at school than somewhere else. But when I don't have friends around me I'm extremely awkward. Because of that, I'm the type of person to sit in the corner if I'm at a party that has nobody I know x)
